XVII. LIVING WITH BTS
living with starsXVII.
MIA'S POV
Its saturday today. I was still sleeping when that ing siren started blasting all throughout the dorm. I woke up annoyed. I sit up while my eyes were still closed. I put my slippers on and i walk outside. Then i realize i was in block b's dorm. Okay, why the our pd's here? Some staff are putting the mic on me when jihoon gets out of their dorm. He stops walking when he saw our pd. "Miss me jihoon?" She said then jihoon walks towards me. "Nope" he said then i laugh. After a while minhyuk and kyung also comes out. They're just shock as we are. "Wait. Nope. Our season already ended" kyung said. Then me and jihoon sits in their couch. While minhyuk and kyung are being dragged towards the staff that will put the mics on them. "Bts are promoting their album nationwide and they'll be going in japan for a month. So we decided to film you guys instead. And also mia is here also. So.." She said "ahh andwae" kyung said whining. I laugh again. After a while all of us woke up. And we're all spaced out right now. We were still like that when our pd suddenly calls me. "Hey mia. Can i talk to you for a sec?" She said. I just nod at her then we walked in my room. "What is it unnie?" I said then she gave me a card. It reads. Spy mission. I looked at her, grinning. "You'll be having a few missions with the block b members. And your spy mission is, you need to hear some certain sentence to them. If you accomplish all of it you'll have a prize after this episode." She said then i smirked. "What is it?" I said eagerly then she laughed. "You're first mission is with ukwon. You two will make a breakfast and the sentence you need to hear from ukwon is "its delicious mia" she said, i smiled widely. "Its so easy" i said then she laughs again. "When you've accomplished your first mission. I'll give you your next mission" she said then i nod at her. After a while we get out of zico's room. I sit beside jaehyo. Then we wait for the pd's mission this morning.
"Since ukwon woke up late today. He will be making the breakfast for today" our pd said then the rest of the block b cheered. "But mia volunteered to help ukwon in making your breakfast for today" she added, ukwon cheered while the rest of the block b were quiet. I laugh while i stood up. "Lets go mia" ukwon said while he puts his hands in my shoulders.
I told ukwon that we're doing it like we're in a cooking show. Me and ukwon are sitting in their high chair in the counter. We bowed at the camera. "Hello guys. Some of you may be surprised that I'm with block b instead of bts right now" i said then i paused. "This is a special episode today since bts are doing some activities somewhere in korea and they're going in japan for a month. Lets all cheer for them" i said "fighting!" Me and ukwon said at the same time. "So as the first part of our special episode for today. I'm with ukwon ssi" i said then i looked at ukwon, he bows again at the camera. "Hello" he said politely. "So today our ukwon oppa will be making some breakfast for the block b, featuring yours truly" i said then we laugh. "So what are we doing today chef?" I asked ukwon. "Lets just make some kimbap for today" he said then i nod at him. "That sounds good. So lets get started?" I said then he smiled at me while we stood up and we went to their fridge to get our ingredients.
Once we all got our ingredients, we all placed it at the counter. "I'll be making the rice and the egg and the ham" i said "arrasseo. I'll peel, slice everything" ukwon said "roger that" i said then he laugh while i took their rice cooker. I placed the rice in it and put some water and i put it in the rice cooker. Once I'm done i started scrambling the eggs, while ukwon started washing the vegetables. After i mix the eggs, i put a pan in the stove then i waited for the right temperature. After some minutes, i put the scrambled egg in the pan. I keep pressing it using the spatula. After a while its finally done so i stir fried the ham and the crab. I turn to see what's ukwon's doing. He's slicing the cucumber right now. I keep stir frying the ham and crab after a while its finally cooked so i placed it in a plate and put it in the counter while i sit again at the high chair and i keep on staring at ukwon. After a while he finally noticed that I'm staring at him. "What?" He said while smiling, i shook my head and at the same time i smile back at him. "You look too cute when you're slicing that cucumber" i said then he laughs, and i finally know now how maggie fell in love with him. His smile is too cute, too bad he cheated with maggie. I'm suddenly curious towards their love story. Ukwon keeps on slicing our ingredients when finally our rice is finally cooked. I open the lid and saw that i cooked the rice perfectly. "Look at this oppa" i said excitedly at ukwon. He looks at it and smiled at me. "It looks good mia" he said then we high five and i suddenly remembers my mission. I need to accomplish it no matter what. After a while the ingredients are finally ready so we instantly makes some kimbap. We lay down a dried seaweed sheet on the counter and put the rice on it, after that we put the carrots, cucumber, pickled radish, ham and the crab after that you roll it and voilà! I already made one! I brushed a sesame oil all over my kimbap and its finally done. I put it in the plate when suddenly my phone started ringing. I took it and saw that jimin is calling. I instantly smirked because i thought of something. "And now for a special segment of our cooking show" i said then ukwon looks at me confused. "Prank calling bts!" I said while clapping. I gave my phone to ukwon. "Put it in loudspeak" i said, he answers it and he immediately turns on the loudspeaker.
Jimin: Babe?
He said then i almost wanted to laugh. I motion for ukwon to say something.
Ukwon: ne?
He said then there's a long pause on the other line. I bet he's surprised that its not me who answers it.
Jimin: is this mia's phone?
Ukwon: yes it is.
Jimin: oh, who is this?
Ukwon: oh I'm ukwon from block b
Jimin: oh, hello hyung. where is mia?
Jimin said and he's starting to sound mad right now. Ukwon looked at me, i motion for him to say that I'm sleeping.
Ukwon: huh?
Jimin: i said where is mia?
I wanted to laugh so bad.
Ukwon: she's sleeping
Then there's a long pause again in the other line. I'm guessing he's confuse right now.
Jimin: huh? Why is it you by the way who answers my call?
Ukwon: because I'm sleeping next to her right now. Do you want me to wake her up?
Ohmygod ukwon. I really wanted to laugh right now. Then jimin laughed in the other line. He's laughing in disbelief.
Jimin: i thought she's sleeping alone in zico's room?
Ukwon: yep. But she asked me last night to sleep with her.
Then he laughs again. I guess he's very mad right now.
Jimin: my girlfriend did that huh?
Hahahahahaha. I put my hands in my lip so that i refrain myself from laughing.
Ukwon: yeah you're girlfriend did that? Do you want me to wake her up?
Jimin: nevermind
He said then he hangs up. Then i finally laugh. "Waah" ukwon said while he puts his hands on his chest. "I was so scared. If jimin was here i think he could have punch me" he said then i laugh again. "Aren't you going to call him back? He might be mad at you right now" he said then i stop laughing. . Ukwon gave back my phone and i started calling jimin. But he's not answering. . I tried so many times but he's not answering so i called jungkook. After two rings jungkook finally pick up. I loudspeak again our phonecall.
Me: oppa!
Jungkook: mia! I miss you so much!
Me: me too! Uhh but this is an emergency.
Jungkook: what is it?
Me: where are you by the way?
Jungkook: we're in daegu right now. And specifically we're in a stage right now. We just finished practicing.
So they're in yoongi's hometown right now huh.
Jungkook: so what is it mia?
Then i came back to my senses
Me: oh where is jimin? He's not answering his phone.
Then there's a long pause again on the other line. I think he's looking around to find jimin.
Jungkook: he's on the other side of the stage. He's just lying down. Wae?
Me: can you give your phone to him? I kind of prank call earlier and he might be mad at me right now
Then jungkook laughs at the other line and i think he's walking right now.
Me: you bet he is mia. Hyung!
Jungkook said "wae?" I hear jimin's voice in the other line. "Someone wanted to talk to you" jungkook said "if its mia, forget it. I dont want to talk to her" he said "please hear her out" jungkook said and after a while jimin finally started talking.
Jimin: what is it?
He said coldly
Me: I'm sorry oppa but we just prank called you earlier. Its not true okay?
He didn't answer so i started talking again.
Me: i swear oppa. We're just making some breakfast today. Please oppa mianhae
Then i hear him sigh in the other line
Jimin: dont you ever joke like that again mia. Its not funny
Me: I'm sorry oppa
Jimin: i was so dead angry earlier when i heard that it wasn't you who answers my call. You know that i wont be seeing you for a month. So please don't make me go crazy and paranoid.
Me: i know I'm really sorry oppa
Jimin: its fine. I'll call you later okay? I miss you
Then i finally breathed in relief
Me: i miss you too! Call me as soon as possible. I love you!
Then i hear him chuckled in the other line.
Jimin: i love you too mia
Me: I'm going to hang up now
Jimin: ne
He said then i ended the phone call. "I suddenly miss him so bad" i said towards the camera then me and ukwon laughs. "Lets go make some kimbap again" i added then we go back to the counter.
We finally finished making some kimbap. "Do we need to taste it first oppa?" I asked ukwon "eii. Trust me. Its delicious mia!" He said then i stopped and smiled at the camera. I accomplished my mission without exerting much effort in it. "Okay. So how about we ask our judges to taste our kimbap?" I asked him "okay" he said then i walk outside of the kitchen. "Judges please enter the kitchen" i said then the rest of block b stood up. "What show does this two have been watching lately?" Kyung said then i laugh.
After a while they finally sits on our dining table while me and ukwon remained standing. "After you eat the food we presented we need your honest opinion about it" i said "are they filming a cooking show or what?" Jihoon said i laugh again then finally they tasted our kimbap. Ukwon puts his hands on my shoulder again while he rested his head on my shoulder. "Mwoya? You two look good together" kyung said then me and ukwon both looked at him at the same time. "Ahh don't say that!" We also both said at the same time "wae?" Kyung said then i eye him and he finally understoods. He looks at the camera. "I'm sorry park jimin ssi" he said then i laugh. "So how was it?" I asked no one in particular. "Its fine. It taste like kimbap" jihoon said i roll my eyes at him. "Its delicious mia" jaehyo said then i smile at him. "Thank you oppa" i said then me and ukwon hugged each other. "Why dont you two eat with us?" Minhyuk said "we will" ukwon said then we sit down and eat with them.
We finally finished eating and we're going to play rock, paper and scissors and if two person loses, they will wash the dishes. "Okay are you ready?" Kyung said we nod at him. "Kawi, pawi, bo!" He shouted and we put down our hands. No one wins at the first round so we tried again. On the second round minhyuk and taeil won. They cheered while we focused again on playing. On the third round jihoon wins, i looked at ukwon. "It can't be right oppa?" I said then he laugh. "No way. If its us who's going to wash the dishes we're very unlucky" he said then i laugh. After that we play again. Well, jaehyo and kyung wins they hugged each other while me and ukwon are in despair. "You guys planned this aren't you?" Ukwon said then kyung laughs. "Nope" he said then i sigh deeply. "Lets go oppa" i said then we cleaned the table and we headed towards the sink.
Me and ukwon started washing the dishes. And we are not being filmed right now, they're playing a game i think outside so they're focusing on them instead. And its a good opportunity because i want to ask ukwon something. "Oppa" i said while i rinse the soap in the plate. I'm the one rinsing while ukwon is the one who puts the soap in the plates. "Yes?" He said while he handed me another plate. "Can i ask you something?" I said carefully. "Is it about maggie?" He said "ne" i said "to be honest i was mad at you before but i thought that i need to hear your side first" i said then he smiled at me. "Thank you. I hope maggie was like that" he said then he sighed deeply. "So why did you cheated?" I said then he handed me another plate, i rinse it again. "I technically didn't cheated" he said then he stops at what he's doing. I looked at him. "Her friend Alex has a leukemia" he said my eyes widened at what he said. Alex is the one who apparently ukwon had an affair with. She was also a friend of maggie, ex-friend to be specific. "Oh my god." i said then ukwon smiled sadly. "It was her wish to date me and I granted her wish. I really wanted to tell this to maggie but i cant seem to tell it to her when we're talking" he said then we started drying the plates and the utensils. "But did you loved her? Alex i mean" i said then he smiled again. "I might loved her but i love maggie the most" he said. Damn. "Is she still alive? Sorry to ask you that" i said "i think. She's still getting some treatment. I don't see her anymore" he said "that's very sad. I'm really sorry oppa" i said "its alright mia" he said "but why didn't you tell this to maggie. I mean you technically didn't do anything wrong" i said "i told you she won't listen. Plus, she's happy now with zico. I dont want to confuse her feelings with zico" he said then it feels like it was also pertaining to me. Damn. Is this what yoongi's feeling right now? "But, what if she still loves you?" I said then he smiles sadly at me. "She don't. She was planning to broke up with me even if she didn't saw us. She was planning to broke up with me okay? She already fell in love with zico" he said then i look at him and gave him a hug. "But do you still love her?" I ask him after we break away from the hug. "I'll never stop loving her" he said and i felt like crying towards this guy. "What will you do oppa?" I said then i hugged him again. "I'll just wait for her till the end of time. Even though I'm not certain if she's coming back for me" he said. Damn, his answer shot back at me again.
We finally finished washing the dishes. I came back to my room and the pd follows me again. "Well done on your first mission. Here's your second mission" she said while she gave me another card. I read it again. Apparently I'm going on a date with minhyuk. How the ef did they know that minhyuk's kind of lonely this days. "So my mission is that I'm going on a date with minhyuk and i need to hear i had fun from him. Well that's easy" i said while i gave back the card to our pd. I look at the camera "i really dont want to say this but, i think minhyuk oppa is kind of lonely this days so i personally wanted to do this even if I'm not ordered to do this. Minhyuk oppa fighting! I'm here for you always if you need someone to talk to. You can just call me. Arraseo?" I said while smiling. "And by the way uhh Park Jimin ssi annyeong! Its just a mission so please dont misunderstand everything that's about to happen at my second mission. Saranghae!" I said while making a heart shape. I hid my face at my hands after that. "Ahh so embarassing" i said then the pd laughs.
After a while we finally went out. The pd announces the mission and all of them except for minhyuk started complaining. "What is this we got married?" Kyung said and I remember that he also said it on the first season of the show. I laugh at him. "Dont worry oppa. We'll have a mission too. Just the two of us. Just like ukwon and minhyuk oppa" i said "oh really?" He said while calming down. They laugh at him.
I wear a dress for today. After that i head out of my room and saw minhyuk in the living room. And guys forgive me, he looks so hot and handsome right now. He wears a white button down, the sleeves are folded towards his elbows. He wears a black skinny jeans and a watch. When i open the door they instantly looked at my direction. Minhyuk smiles while hitting jihoon. "Ahh hyung!" Jihoon said irritated. I chuckled at him. "Wow oppa you look so handsome" i said "you too mia. But you always look pretty" he said then i laugh again. "So we're heading out. See you later oppa's!" I said then i gave them a hug. "Bring some foods when you came back!" Jaehyo said i nod at him then me and minhyuk finally head out.
We're finally in the parking lot. We're looking for minhyuk's car. After a while we finally found it. I was going to open the door when he suddenly run towards me and he opens it for me. I smile at him. "Gomawo oppa" i said while entering his car. He quickly runs towards the driver seat. "Can i put your seatbelt on?" He said shyly. "Of course" i said then he looks at the camera in front of us. "I'm really sorry park jimin ssi. Its just a mission okay? So please dont misunderstand this" he said. I laugh at him while he finally puts my seatbelt on. "I also said the same thing earlier towards jimin" i said then he laughs too while he puts his seatbelt on. After a while he looks at me. "So lets go?" He said i nod at him while smiling. After a while he finally started driving.
We are finally on the road. He turns on the radio and we started singing to every song that being blasted on his radio. "So where are you going to take me?" I said then we stop because the traffic light turns red. He smiled at me and at the same time he took my hand. "You'll see" he said while grinning. "I'll look forward to it then" i said, then he lace his fingers on mine. "Yep. I already know what you like and you dont like so look forward to it" he said then he started driving, he never let go of my hand. "Looks like you researched all about me" i said then he laughs. "Is it too obvious?" He said i smiled widely at him. "Yep" i said then we both laugh.
He finally stops his car. I was going to look where we are when he's suddenly in front of me. He opens the door and i smile at him while he offer his hands at me. I took it and i get out of the car. "Where are we?" I said as soon as i get out of his car. He intertwines our fingers together. "Oh my god" i said when i finally knew where we are. We are in an aquarium right now. I looked at him excitedly, i cant contain my giddiness right now. "Oppa" i said while trying hard not to squeal in front of him, so i squeeze his hand tight. He laughs at me. "What did i say?" He said. "Oh my gosh, oh my gosh lets go" i said while i drag minhyuk towards the entrance.
As usual minhyuk pays for our entrance. We finally enters it and uggh this place is so cool! I hurriedly run towards the biggest aquarium while dragging minhyuk with me. I keep on waving my hands enthusiastically in the aquarium. Minhyuk laughs on my side "you're so cute mia" he said while he puts his hands on my waist. I stick my face on the aquarium. "Look oppa a manatee!!" I said excitedly. "Lets take a picture oppa" i said while i took out my phone. We keep on taking selfies in my phone and in his phone. After wards we keep on walking, his hand are still on my waist. We really looked like a couple. We keep on walking and we saw a shark a penguin and everything!! We finally stops and we watch a sea lion and dolphin show. We seated on our sit and after a while the show finally starts. The dolphins are so cute they keep on making their performance and after a while the host ask for a volunteer. I raised minhyuk hands and he was chosen. I laugh at his reaction but he goes down anyway. "Whats your name?" The guy asked minhyuk "hello im b-bomb I'm from the band called block b" he said while bowing. "Oh hello b-bomb are you ready to kissed our dolphin today?" The guy said, minhyuk smiled "i guess" then he looks at me, i laugh at him. "Is it alright with your girlfriend? You're kissing someone today" the guy said while looking at me, the other audiences started laughing. "Well technically she's not my girlfriend. But she's my girlfriend today. Just for today" he clarifies. "Oh are you filming something?" The guy asked minhyuk "ne" he said "arrasseo. Are you ready?" He said "i am" minhyuk said then the guy called the dolphin. I took out my phone and i started filming minhyuk. The dolphin finally came in their location and the guy started instructing minhyuk, he nods and after a while he finally kissed the dolphin. I shouted and at the same time i ended the video and we applause for minhyuk. "Okay so who's are next volunteeer?" The guy said then minhyuk whispered something at him. "Oh your one day girlfriend arrasseo" he said then i put my hands on my face. "Calling for his acquaintance. Where are you?" The guy said and i slowly stood up and walks towards their location. "Oh she's pretty" the guy said while nudging minhyuk. Minhyuk just laugh. "What's your name?" He ask me "mia kim" i said "so mia are you ready to kiss our dolphin?" I nod at him eagerly then minhyuk puts his hand on my waist again while the guy called the dolphin. After a while it finally came again and i brace myself. "Are you ready?" Minhyuk ask me i nod at him while the guy calls me. I walk towards the dolphin and gave him a kiss. After that the audience applauded for us again. After that we thanked the guy and we head back to our seats again. "I'm having so much fun today" minhyuk said at me while he rested his head on my shoulder and at the same time he lace his fingers on mine. "I'm glad you're having fun oppa" i said while smiling. We continued watching the show.
We finished watching the show and minhyuk bought me a dolphin plushie while i bought him a penguin one. After that we ate at the restaurant near at this aquarium. "So how's your aquarium experience?" He ask me then i smiled widely at him. "It was great! The dolphins the penguins and the manatees and also the sea lions! They're so cute!" I said so giddy at what i've saw earlier. He chuckled while he took my hands. "You're too cute mia" he said i smiled at him. "I've film you by the way. When you were kissing the dolphin" i said then we laugh while i took my phone at my pouch. I opened the video and he leans in closer to look at it. He was sitting opposite me so he needs to lean in to see it. I played the video and he stares at it. After a while he laughs. "I was too scared at first. But they're gentle and they're cute" he said then i scroll at my photos. "They are! Oh my gosh i want to come back here again" i said "too bad its not me who you will go with when you came back here" he said then i stare at him. "Why not? We can also explore the other aquariums oppa. You're fun to be with" i said then he smile at me. "Are you sure? You're boyfriend might not allow you to come with me" he said "dont worry jimin is not the selfish kind of boyfriend. He'll understands. I always hang out with some of the other bts members so i think he wont mind if its you" i said then he smiled widely at me while our order came. We ate while he talks about the other aquarium he wanted to go to. He looks so genuinely happy today. If only he stays like that.
Our date already ended. Me and minhyuk are here already in the parking lot of their dorm. I was getting out of the car when minhyuk beats me to it. He opens it to me. I smiled at him. He smiles back while he gave me a hug. "Thank you mia. Even though its only our mission for today. I really really had so much fun today" he said then i hug him tightly. "Me too oppa. I'm glad you had fun" i said. I accomplishes again my mission without exerting much effort to it. He let go of the hug and he smiles at me. "You keep your promise that we're going to visit the other aquariums here in korea?" He said then i nod at him. "Of course" i said then he smiled widely at me. And after that we take the food we ordered for block b. We enters the elevator towards their floor.
We're finally here in front of their door. I pressed the passcode since minhyuk are holding to our ordered foods. I finally get it and we enters their dorm. "They're here!" I think that's kyung's voice. I wore my slipper here and me and minhyuk walks towards the living room. "How was it?" Jihoon immediately said when we finally arrives at their living room. "It was fun. We went to an aquarium" i said "and we bought some foods" minhyuk added then jaehyo took some of the paper bags. "Well that's the only thing that matters" kyung said then we laugh. "You sound salty though" minhyuk said we laugh again while kyung rolled his eyes at minhyuk.
Our shoot finally ended and I'm here in my bed. The pd told me that i will have some missions left in our next shooting. I just finished washing my face by the way and I'm just waiting for jimin to call. After a while he finally calls. I immediately answers it.
Me: oppa!
I said then he laughs at the other line
Jimin: you sound so cheerful babe. What happened?
Me: we filmed our variety today and we've done some missions today! And me and minhyuk went to an aquarium and there's alot of fishes in there and i saw a penguin and it sooo cute! The way he walks is so adorable!! And we saw a whale a manatee and jellyfish and we watched a dolphin and sea lion show and i've got to kissed a dolphin and its so slippery but it still fun and they're too cute!
I said then he laughs
Jimin: woah calm down babe
He said then i laugh while i lay myself in my bed while i hug the human size pillow of jimin.
Me: so how's your day?
Jimin: a bit tiring. We performed here in daegu and after that we held a fan signing event here. It was fun too i guess if only I didn't miss you that much. Because you're all that i think of everyday.
Me: aww i miss you too babe. Do you want me to hug you?
I said then he laughs
Jimin: if only you can. I miss that too so much.
Me: i miss you so much babe. Come home quickly
Then he sighed in the other line
Jimin: we're not even leaving the country yet. Its only the beginning.
He said then i smile to myself.
Me: dont work too hard okay? Take good care of your body
Jimin: you too babe. You're not sleeping with ukwon?
He said then i chuckled
Me: no you silly. I'm only sleeping next to a guy named park jimin
I bet he's smiling right now.
Jimin: you sure?
Me: of course duh!
I said then he laughs when suddenly i think i have an incoming call. I look at my screen and i was right. Someone is calling.
Me: uhh oppa someone is calling me. Can i hang up first? If its not an emergency I'm calling you back alright? But if its an emergency I'm still going to call you back.
I said then he laughs.
Jimin: arrasseo. I love you!
I smiled widely.
Me: i love you too! I'm going to hang up now
Jimin: okayyy
He said then i hang up the call while i answer the other call. It was ilhoon
Ilhoon: maggie?
He said to the other line
Me: uh oppa I'm not
Before i even finished my sentence, ilhoon started talking again.
Ilhoon: maggie can you fetch me right now? I'm so drunk
He said. He might have misdial his call since me and maggie had the same start of letter in our names.
Me: where are you oppa?
Ilhoon: I'm in hongdae right now
Me: okay i'll fetch you there wait for me oppa okay?
Ilhoon: ne. Please come quickly maggie i had a problem right now
Me: huh? What? Okay please wait for me okay?
I said then i ended the phonecall I'm too worried to him right now. I called jimin first.
Me: oppa? Sorry its an emergency. Ilhoon just called and he's so drunk right now so i need to fetch him.
Jimin: arrasseo be careful babe
Me: ne. Don't wait for me. Sleep now okay? You need it. I love you
Jimin: yes ma'am! I love you too
He said i smiled to myself again before ending the phonecall.
I took a pullover in my temporary cabinet here while i hurriedly walk towards to the other room where jihoon is sleeping. I knock first before entering. "Come in" kyung said then i open their door. "Jihoon oppa can i talk to you for a sec?" I said he nods at me then we walks towards the living room. "What is it?" He said "ilhoon called me. But technically he's calling maggie but he misdials my number instead and he's so drunk and we need to fetch him. He's in hongdae" i said then jihoon stares at me. "We should just call maggie" he said then i look at him confuse "what? No. This is an emergency we need to go now. He said he's in trouble" i said while i walk towards the front door but jihoon immediately held my arm. I look at him. "There might be a reason he was calling maggie not you so lets just call maggie" he said then i stare at him, I'm almost mad right now. "If you dont want to come then i'll go there alone" i said i was going to walk away when he held my arm tightly. He sighed first before he speaks. "Arrasseo i'll come with you. But i warned you. We should have called maggie instead" he said then we wears our shoes. "I'll just explain this to maggie later" i said then we finally went outside.
We're finally here in hongdae. Jihoon parked his car somewhere and we head out towards the bar ilhoon texted to us. We keep on walking and finally we found it. Luckily i already turned 19 (20 in korean age) so i can come inside. We roam around the bar and we finally found him. "Oppa!" I said while walking towards his location. He looks up and smiled at me. "I called maggie" he said "you misdial your call. And we dont have much time to call maggie so we came here instead. What happened?" I ask him then he hugs me while he rested his face on my belly. I caressed his hair. "Ilhoon" jihoon said "I'm in trouble hyung" ilhoon said then he hugged me tightly. "Lets go somewhere else" jihoon said then we helped ilhoon to get up. I put his arm on my shoulder while jihoon did the same. We walk outside and we find some park here. We sit him down in a bench while he hugs me again, his face are on my belly again. I caressed his hair. "What happened?" I said "mia" jihoon said at me "its alright hyung" ilhoon said "what is it?" I said already confused. "I have a girlfriend mia." He said then i almost gasped at what he just said. I didn't know it. "And then?" I said, he holds me tight. "But I'm starting to love someone else that i knew i had no chance to start with" he said "ilhoon please lets go you're drunk" jihoon said "you're not going to ask me who it was mia?" Ilhoon said ignoring what jihoon just said and my heart started beating so fast. "W-who is it?" I said, he holds me even tighter. "Its you mia" he said softly that i almost didn't heard it. Jihoon just cursed beside me while he ruffles his hair. So that's why jihoon doesn't want me to come. "I almost broke up with my girlfriend because I'm so confused with my feelings right now. I think I'm crazy" he said, i keep on caressing his hair. "I'm sorry mia. I fell in love with you. I know we're best friends and i wanted to keep it all inside but i just cant" he said I didn't speak because i dont know what to say. We stay like that for a while. After like several minutes he started speaking again "Forget what i said mia. I hope we can stay as best friends. That's all i want right now. I hope you doesn't feel awkward towards me after this" he said i kissed the top of his head. "Of course. I'm your best friend. And i'll keep on listening to your problems" i said then he finally sits up straight but he's still hugging me. He smiled "i've been best friend zone again hyung" ilhoon said then we laugh. He might be laughing but i know he's hurting inside, same as me.
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