Adrienne's POV

I unknowingly ride a taxi and im already going home. I still cant believe it. Still cant believe that there's a living creature inside of me. I hold my tummy and started crying again. So basically this what happens. So last month i decided to visit b1a4's dorm to explain everything that happens to us in the past. I explained to them that i have a twin sister, the accident, the engagement, everything. And after that we went outside for dinner. We were already eating that time when luke called me and said that they're flying to Jeju to have a charity concert and they might stay there for a week. He was saying sorry that time at me because they left me without permission. I said it's fine that i can handle myself. After that i told b1a4 the news and they all begged that i should stay at their dorm for a week. well ofcourse i cant say no to them so i stay at their dorm for a week. While im staying there, there's a day that we decided to drink. And yeah we all got drunk, and that happened. When i woke up next morning i was lying next to shinwoo, . We are both worried at that time, but shinwoo told me that if anything happens, he'll take responsibility of it. So after that week, Shinwoo keeps on calling me if im okay, but i dont answer any of his phone calls because i was scared. As if not answering his phone calls might prevent that living creature to grow inside of me. So yeah i only called him now after a month of him staying in the dark he finally knows what happened. I was still deep in my thoughts when the driver told me that we arrived at our dorm. I thanked and paid him. Then i get out of the taxi. I quickly enters our dorm and ride the elevator.
The elevator finally arrives at our floor, i was walking at the hallway and saw someone sitting next to our dorm door. Shinwoo.
He was waiting for me. I walk towards him, he saw me and he quickly stand up and hugs me. We're just hugging each other, none of us are brave enough to utter a single word. Because if we might say something. We may breakdown again. After that hugged, i sat down in the floor then tears started to stream down again, i just cant help it. Shinwoo sat down beside me and hugged me again. "Its okay addy, we can fix this" he said "no we cant, this is so ed up" i said then he let go off the hug and wiped my tears. "Addy promised me you're not going to join their tour. Promise me you're not leaving me again" he said then he started crying too. "Please addy promise me" he said. I just cried and cried, still not answering him. We just sat there for awhile. Until we're both calm down that he finally talk again.
"You already fall in love with him do you?" He said then i looked at him. He's not looking at me, but i saw that there's tears falling in his eyes.
"Shinwoo look at me" i said, but he wont look at me. That's why i cupped his cheeks and this time im the one who wipes the tears in his cheeks.
"You still dont understand do you? Its true that i love luke, but i love you more" i said then he smiled and holds my head and he kissed me. His kiss, his lips. The familiarity of it all. He kiss me like it might erase everything that went wrong between us. Me leaving without explanation, us not seeing for so many years, the ache of him seeing me with someone, the news of me being engage with someone. He's erasing all that and what's left was us missing each other and the future that might be hard for the both of us but we can still carry on because we had each other. We finally let go off that kiss and we're both breathless.
"So what's the plan?" I asked him. He just shakes his head and smiled at me. "It's up to you babe, whether you want to stay with me or you'll stay with him. I'll understand your decision wholeheartedly" he said then i kissed him. "I want to be with you. And i want this to be over, we should tell luke even if it kills him" i said while trembling. Just the thought of luke knowing this news just broke my heart. But i cant keep pretending, that this all were not hurting me too. Because it does, a lot. "Okay, when do you want to tell him?" He said "i dont know, but i want to tell him as soon as possible" i said, then he kissed me again. "Fine. Do you want to do it now?" He said "i dont know" i said. "Dont worry im here. You can just stay beside me and i'll do the talking" he said while standing and lending his hand to mine. I stood up too "okay" i said then we hugged. We let go off the hug but shinwoo was staring at someone. "Who is it?" I asked. I turn around and feels like my world stops turning. My mom was here and beside her was jake. He told her. He told my mom that i was pregnant. I started crying because i cant believe that this is happening. That jake can betray me. My bestfriend. My knight in shining armor betraying me. I just looked at him and he was looking at me. Tears are streaming down his face. "Sorry" he mouthed. I just keep staring at him that I didn't know that my mom slapped me. "Addy!" Shinwoo said while standing in front of me. "Step aside" my mom said "no" shinwoo said sternly. "I said step aside!" My mom roared. Then our dorm room opens, luke, mikey, calum amd ashton step outside. Luke, understanding what's happening, stands beside me and hugged me. "What happened babe?" He said then i burst out. I started crying again. "Hey what's wrong babe? And why is he here?" Luke said I wasn't the one who answer his question, instead it was my mom. "Adrienne is pregnant and you're not the father of it luke" my mom said then i looked at luke. He's just standing, still looking at me. And after awhile tears started to flow from his eyes. After awhile he finally started talking. "I know" he said softly, i just stared at him. "You knew what?" I said at the same time as my mom said "what luke?" She said then he smiled sadly at me. "I already knew that she's pregnant" i said then i let go off the hug. "Luke what are you talking about?" I said then he looks at me. "You keep vomiting this past few weeks that's why i got suspicious that you might be pregnant, so i secretly bought a pregnancy tester last week and examined your urine last week and.." his voice faltered while he's trying not to cry again "i-its positive" he said then i hugged him. "Im so sorry" i said then he hugs me tightly "im so sorry too addy" he said then i looked at him "dont be" i said still crying. Then he shakes his head "no, you listen to me. Im sorry for taking you away from shinwoo. From taking you away from the one who you really loved. Im just following orders. Mine and the others lives are in danger you know that" he said then he chuckled, i chuckled softly too. My bestfriends joke all the time i've done something wrong. Luke and the other members of 5sos are my childhood friends too just like jake, risse and yangshin. And they're all in the grasp of my mom.
"Go. Live the life you wanted from the start" he said i smile and at the same time crying at him. "Thank you" i said then kissed him in the cheeks. "Thank you ash, cal, mikey" i said they just nodded while smiling at me. Then i looked at shinwoo and hold his hands. "Lets go" i said then he smiled at me. Then jake, luke, cal, ash and mikey surrounded my mom so that she cant follow us. "What do you think you all doing huh?! You all know the consequences of all this huh?!" She shouted. Then i stopped walking and looked at her. "Mom, you can't do that to them." I said then bravely walks towards her and held her hands. "Mom, you need to let go of your little girl. She's not little anymore" i said then my mom started crying. "She had so many thing she wanted to do with her life. And she wanted you to know that she loves you so much and she's apologizing for everything" i said then she just looked at me. Smile are slowly forming in her lips. "Make sure i was there when my grandchild was born" she said. I nodded and hugged her. "You will i promise" i said then she let go of the hug. "Go" she said. Then suddenly someone helds my waist and hold my mom's hand. "Thankyou" shinwoo said she smiled and nodded at him. Then shinwoo looked at me and holds my hand. And with that, we're off to our adventure to find the road to our happiness. It might be hard, but with the help of our friends and our love ones, i think we might be doing just fine.