[Kai POV]

I whistled all the way back to the EXO dorms, my hands stuffed in my pockets. It really was a cold night, and I spent it with Hae Young. A genuine smile plastered on to my face as I thought back to today's event. Her laugh, her childness and our date. I liked to think of it as a date. No matter what Hae Young says, it was a date. I felt like a lovestruck guy, but I wasn't. I didn't really like her...right? Right. Maybe I was just a fanboy. She was pretty after all, how could a girl like her not have a few fanboys?

I fished out my keys, unlocked the door and pulled my hood down. Expecting the living room to be empty, I decided to head up to my room. I could deal with my best friend in our room. Suddenly, the lights , and a very angry looking Kyungsoo stood in front me. Hey, he looked just like how I imagined him in my head, angry, tired with huge eyes! I decided to make a break for it.

"Where the hell have you been?" Kyungsoo spoke, before I got the chance to run to my room. His tone sounded ridiculously similar to my mother's when I used to come home late.

"Oh, I was just out playing with friends, Mommy." I said in the voice of a toddler. Kyungsoo furrowed his eyebrows together. Uh oh. He only does that when he's super mad. I chuckled nervously, I was not going to sleep any time soon.

"Don't kid with me Kai. Were you with Hae Young?" Kyungsoo asked sternly. I could tell from his tone that he going to explode any moment, yelling at me. I maneuvered my way to the sofa, sitting down and turning the TV on. I saw Kyungsoo heading to the sofa for the corner of my eye and turned the volume up, wanting to drown out his questions. Kyungsoo came over, muted the T.V, and stood in front of me, hands on his hips. He looked at me expectandly. I could tell what he wanted from his expression.

"OKAY. I was with Hae Young. Yeah, we spent a day together." I muttered, bracing for his reaction. I slowly looked up at Kyungsoo.

"WHAT?! KAI. You can't be hanging out with her. She's no good!" Kyungsoo exploded. Suddenly, I felt irritated, why did he have to insult Hae Young? It's not her fault her ex fiancee is a . I stood up, I couldn't stand hearing bad things about Hae Young. It irked every part of me for some reason.

"Kyungsoo, look. You're being unreasonable. I'm not dating her or anything. We were just hanging out as friends." I said, trying to reason with him. This seemed to make Kyungsoo even more mad, his eyes filled with fury.

"Don't mention "date" and "Hae Young" in the same sentence! You can't see her anymore!" Kyungsoo stated, glaring at me. I could feel anger building up inside of me, he couldn't decide what I do and what I don't. I clenched my fists at my side.

"You can't control what I do Kyungsoo." I said through gritted teeth.

"I know, but Kai I just   I don't think she's good for you." He said, more calmy this time, taking my hands his and smoothing out my clenched fists.

"I understand, man. But, I can't hear bad things about her." I told him truthfully.

"What the hell?! She's not your girlfriend, so stop acting like she is!" Kyungsoo exploded again as he let go of my hands and grabbed my shoulders instead.

"Kyungsoo! Dammit, you're acting like you're jealous!"

"I am!"

"So stop   WAIT WHAT?!"

"I'm jealous because I like you."

"WHAT?! Kyungsoo don't joke    " I was cut off by Kyungsoo's lips pressing into mine. My eyes widened and my body went stiff. He. Just. K-kissed me? I looked down at Kyungsoo's eyes, they were closed. I pushed myself away from him, regaining my sense.

"I'm s-sorry. I should've told you earlier." Kyungsoo said softly, his hands caressing my cheeks. I slapped his hand away, feeling paranoid. Who knows?! He could try and me! I quickly shook the thoughts out of my head, this was my best friend. And he was gay? Wait what? 

"You're g-gay?" I asked hestitantly, stepping away from Kyungsoo. He looked offended by my actions so I took two steps forward, patting his shoulder awkwardly.

"No. Yes.. I DON't KNOW. All I know is that I like you, Kai." Kyungsoo said. This put me in another state of shock. I couldn't accept this, he was my best friend!

"Oh." 

"We'll talk about this later, okay?" Kyungsoo said. He gave him a hug as I stood there, my arms by my sides. I watched Kyungsoo go upstairs to our room. I decided to sleep on the couch tonight.

[Kyungsoo POV]

I pressed my lips against his, shutting him off. I could feel the surprise that ran through Kai's body, I contined kissing him anyway. Suddenly, he jerked away from me. I was shocked, surprised at his harsh rejection. I was flustered, the feeling of his lips against mine was more mindblowing that I had imagined.

"I'm s-sorry. I should've told you earlier." I said, trying to ease him into the truth. I lifted my hand, unable to stop myself from caressing his cheeks. Kai slapped my hand away, I looked down. I should've expected this. 

"You're g-gay?" I heard Kai's voice, small and hesistant. He shuffled backwards, I swallowed, feeling hurt my his actions. Then he stepped closer to me, putting a hand around my shoulders. What is he doing? He looked confused as hell.

"No. Yes.. I DON'T KNOW. All I know is that I like you Kai." I said, bluntly, spilling the truth out that I'd kept caged in my heart since we were trainees.I didn't always feel this way about guys. I had liked girls forever, even after I had met Kai. It's just that I had this connection with him that didn't exsist with anyone else. I ended up always wanting to be with him, wanting to feel his presence. Wanting to feel his warm arm around my shoulder. I shook those thoughts out of my head. 

"Oh." I heard Kai's reply, and decided to give him some time.

"We'll talk about this later, okay?" I said as calmy as I could. I gave him a hug, his familiar scent delighting me. I walked back to the stairs and reflected on what I had just done.

I could not believe I told him, and kissed him. I kissed my best friend. I ran to my room and buried my face on the pillows on my bed. I turned around and put an arm over my forehead. I probably shouldn't have done that. I couldn't help feeling a little...no...very jealous of that Hae Young chick. She just came crashing down out of nowhere and interrupted Kai's relationship with me. Okay, so we were just friends, but I was hoping to confess to him the night at the Jeju island. I thought it was going to be romantic. But, Hae Young came crashing to our room instead. I couldn't help but blame her for everything. Kai and I deserved to be together, I always believed that he secretly liked the Kaisoo shipping that Exotics do. I definitely do, they've got it right. Sometimes I damn that man to hell for liking skinship so much. If it weren't for that, maybe we wouldn't be in this situation. His touch was just so addictive. I heard sounds from the kitchen, and figured Kai was probably pouring himself some milk. 

 I turned over and looked at Kai's bed. I hope he would come into the room soon, we needed to talk about this. After all, I'm older and I needed to clear up things. I didn't know how to tell the rest of the members how me coming out of the closet. Deciding to leave it until tomorrow, I turned over and tried to sleep.

I touched my lips as I rememred when I kissed him over and over again. Nothing had ever felt so soft. His lips were perfect, they fit into mine beautifully. I wasn't sure how Kai felt about a gay relationship but I sure hoped he wasn't opposed to it. I wanted him to return the same feelings as I have for him, to me. I stood up from bed and went out into the hallway, looking downstairs.

Kai was on the couch, fast asleep with the lights on. I walked down the steps and over to the couch. Sitting down on the floor near Kai's face, I observed him. He was so handsome, and I couldn't help but feel my feelings deepen for him everytime we made eye contact. I brought a blanket from my bedroom and put it over him. I smiled at him, and kissed his forehead before turning off the lights and heading upstairs.