By: MinnieBLINGER

For: Dami

 

Genre : Romance, Drama

Rating : PG-13

Pairing : Read and Find Out ;D

Characters : Dami, Junhyung(Beast), Changsung(2PM) and Hara(Kara)

Summary : What happens when your love kept a secret from you? What happens if that secret hurts you badly? What happens when you want to end your life right now? What happens when someone comes to comfort you?

Disclaimer : I do NOT own anything. Plot goes to Dami! :D

[A/N] :  I AM REALLY SORRY ! I’m not really good with summaries TT^TT

 

 

Dami walked to the edge of the tall building she lived in. Tears stream down her face as she remembers what had happened the past days. There was so much drama, so much sadness that she couldn’t handle it. She wanted to end her life right here, right now, but she didn’t have the courage to do so. She just stood there, looking down at people who are walking from place to place. Kids are running around, playing games and just chatting.

"Why does this have to happen to me?" She whispered as she looked at happy couples walking.

Day 1.

A small girl, with long black hair, skipped along the streets going to the location she was told to go to by her 1 year boyfriend.

"I wonder what we’re gonna do today!" She smiled at the thoughts in her head as she speed walked to the person she was gonna see.

"OPPA!" The girl said as she stood in front of a guy who wore sunglasses and a beanie like he always wears.

"Shh!" He whispered as he made her sit down. He smiled. "You’re going to get me caught!"

　

"Hehe, sorry oppa!" Dami smiled as she intertwined her hands with the guy, but he pulled away, making the girl suspicious.

"I ordered your drink," He said as he pushed the apple juice in front of Dami, but she made a face which tells him something was wrong.

"Junhyung oppa, you should know that I don’t like apple juice,"

"," Junhyung whispered as he called a waiter for orange juice. Dami stared at Junhyung since he was acting different and weird.

"Oppa, is there something wrong?"

"No, why do you ask?" Junhyung replied quickly.

"Oh, nothing," Dami said as she pouted a bit, but Junhyung didn’t notice it, making it even more weird.

"Oppa, are you busy this week?"

"Uh, yeah, "Junhyung just said and Dami pouted.

"I wanted to hang out with you during the weekend though." She frowned. She expected Junhyung to pinch her cheeks to get her to smile like he did before, but no pinching was made.

"I’m sorry," Junghyung said, not even giving a glance at Dami. "I’m really busy because of my schedule."

"Oh, okay," She said even more down then before.

"Dami, I have to go, I’ll call you tonight, okay?"

"O-Okay," Dami watched as Junhyung walked out of the café where they first met. Every time they are there, they would always be so close, but today was different. He called her, but they didn’t really do much like before where they would go to different places. He didn’t give her a spare glance, he didn’t pinch her cheeks, he didn’t intertwine their hands together and he even called her by her name.

Were these signs of something? Why didn’t he call her ‘babe’ like he used to do? Lots of questions traveled her mind, but she paid no mind to it.

"Maybe he’s just tired…" She thought to herself as she got up and walked her way home alone which was weird too. Junhyung would do anything just to walk her home, but looks like today was different, way too different.

Dami opened her eyes and looked back down to the people walking around.

"Did I do something wrong?" She thought when she found out why Junhyung was acting this way. "Did I really deserve this?" She closed her eyes as the thought of him with that girl. She was friends with that girl because of her boyfriend. He showed her everyone he knew from sunbaes* to hoobaes*.

Dami woke up like usual and walked to do her daily things. Wash herself, make breakfast then watch TV before she went out to meet with her friends or Junhyung.

　

Dami woke up like usual and walked to do her daily things. Wash herself, make breakfast then watch TV before she went out to meet with her friends or Junhyung.

After eating breakfast, she went to the TV and changed the channel to the Kpop news section like usual, but what she was broke her into a million pieces. Pictures kept popping up with Junhyung and Hara and it just hurt her way to much. She had tears running down her eyes.

"Is this what you were hiding from me… Junhyung?" Dami thought of the name she would call Junhyung, but after what she saw, she can’t say the words anymore, like it was forbidden for her to say it any longer. She saw how Junhyung was smiling with that girl, the girl who is pretty and has an angelic voice. No wonder why Junhyung would leave her for that girl.

Dami, with all the strength she has went back to her room to rest for the rest of the day. No calls from the guy that she is in love with, just calls and texts from her friends, asking if she was okay. She forced a smile and whispered the words she told everyone of them.

"Don’t worry, I’m alright"

Dami sighed as she thought about how it would feel if she ended her life right there. What will it do? Will it affect the people around me? What would people feel? What would HE feel? Millions of other questions popped up in her head, but she shook it all away. She sat down on the edge of the roof and started her flashbacks again.

"Why didn’t you answer your phone?" Dami asked Junhyung who was just looking through his phone. They were in the restaurant where they first met, but it looks like it doesn’t matter anymore.

"I was busy with work, you know that." Junhyung sighed as he looked at Dami for the first time after a whole hour.

"Really?" She said as she wouldn’t believe a word he said. Junhyung looked at her and saw the seriousness in her eyes.

"Yes," Junhyung looked away, but Dami knows that it’s a total lie.

"Fine then," She whispered as the two sat there in silence for the first time.

Dami thought of the other for a while then opened her eyes looking at the sunset before her. She remembered all the memories she had with her guy, but the memories soon crushed as she remember the girl who took him away. She doesn’t hate her, but doesn’t like her either for stealing her guy. She sat there, in silence until someone sat right beside her. Her tears stopped for a moment as she thought of about that special someone who came to cheer her up.

She sat at the edge of the roof top that Junhyung and she would always watch the sunset together. She silently cried alone, until someone sat next to her.

She didn’t notice the presence until that person spoke.

"Are you okay?" She turned her head towards the man and saw Chansung smiling at her.

"Yeah, I am,"

"Doesn’t seem like it," He whispered as he looked at her face. She felt him staring and that’s when the tears wouldn’t stop streaming down her face.

"W-what?" Chansung started to panic. "Did I say something wrong?" Dami shook her head as she leaned onto his chest. He sat there shocked, but as realization hit him, he pulled her into his embrace.

　

"It’s okay, I’m here for you," He whispered as he stayed with Dami until she fell sleep.

Dami smiled as she remembers how sweet Chansung was to her, but she knows that she could only think of one person.

Dami walked through the crowd of the mall that her friends and she would go to. They had lots of fun here and lots of memories that had flowed in her mind like a calm river, but that river was blocked by an image she sees ahead of her.

Junhyung was walking towards Hara with a drink, but what hurt her more was that he was wearing the hat she gave him. He had the courage to wear a gift from his girlfriend on a date with another girl he was with. Dami’s heart broke more seeing them being close together, hugging and laughing. She stood there for a long time until Junhyung noticed her. He stopped what he was doing and stared at her shocked. Dami widen her eyes when she found out that Junhyung has saw her, but before she could even run off, someone pulled her into his embrace, surprising her at the progress. Junhyung paused as he saw her being embraced by 2PM’s Chansung.

Dami looked up and saw Chansung looking down at her.

"Don’t cry," He whispered into her ear as he pat her back softly. Dami instantly stopped crying and leaned into his hold. Junhyung saw the whole thing and his jealousy boiled. He left Hara alone and walked up to Chansung, pulling Dami out of his hold. This attracted much attention from people around them. Whispers could be heard about Dami, Junhyung and Hara, others about Chansung and Dami and others just about Dami herself. To avoid anything they could think of, they acted like nothing happened. Soon the people went back to what they were doing as the three went somewhere more private. Hara followed along to see the situation.

They arrived at the top of the roof and were getting their own space. Junhyung was staring at Dami who was just looking down at the people who were walking around.

"Why are you with him?" Junhyung’s voice broke the silence. Dami turned and saw that Junhyung was just a few steps away. "Why are you with him?"

"Why?" Dami asked in a soft whisper. "I can’t be with him?"

"No, you can’t!" Junhyung sighed. "You’re with me, not him."

"Then what about her?" Tears fell from Dami’s eyes as she looked away from Junhyung. Junhyung paused as he sees the tears stream down her face. "You go out with her, yet you’re with me." Junhyung had nothing to say.

"You were with her the whole time, but yet you were mine from the beginning." More tears fell from her beautiful eyes. "I was hurt when I found out, and yet you played me on."

"Feeling these things wasn’t the first time for me," Dami whispered. "I didn’t know it would happen again though."

Junhyung stood there, no words escaped his lips until Hara began to speak.

"Dami, is this about Junhyung and me?" Hara spoke. Dami stood silent and looked away from both her love and his lover. "Cause if you are, you’re just wasting your time," Hara sighed. Dami looked at her as she smiled sweetly.

"Yes, we are an item, but not in reality," Hara whispered. "For business you see,"

Dami looked away. She felt guilty thinking that she accused Junhyung wrong.

"Junhyung and I are just friends, nothing more-"Dami ran out of the roof as she began to cry even harder. Thinking that she accused Junhyung wrong hurt her even more than thinking that Junhyung was playing her on.

She ran to her own house and went to the roof top.

She thought of the event that happened a while ago again in her mind and she started crying again. She accused her love of cheating when he was only doing this for work. He avoided her because he doesn't want to hurt her from any fans. She cried even harder when she thought of Hara.

"I’m sorry," She whispered when she thought of how she hurt her loved ones, Hara and Chansung.

Suddenly someone covered her eyes, scaring her.

"Who is this?" She said as she was pulled back away from the edge. She grabbed the arms and knew who exactly it was.

"…Junhyung?" He turned her around and smiled at her.

"I’m sorry," He whispered as he put his forehead against hers. They stood like that for a moment, just staring at each other. "I’m sorry I didn’t tell you," Dami stood there in silence, but the look in her eyes say that she’s listening.

"I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to hurt you, but I guess I hurt you either way," He whispered. He looked at her eyes again and whispered the words "I love you," Dami smiled and hugged him.

"I forgive you," She smiled as he pulled her into a soft kiss.

"Our moments will always be On the Rooftop" Junhyung smiled as he walked her to their special café.