It was almost 10am when the sun light was shining through your window and you can feel the heat on your face.  Jiyong was still asleep with his legs interlocked with yours.  You turn around to face him and you were memorized at how flawless his face was.  You started to trace his facial features with your fingers in hoping to wake him up but he didn’t budge at all.  You traced the outline of his face, his eye brows, nose, and cheek bone and finally down to his lips.  You can feel your heart beating as your fingers were getting closer.  As soon as your fingers got to his lips, Jiyong opened his mouth and bit the tip of your fingers.

“Hasn’t anyone told you that messing with someone when they are finally having a peaceful sleep is rude?” Jiyong said joking while his eyes were still closed.

“Yah Oppa!  That hurts!  Wake up, it’s getting late!” you said while trying to push Jiyong off from you.

“_________-ah, can we just lay here just a bit longer p-p-p-l-l-e-e-e-a-a-a-ss-ee?” Jiyong’s voice was just like a little child begging to stay longer at the park.  He pouted his lips and flutters his eyes. He tightens his grip around you making sure that you couldn’t move away from him.

“Aigoo!  When did Oppa become such a child?  Nae, just a little bit longer but than we to get up, Arasseo?”  You said laughing.  It was nice to see that he was finally getting some rest. 

With that being said, Jiyong reduced his hold on you started to drift back into sleep.  You ran your fingers through his hair as you watch his chest go in and out from breathing.  He must be extremely exhausted you thought.  Once you knew that Jiyong was fast asleep, you carefully got out from his hold and went to go shower. 

You the shower and let the hot water hit your body.  Your heart still skips a beat knowing that Jiyong is sleeping out in your living room.  It has been so long since it was just you and him.  You should be happy, but yet you feel lost.  When you left, you built a wall around your heart; you turned your heart cold because you didn’t want to be hurt again.  How can you prevent yourself from falling in love with Jiyong again?  Everything about Jiyong was so inviting.  You can’t help but fall in love again, but how do you know if he still feels the same?

You shake your head to get those thoughts out of your mind.  Jiyong did state that he had a dream about Chaeyoung, so that means you will just have to find out what the dream was about; but since it was his dream, you don’t feel like it is your place to ask him about it.  You got out of the shower with thoughts still running through your mind.  “Whenever he is ready to talk about it, he can come to me” you thought to yourself.  You made your way to the kitchen to start cooking Kimchi Soup until you hear voices outside of your front door.

“Where is he?  Why isn’t he opening his door? I hope he didn’t do anything stupid because of those nightmares!”

 “See, I knew one of us should have come over to stay with him.  He is not picking up his cell phone either!  Aish, where could he have gone?”

You can tell by the tone of the voices that they were very worried!  You continued to prep the food until you heard the voices getting louder.  You noticed that these voices, they sound so familiar.  You slowly open your door and you see four men standing across the hall banging on Jiyong’s door.

One of the men hears you open your door and turns around and looks at you with stunned eyes. 

“_________-ah?”  As soon as he said your name, the other three men turn around and just froze in place.  All four of them couldn’t believe that you were standing right in front of their eyes.

“YoungBae Oppa, SeungHyun Oppa, Daesung-ah, and Seungri-ah!” you said with a confused look on your face.  You weren’t sure if this was reality or if it was a dream.

Seungri runs to you and gives you the biggest hug!  “Noona!  You are back and you didn’t even call me.  I’m hurt!”

“Yah Maknae!  Let ________-ah go!” said SeungHyun while hitting Seungri’s arms to drop you.

“_________-ah!  When did you get back to Seoul?  Why didn’t you call us pabo?  I missed you!” said SeungHyun with a serious look on his face.

“Oppa!  I’m sorry!  I just got back about a month ago.  I was going to contact you guys but…”

“It’s because of Jiyong huh?” answered YoungBae before you can finish your sentence.

“Oppa, please don’t take it the wrong way.  It wasn’t because of Jiyong.  It was because I couldn’t handle it.  Please, come inside.  If you are looking for Jiyong, he is sleeping on my couch.”

You stepped aside and opened the door to let them know to come in.  They all looked at you in surprise to hear that Jiyong was in your apartment.  As each member came inside your apartment, they each gave you a hug.  You couldn’t help but laugh as you watch YoungBae go sit on top of Jiyong to wake him up.

“Yah!  Leave me alone Hyung!  Today is the first day that I finally got to sleep with no nightmares!” screamed a crabby Jiyong.  He pulls the blanket over his head and tries to ignore the rest of the members.

“Jiyong-ah!  Get up!  It’s almost afternoon and we have so much we need to do for the album.” said YoungBae as he continues to sit on Jiyong.

You walk back to the kitchen to start cooking.  It feels nice to have all the boys back in your house.  It has been so long since you all have been together and you couldn’t help but smile both inside and out.  You started to cook Kimchi Soup, when Daesung came to help you.  Daesung grabs the tofu and made his way to the kitchen island to give himself more space.

“Noona, I’m happy that you are back!  How come you didn’t call us?” Daesung asked while cutting up the tofu.

“I’m sorry Daesung-ah.  Noona do miss you guys but it was just hard.  I didn’t even know that I lived across the hall from Jiyong until Manager Nana asked me for help.”  As you continue to cook and explained what took place from the time you landed in Seoul until today, you didn’t realize that the rest of the BigBang members were also listening.

“________-ah, you should have contacted us!  So if Manager Nana didn’t ask you for help, you would have never come to visit us?” Jiyong said in a cold tone while he was pulling out a chair at the dining table.

His change in behavior caught you off guard by surprise.  You were not sure on how to respond and you wondered how much of your conversation did Jiyong and the rest of the members heard.

“I’m sorry.  It was just that I wasn’t ready to face you.” you said while keeping your head down and started to fill up the bowls with soup.  Your mind started to race with thoughts.  “I hope he doesn’t think that I’m only doing this because of Manager Nana.  I did want to see them, I just wasn’t ready.  My heart wasn’t ready to face him because I’m still in love with him.”

Your train of thought was interrupted when you heard the rest of the boys pulling out a seat at the dining table.   One by one you brought a bowl of soup to them.  During lunch, it was pretty quiet.  You can feel Jiyong looking at you but you refused to meet his stare.  Everyone can feel the tension in the room so YoungBae spoke up to change the atmosphere.

“Jiyong-ah, you said earlier that today was the first day that you got to sleep without any nightmares, so what’s different about today than the rest of the days?”

The rest of the members and yourself looked at Jiyong hoping to hear an answer.  If there was a way to help him not to have those nightmares than you all would do anything to help him. 

Jiyong looks straight at you and in a very monotone voice states, “I had a dream about Chaeyoung the other night, and she said some thing to me.  But last night, I did wake up because of the same nightmares and after I went and washed my face, ________-ah let me sleep next to her.”

“Y-You had a dream about Chaeyoung Noona that wasn’t a nightmare?” asked Seungri in a very confused voice.

“W-Wait, you got to sleep next to Noona?” asked Daesung with a big smile while YoungBae and SeungHyun asked what the dream was about.

You looked down from embarrassment because of Daesung’s comment while Jiyong laughs at what he said.

“Stop asking me questions and just eat your food.  We got an album to work on and I don't want to talk about it…” said Jiyong while giving a broken smile. 

Everyone continued to eat but at least the mood of the room has lightened up.  After lunch, the boys grabbed their things and were going to leave.  You walked the boys out and told them to swing by whenever they wanted.  You walked into the dining room and started to bring the bowls to the sink to clean up.  You were just going to turn on the water when you heard a knocking on your door.  “Who could this be?” you thought as you made your way to open the door.  As soon as the door opened, two arms went around your waist and pulled you in for a tight squeeze.