XVI. LIVING WITH BTS
living with starsXVI.
MIA'S POV
Its finally morning. The time comes, bts will leave for a month to promote their album. I woke up when jimin's alarm started ringing. He turn it off and he was going to sit up when i hug him tightly. "Dont leave" i said while i bury my face on his chest. He hugs me tight and he kissed the top of my head, but he didn't said anything. He just hugged me. After a while his alarm started ringing again. He let go of the hug. "I'm just going to take a shower" he said i nod at him then he went inside their bathroom. I stood up and walk towards the bed of my roommates. I lay down in between of them and i hug taehyung first. He stirs a bit. "Oh wait. Who is this. Are you mia?" He said "yep. I'm mia" i said then he hugs me too. "I'm really going to miss you so much mia" he said "me too. Dont forget to buy me some things at japan. Okay?" I said then he chuckled. "Arrasseo" he said then jungkook suddenly turns me around so that I'm facing him right now. He hugs me too. "Mia" he said grogily. "Oppa" i said while hugging him tightly. "I dont want to leave" he said "but you need to" i said then he caressed my hair. "I'm going to miss you" he said "me too" i said "dont watch some of the latest movies without me" he said then i laugh "arrasseo oppa" i said then i was going to sit up when he stops me. "Dont leave" he said his voice sounds like he's whining. Then i smile at myself. "I'll be back. I'm just going to the other room" i said, he hugs me tightly after i said that. "Andwae" he said, i laugh again. "Eyy, don't be too selfish jeon jungkook" i said then we laugh. He finally let go of me. I sit up then i wears my slippers. I stood up while jungkook held my hands. "Come back quickly" he said "arrasseo" i said then he let go of my hands while i walk outside. I got out of our room and i walk towards the other room. I inhaled deeply before knocking in their door. "Come in" i think that's jin's voice. I enter their room. All of them are just sitting in their beds. I sit in namjoon's bed and hug him. "Little monkey" he said while caressing my hair. "Oppa" i said while hugging him tightly. Jin suddenly back hugs me, he rested his head on my back. "Take good care of yourself okay?" Namjoon said "you too oppa. I'm going to miss you" i said "me too mia" he said then i let go of the hug and turn around so i can hug jin too. "Oppa" i said "dont skip your meals mia. Okay?" He said i nod at him. "And i left you a lot of bread in the fridge" he said then i laugh. "Thank you oppa. I'm going to miss you" i said. "Me too mia. Lets eat again somewhere else when we came back" he said then i let go of the hug. "Arrasseo oppa" i said then he smiles at me. Then hoseok went down from their deck bed and he also gave me a hug. "Mia" he said whining. "Oppa" i said while smiling "I'm going to miss you so much" he said "me too oppa" i said then he let go of the hug. "Lets hang out again when we came back" he said, i smile at him. "Arrasseo oppa" i said then he smiled widely at me when namjoon suddenly nudges him and also jin. "Lets leave hyung, hoseok. We're going to take a shower right?" Namjoon said while eyeing jin and hoseok. Jin looks at him and its like he understands something. "Ah oh yep. We're going to take a shower. See you later mia" jin said then they stood up and they hurriedly walks towards their separate bathrooms. I laugh at them. Then i turn around so I'm facing yoongi. "Are they still rooting for us or what?" I said then yoongi smiled at me. "They're idiots. I told them that i already gave up. But they're still pushing me towards you" he said then my smile fade away. We're quiet after that. After like a long awkward silence, yoongi started talking again. "Can i hug you too mia?" He said, i look up to face him. I nod at him and i walk towards his bed and i gave him a hug, he hugs me tightly in return. "I'm not going to say that i'll be missing you. Because i miss you every minute, every hour, every day of my entire life" he said then i hug him tightly. "Oppa" i said "i thought giving you up will atleast lessen my feelings for you. I was so wrong mia. Because I'm still deeply inlove with you and I don't know how to stop" he said then i look up to face him. He immediately wipes my tears that i dont know that it had fallen already. "But I'll keep my promise, i won't still going to bother your relationship with jimin." He said then i bury my face on his chest. He started caressing my hair. "But you told me that i always have a choice. But babe, i really don't have any choice right now but to let you go. I'm just going to wait for you. I'll keep waiting till the end of time for you. I'll keep waiting like an idiot. That's the choice i chose for myself" he said then i look up at him again. "Oppa" i said then he touches my lips. He stare at it for a while then he buries my face at his chest then he kissed the top of my head. "I love you so much mia. Take good care of yourself" he said then he let go of the hug. "You too oppa" i said then he wipes my tears again. "Arrasseo" he said then i smile at him. "I should go. My roommates are waiting for me" i said then he smiled at me too. "Okay" he said then i stood up and walks outside. I shut their door and my tears started falling again, i head first to the kitchen. I walk towards our fridge and took my tumbler there. I gulp down the water on it and i head towards the sink. I put down my tumbler and i wash my face first. I damp a towel on my face and i walk towards our room. I opened our door and saw that my roommates are not there, instead i saw jimin blow drying his hair in my bed. I walk towards him and gave him a back hug. "Oppa" i said, he didn't answered me instead he keeps on blow drying his hair. Didn't he heard me? Or he's ignoring me? "Oppa why are you so quiet?" I said, he didn't answer me again. I was still back hugging him when i suddenly hear him sniffles. Oh my gosh is he crying? "Oppa" i said again, this time he turns off the blower and he puts it in my bedside table. He turn around and he immediately gave me a hug. I only saw his face quickly but i knew that he's crying. I hug him tightly. "Oppa" i said while my voice are quivering. "How am i going to sleep at night without my baby beside me?" He said then i chuckled. "You can do it oppa. You've been sleeping for almost all your life without me beside you" i said then he hugs me tightly. "But I'm so used of sleeping next to you" he said then i let go of the hug and wipes his tears. "You can do it oppa. Its only for a month. We can do this. Okay?" I said then i quickly gave him a kiss in the lips. "I'm going to miss you so much baby" he said then i hug him again. What did i do again to deserve him? I don't deserve someone like him. "Me too oppa" i said then he caressed my hair. "I'm going to call you every time we had free time okay? So don't put your phone in silent. I'm going to be crazy when i don't hear your voice for a day" i said then i laugh. I let go of the hug. "Arrasseo oppa" i said then he kissed me on the lips. "I love you" he said "i love you too oppa" i said then he kissed me again.
Before bts leaves. They gave me something after they leave. Just like jungkook gave me his white t-shirt like obviously. And the rest besides yoongi gave me a sweater. Yoongi gave me the snapback i wore when we went to the beach and the pullover he also wears that time. We're here now by the way outside waiting for my uncle again. Jungkook is hugging me while namjoon is back hugging me. "Mia, you're still going to teach me what you've learned at school when i came back right?" Jungkook said at me, "of course" i said. "Thank you mia. Take good care of yourself" he said "you too oppa" i said then jimin started taking off jungkook's arms off me. "Yah stop harassing my girlfriend again" he said then jungkook and namjoon hugged me tightly. "She's not your girlfriend. She's my girlfriend" jungkook said again. "She's my girlfriend" namjoon said then i laugh at them. "She's my girlfriend!" Taehyung said from the distance then he took me away from jungkook and namjoon then he hugs me sideways. "What are you talking about. She's my girlfriend" jin said then he took my arms and he hugs me too. "I'm his real boyfriend" hoseok said while taking me away from jin. I'm still laughing at what they're doing. "How about you yoongi hyung?" Namjoon suddenly said. Then we all wait for his response. Then he suddenly took me away from hoseok and he hugs me sideways too. "What are you guys talking about. She's mine though?" He said then some of them started jumping and laughing at the same time. "Aish jinjja" i said then i look up to see yoongi, he looks down at me and i saw him smiling. "But she's originally mine though?" My uncle said then we're all surprised that he's finally here. Then we all laugh. "I'm so surprised when someone stands besides mia" taehyung said "me too" i said then my uncle hugs me. "Take good care of yourself mia okay? We will be gone for a while" he said then i hug him back. "Arrasseo" i said then we let go of the hug. "Lets go guys. You'll be late for your first schedule this day" he said "ne" they all said lifelessly. Then all of them hugs me first before entering their van. Jimin is the last one to enter. "The main highlight of the day" namjoon said then they started drum rolling. I smile at their dorkiness. I look back at jimin again. "I love you. Take good care of yourself" he said then i smile at him. "Arrasseo. You too oppa. I love you too" i said then he quickly kissed me in the lips. He kissed me in front of the rest of his group mates. Bts started hollering inside their van. Jimin let go of the kiss and I'm still surprised at what he did. He smiled at me and hugs me. "I'm going to miss you babe" he said "me too" i said then he let go of the hug and he went inside of their van. "Bye guys!!" I said "bye mia!!!" They all said i wave at them before i close the door of their van.
I'm here again outside. Waiting for jihoon to fetch me. I brought a big travel bag with me and my bag for school. After a while he finally shows up. He gets out of his car and he looks at me. "Wait why do you have so many bags with you. Are you moving out?" He said then i rolled my eyes at him. "Bts left okay? Remember i'll be sleeping at your dorm?" I said then he smiled widely. "I thought they'll be leaving next week?" He said while he took my travel bag. "They are. But they're promoting their album to some cities that's why they'll be sleeping in hotels instead of going back here in the dorm." I said then he puts my bags on the trunk. He closed it then we went inside his car. I immediately puts the seatbelt on myself. "I better tell the hyung's to clean up our dorm" he said, then i laugh at what he said.
We're finally at school. Its our break time now, so me and jihoon are in the cafeteria. We're eating our foods when someone seated beside me. I look beside me and saw that its ilhoon. I gave him a hug, after i let go of the hug, him and jihoon clap hands. "I'm just going to order something" he said, i nod at him then he stood up. After a while he finally came back, he was going to sit beside me when jihoon started talking. "Hyung you can sit here beside me" he said, ilhoon only looks at him. After a while he puts down his tray beside me and he also sits beside me. Jihoon just glared at him, i smiled to myself. After that we started eating again. "I should buy something for your dorm later" i said then ilhoon looks at me. "You're going to sleep over at they're dorm now? I thought you'll start next week?" He said "change of plans. Bts leave today" i said then he nods at me. "You can sleep over in our dorm instead" he said then i looked at him. "Should i?" I said then ilhoon smiled widely at me. "Ahh andwae" jihoon said whining. Then me and ilhoon laughs. "I'm just kidding jihoon" i said then we started eating again. After a while ilhoon started talking again. "You can buy them foods and some tissue rolls" he said then i take a spoonful of my food before answering him. "I think that's great. Okay lets buy some foods and tissue rolls later jihoon" i said then ilhoon suddenly wipes the side of my lips. "Thank you oppa" i said "yah hands off at my bestfriend" jihoon said then we look at him, and I'm suppressing my laugh right now. "Wae? She's my bestfriend too" ilhoon said then jihoon stares at him. "She's my bestfriend first" jihoon said then i laugh at this two. "Ahh jinjja this hyung is too funny" ilhoon said then i laugh again. "Yah why are you calling him hyung? Jihoon should be the one calling you hyung" i said "I'm technically younger than him, but since i started going to school earlier than him he started calling me hyung. I'm still quite flustered at what he's doing" ilhoon said, i laugh harder at what he said. Technically this two had an agreement that jihoon will call ilhoon hyung since he started going to school earlier than him. But originally jihoon is older than ilhoon. "Uh shut up. You're my hyung" jihoon said then i laugh again. "Stop it hyung!" Ilhoon said while covering his ears. Me and jihoon laughs at him. "But still hands off to mia please" jihoon said "this hyung really is too funny. Hyung be careful. You're true feelings are showing" ilhoon said then this time me and ilhoon laughs at jihoon. Jihoon suddenly stood up. He motioned ilhoon to stood up to. Ilhoon also stood up. "Can you shut up?" Jihoon said and i think he's whispering but i can still hear him. "Hyung you're too obvious" ilhoon said, also i think he's whispering too but i still can hear them. "I said shut up" jihoon said "listen hyung, you need to stop okay? Since you and i have been best friendzoned by this girl." Ilhoon said then i stopped myself from laughing out loud. Ilhoon and jihoon suddenly started hugging each other. "Thats the hard reality we need to accept" ilhoon said. I smiled to myself while i keep eating and pretending that i dont hear their conversation.
Its finally our dismissal. Me and jihoon heads to the nearest convenience store to buy some things for their dorm. After that we finally heads towards their dorm. The ride towards their dorm is not that long since their dorm is near our school. He only uses his car because he fetches me earlier, but technically its just a walking distance from our school. Jihoon finally parked his car. After that he opens his trunk. He took my bags while i took the foods and the tissue rolls i bought for them. (Okay hahaha i've watched too many shows in korea and if someone is going to your new apartment or something, they give them tissues. I dont know what really is the meaning behind it but i think it brings good luck to your new house or apartment.)
We're finally in their floor. Jihoon presses the code for their dorm after that we enter their dorm. We took off our shoes and jihoon gave me the slippers i wore when i visited their dorm last time. "Jihoon? Mia?" I think that's jaehyo's voice again. "Ne" me and jihoon said at the same time. After that the rest of the block b comes towards us. I bow at them. "Annyeong oppa's" i said then i stood up and i saw kyung opening his arms widely. I smiled at him and i walk towards him when jihoon holds his arms. "Ahh andwae" he said then kyung looks at him. "What do you mean i cant?" Kyung said then he walk towards me. I gave him a hug. After him minhyuk comes closer to me. "Hello oppa" i said "hello mia" he said then we hug. After him was jaehyo, ukwon and taeil. After that we walk towards their living room. "I bought you guys some foods and some things for your dorm" i said then jaehyo took the paper bag at me. "Oh thank you mia" he said i smiled at him. "Yah mia. Follow me. I'll show you your room" jihoon said i look at him. "What are you talking about jihoon? She already saw zico's room earlier when she came here" kyung said. Jihoon rolled his eyes while i chuckle at them. "Arrasseo. Wait a minute oppa's" i said "come back quickly mia" minhyuk said "ne" i said while smiling widely at him. Then jihoon holds my shoulder then we walk towards zico's room. "What is it oppa? I already saw this room the last time i visited your dorm" i said then jihoon turns on the light of the room and I saw that they changed the bed sheet of zico's bed. I instantly laughs at what i saw. My blanket is a full body picture of jimin. "Waah jinjja. This is really funny. Thank you oppa" i said then he put down my travel bag in zico's bed. "You can unpack now or you can do it later" he said. "I'll do it later. I want to hang out with your groupmates first" i said then he rolled his eyes again. "Arrasseo" he said then we head out again towards the living room. "Mia! Quick your variety show is on the tv!" Jaehyo said "oh" i said then me and jihoon rush towards their couch. I sit down next to minhyuk while jihoon are on my right side. After that i saw that our variety show are starting. "What episode is this?" I ask no one in particular. "Are you serious mia?" Jihoon said then i laugh at what he just said. "Mianhae. I don't watch that much" i said "its your 3rd episode already mia" ukwon said frustrated. I laugh again. "Arrasseo oppa mianhae" i said then ukwon smiled at me. I focus again at the tv. I think our third episode is when me and jungkook where reviewing for our driving test. Then something appears on the screen its the question. "What do you regret the most today?" Then i finally remembered. I'm right. We were interviewed first. Then after that namjoon walks in and seated in the seat that's assign for us. We were interviewed one by one. Then the pd asked him the question that showed earlier. "Lets see. I dont think im regretting something at the moment" he said then after a while it looks like he remembered something. "Ah right. I think its last night, jin asked me if we can eat together. But I'm too tired to go with him. I'm regretting it now" he said then i laugh at his answer. "I remembered that he has a good taste of picking good restaurants." He said i nod at agreement. That's why i always go with jin when he's asking me to go with him when he wants to eat. "I'm regretting it now. If only i can turn back the time" he said while he closed his eyes and he puts his hand on the left side of his chest. I laugh at his expression. After him, hoseok came out. He was also asked the same question. He thinks first before answering the question. "Uhh i think its when our manager ask me if i can sleep in the same room the maknaes and mia were sleeping and i said no. I'm really really regretting it now" he said, i laugh again while kyung nods in agreement. "Yeah he's an idiot. If he was me, I'm not going to say no" he said. "Me too" jaehyo said, i laugh at them. After hoseok was me, i hide my face at jihoon's arms. "Ahh so embarrassing" i said "what embarrassing mia? You look so pretty! Even without makeup" kyung said, i slightly peeked at myself on the tv. Well, i look normal. "If you only knew how beautiful you are mia" minhyuk said, i smiled shyly at him. "Gomawo oppa" i said. Then i watch again, but I'm leaning now in jihoon's arm. The pd also asked me the same question. "I think what i regret the most is that, When i finally had the time to take the driving test, I didn't grab the chance that's why today i still didn't take the driving test. I already have my own car but i still don't have my drivers license" i said while laughing. "Ahh so cute" jaehyo said. I chuckled at what he said. After me was jimin,jin and then taehyung, and jungkook. I really dont want to narrate their answers because its so nonsense. Like how jimin regrets not buying the underwear he saw the other day. Like how jin regrets not eating the last pizza, jungkook offers him. Like how taehyung regrets not watching the latest movie. Jungkook's answer by the way was he regret that he was scared at me the first week we met that's why till that day we're still not close. Maybe that's why that day me and him were the only one left in the dorm. Then he said its because of his hyungs. Typical jungkook. After them was yoongi. Maybe they put yoongi the last is because his answer was the most serious and sincere of all of us. Like us, he sits down too while our pd asked him the same question. He breathed deeply, after that he looks down to the floor. "I think what i regret the most right now is that, when i left mia alone in myeongdong." He said then i stare at him. "Because of that, me and mia are not close anymore like we used to" he said then he smiled. "That's why i want to say sorry to her secretly. Secretly because the rest of my members won't even let me talk to mia. Same as hers. So i want to apologize to her secretly" he said. "To be honest mia. I'm mad at him too" kyung said them i smiled at him. "Me too" jaehyo said "what he did to you on episode one? That really pissed me off. I almost punches our tv" kyung added then we laugh. "Are you two on good terms now again?" Ukwon asked me. "Ne" i said then they all looked at me. "You forgave that ?" Kyung said then i laugh again. "Its really hard to explain it but, he's really a good guy. You just misunderstood him" i said "you misunderstood him mia. He's a bad guy!" Kyung said, i laugh again. "Whatever oppa" i said then they laugh. After that we watched again, and it shows on screen that they're going to fulfill our wish. That's why at that episode me and jungkook are left alone because he wants us to be closer. While the rest leaves and it shows that jin and namjoon went at a restaurant while jimin went at that store to buy that underwear he wants to buy. Hoseok and taehyung ate together. While yoongi bought something. "I'm going to buy something for mia" he said then he walks in a toy store. He roam around and after that he picks a teddy bear for me. "Will she forgave me if i bought this to her?" He asked no one in particular. "Nope" kyung said, i laugh again. "Did you already saw that teddy bear mia?" Jihoon said. "I only saw it today" i said then they laugh too. Uggh, where did yoongi hid that teddy bear? After he bought the teddy bear, yoongi walk somewhere and he stops at the bench where jimin found me. So he's in myeongdong that time huh? "When i came back for her that day. I saw that jimin already found her"he said then he sits on a bench. "Should i buy some books for her? She really loves reading books" he said then my heart beats so fast. "He might be really a good guy" kyung said then i laugh. "What did i say oppa?" I said "arrasseo" kyung said. "He might really just got jealous at jimin that day" minhyuk said. Then kyung suddenly looks at me. "Wait. Yoongi likes you too mia?" Kyung said then my eyes widened at what he said. I didn't answered him. "Well he must be. Mia's not talking" ukwon said "did he confessed to you?" Kyung said. I nod at him. Then they all were shocked at what i answered. "What happened?" Minhyuk said "well, he confessed to me when me and jimin are already dating so.." I said, i cant even finished my sentence. "Aww poor guy" kyung said "you were like pissed at yoongi awhile ago oppa" i said then they laugh at what i said. "I'm not now" he said i smiled at myself then we watch again. What kyung said we're all true. I feel sorry for him too. I watched again and saw that yoongi started writing something. "Is he writing a letter for you?" Kyung said "i dont know. I told you i never saw that thing in our dorm" i said. After a while he finally finished writing. "There. I write everything I want to say to mia. I hope she accepts my apology to her" he said to the camera. "Aww jinjja. I feel sorry for him mia. Can he come over in our dorm? We can drink together" he said, i laugh again. "Arrasseo. I'll tell him that" i said then we watch again and saw that yoongi are in a bookstore right now. He bought me some novel books and he bought a box too. After that he went to their van. He puts everything he bought in the box, and his letter too. After that it shows that the rest of the bts played some games in garosugil. Just what jimin told me. After that it showed our part. It shows how me and jungkook reviewed for our exam, how we bought the foods for our dinner and how our driving test go. After that kyung looks at me again. "Jungkook likes you too?" He asked me then this time i was very very shocked at what he just said. "What? No. I dont think so" i said then he focused again on watching. He shook his head. "Our mia is so numb. You dont know everything" he said, they all nod at agreement. "What are you talking about?" I said "I'm betting right now that he likes you too. I'm 100 percent sure" he said then i blushed at what he said. "Me too. But i bet also that this kid already gave up." Jaehyo said then he sighed. "Our mia is too pretty that's why everyone likes her but she's too numb to notice it" jaehyo added. "What are you talking about. I'm not dumb" i said while pouting. They laugh again. "I said numb not dumb mia" i said then i blushed because of embarrassment. "Our mia really is so cute" jihoon said. "And deaf too" taeil suddenly joined in our conversation. We laugh at what he said. Then we watch again. And it shows that the rest of bts except for jungkook finally came home, i think me and jungkook were still at the grocery. All of them sits down at the couch while yoongi went in our room. "Hyung where are you going?" Jimin asked him. "I'm just going to put something in your room" he said then he shuts the door. A cameraman came in with him and it shows that he puts the box in a cabinet where i never even open the entire time I'm living with them. Why did he even hide it at that place. I never open it because i thought it was my roommate's cabinet. But i guess it was mine too. Yoongi puts the box inside and he came out after that. "I hope mia finds my apology gift for her" he said at the camera. Now every atom of my body wants to go back at our dorm and find his gift and his letter for me.
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