[Hae Young]

I closed the door to their hotel room and dragged myself down the hallway. Those boys had taken such good care of me, and now I had to go back and face my misery. The reason I got wasted last night. I absoluetly did not want to go back to him. I hope he isn't there. I could feel my heart start to ache more and more as I got closer to Yunho and I's hotel room. I still loved him, but a large portion of it had turned into anger and hate. I trudged down the hallway and finally stood in front of the door. I put my shaking fingers on the knob, as I slid the card in to unlock the room. I slowly opened the door and stepped inside. Not bothering to close it behind, I went inside completely, only to find the room vacant with no sight of Yunho.

I sighed a sigh of relief and went over to my side of the bed, taking all my jewelry that had somehow sprawled out across the bed and putting them in my open suitcase. I ran over to the bathroom and got all my makeup and necessities, shoving them into my bag. Only after I had zipped up my two suitcases, had I realized that I was still wearing Kai's shirt. I was too lazy to get up and get another shirt, so I kept it on and took one look in the full length mirror. The sweatpants were practically slipping off me, so I had no option but to grab a pair of shorts from my suitcase. After putting it on, I straightned my hair, put some makeup on to cover up the remaining dark circles.

I opened my suitcase once more as I realized I didn't have a bra on. Ignoring my steaming hot cheeks and embarrasment that just dawned on me, I quickly took off the shirt, and put everything on. My lips quivered as I looked over to Yunho's side of the bed, everything neat and in it's place. He mus not have stayed here last night. I don't want to think about where he was or who he was with. I blinked multiple times to dry my eyes of any tears that were threatning to fall. I grabbed my two suitcases and put my heels back. It was hard, dragging two heavy suitcases with high heels on. We had planned to spend 2 weeks here...who knew. I sighed and popped a piece of gum in my mouth as I stepped out of the room, turning the lights off on the way out.

I looked down the hallway towards Kai and Kyungsoo's room and smiled. Then, I went down the opposite side and pushed the button for the elevator. Pressing the button for the lobby, I looked over to my right and saw that a couple was also riding with me. I smiled unconsiously. The girl was snuggling up to the boy and he was smiling down at her. They greeted me and bowed back. I looked away, afraid that fresh tears might fall soon. As soon as the elevator opened, I rushed out trying my best to keep the two large suitcases behind me. I noticed alot of cameras flashing, and a ton of black cars outside one of the entrances. I ignored that and went down the other entrance. As soon as I stepped out the lights almost blinded me, I realized I probably should have taken some medicine. I wasn't completely sobered up yet. I got a cab and went down to the airport. I quickly booked a flight with my credit card and got into the waiting room. I looked out and saw my plane coming in. I wanted to get out of Jeju as soon as I could without seeing Yunho. 

[In Seoul, South Korea]

I let out a breath as my plane landed in Seoul. I hadn't seen Yunho so far and didn't want to either. I hurridley spotted my car out in the parking lot and got inside. I threw my purse on the passengar seat and stepped on the gas. I didn't know where to go. I couldn't go back to the apartment where I had been living with Yunho for the past 3 years so I decided to go to Sungjong's place. I hadn't seen my brother in over 3 months and missed him dearly. We used to be very close together before I... I couldn't help but think everything came back to Yunho. I didn't want to be reminded of him. I cheated on me. He lied when he said that he loved me. He doesn't love me. Right now, I needed someone to tell me it was all going to be okay. My mind also kept wandering back to Kai's concerned face and how he looked after me at the hotel earlier today. I smiled slightly and sped over to Sungjong's apartment. I put on a hoodie and covered my face as I entered my brother's dorm. He said I should never show my face when I go to his dorm because people will think it's a scandal. After debuting in Infinite, Sungjong had managed to become a celebrity, and needed to be "protected" as he always said. I knocked on the door and I stood there waiting. I looked around to make sure I wasn't being followed and that no one spotted me going into Infinite's dorm. I could hear faint voices from inside the door.

"HYUNG! SOMEONE'S AT THE DOOR!" A voice yelled.

"Well you go get it. I'm not getting up." Another voice said.

"HYUUUNG. I'M WASHING THE DOG. My hands are all wet!" Voice number 1 whined. 

"Aish..you lazy hyungs. I'll get it." An immediate smiled formed on my face as I recognized my brother's voice. The door opened and I attacked my brother with a hug. Almost like an impulse, tears started streaming down my face. Sungjong wrapped his arms around me and kicked the door shut with his foot. He brought me over to the sofa and sat me down. He wiped my tears away and tilted my chin up so I was facing him. 

"Noona...are you okay? What happened?" He said in a concerned voice. The other Infinite boys had crowded around to see why I was so upset. Sungjong shooed them away.

"I...Sungjongie, I missed you so much." I managed to get out before I started sobbing again. Sungjong held me in his arms for another 20 minutes when I finally looked up at him with my tear soaked face.

"Was it Yunho hyung? What happened? Where is he?" Sungjong said in a stern voice. I nodded slightly and went on to tell him what happened. I sat by Sungjong until about 3 in the morning spilling everything out. He rubbed my back and comforted me. I eventually fell asleep and woke up the next day to find myself alone. I got up and went over to the kitchen and saw Woohyun. He smiled at me and handed me a cup of coffee. I weakly smiled back and then reazlied that I spent the whole night. I quickly straightned up and bowed at least 10 times to Woohyun.

"I'm so sorry for intruding last night. I shouldn't have done that. I'm really sorry. Tell Sungjong I'm sorry." I bowed again and grabbed my purse and phone from the living room. 

"No, wait. Hae Young-ssi. It's okay. I understand. I'm very sorry about your breakup with your fiance." Woohyun said, his face softening. I stiffened at the mention of what had happened, and nodded. He had heard everything last night. 

"It's okay. I need to go. Please tell Sungjong...that I'm sorry. Goodbye." I said turning around, about to head.

Woohyun grabbed my arm, stopping me. I turned around, surprsied. "I want to make you feel better, Hae Young-ssi. Have coffee with me. There's a cafe down the street." He said as he smiled. I stared blankly at him. Was he asking me out in a situation like this? What the hell.

As if reading my mind, Woohyun quickly let go of my arm. "It's not like that. I just want to have coffee...not like a date." He said, feeling awkward. I slightly nodded. 

"Sure, I guess." I said hesitantly. I went out of the dorms with Woohyun right behind me.

The walk down the street was extremely awkward. Woohyun and I only have had a few conversations, and now he was taking me out to coffee, probably hoping I would spill out my emotions to him.

I looked over at Woohyun, he looked content. His arms folded in an oversized sweater. It was the beginning of autum and today was the first day, there was a chill in the air. His cheeks were slightly pink from the brisk wind that was blowing in our faces. I don't know why I did it, but he just looked so warm at that moment, that I slipped my arm through the space between his arm and his torso, and hugged his upper arm tightly. I was right, his sweater was warm, and at that point I just felt safe. I didn't do this because I had feelings for him, I mean I barely knew him, and I knew he didn't feel the same way. I was one of 's sister, and that was way off limits. It was friendly. He was warm and I needed someone to cling onto on a day like today. Woohyun didn't seem to mind, and we kept walking in silence. The silence seemed much less awkward. 

As we neared the cafe, there was a large crowd of young girls, all bunched together and screaming. They looked like an antfarm, the way they wriggled around one another. I stopped in my tracks and looked over at Woohyun.

"Do you think they noticed you?" I said concerned, and immediately pulled my hood over my head to shield my identity.

He pulled my hood back down."Nah, they aren't screaming for me. There must be some other idols in that building." He pointed to a tan office building with a large mulit-story window in the front. "That's SM Entertainment's headquarters. That's why a lot of idols come to this cafe. The fans are always preoccupied  looking for their favorite SM artists. They are probably screaming for SHINee or another group, we don't need to worry." 

Reassured by his answer, I straightened out my hair and kept walking.