**living with block b**

#23

Edited xoxo
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Maggie's pov

Its been a couple of weeks now since im here and i miss all of them already. My student visa is already processed now and im going to booked my ticket so i can come back now to korea. And since im here ukwon only called twice. Well he said he's busy but my mind wanders on one thought and one thought only. Its maybe he doesn't missed me at all. I was busy on my thoughts when my phone started ringing. 

*Daeumbuteo jalhalkke deo byeonmyeonganhalkke

Ni yeppeunibeseo dubeondasi yongnaoji anke

Eh eh eh eh jalhalkke

Neoreulsaranghae eh eh eh eh jalhalkke*

Its my personal ringtone for
Zico

Calling: zico

Me: hello oppa.

I said sadly. Not because im dissapointed that its him who's calling. but because i missed him so much. 

Him: you sound so sad, wae??

I sighed deeply before answering him. 

Me: well, ukwon's not calling anymore. He only called twice. He texted me once that he said that he's busy that's why he doesnt have much time to call me. 

Him: busy? us busy? okay listen here maggie, we're not busy. Actually jihoon is in his parent house right now to take a vacation because we're hella free right now. Except for me, you know im busy because im busy producing albums. But hey, i still have time to call you even though im busy. So scratch that reason because im saying the truth here. We're not busy. 

Me: i miss him zico. I miss ukwon so much. 

Then there's a long silence between us..

Me: hey are you still ther--

Him: i dont want to hear his name right now okay? I dont want to hear his name coming from your mouth right now okay?!

He said and i think his mad. Really mad. 

Me: wae??

Him: because it hurts that its not my name that you're yearning for!

Its not me whom you missed!

Its not me whom you love!

Its not me that makes your heart beat faster!

*dug* *tug* *dug* *tug* *dug* *tug*
Did he just confessed to me right now?
Well, i dont know what to say. Well of course i do. I take a deep breath before talking again. Well, here goes nothing. 

Me: well i guess you dont know my feelings either

Him: what??

Me: you're the reason why my heart beats like crazy

Youre the reason why i smile

I like you i really do..

Him: so why cant we be together??

Me: we cant! Because im with ukwon right now

Him: you told me you're deciding to broke up with him

Yeah, i actually kind of confessed to him that i really want to break up with ukwon. Because since i left korea. He started to be so cold to me. He only text me often and i shouldnt be saying this again but, he only called twice!!

Me: yes

Him: then broke up with him

Me: no.. Im going to broke with him when i cant feel his love for me anymore

Him: isnt that is what you feel right now?

Me: Yes, but im scared to hurt his feeling

Him: dont be, I will always be at your side. I promise

Then i smile. I dont know myself anymore. Its like earlier im sad because some people just dont know how to care for someone's feelings. But now im so happy i think i might fly because there is someone who knows how to care for someone's feelings. I think happiness can be found if you just express your feelings to someone who really, really cares. 

You get me guys? no? ohhhkay lets go back to our conversation. 

Me: thank you

Him: thank you too for expressing your feelings for me

And i can hear his smile while talking. 

Me: well you started it!!

Him: (laughs) by the way there are so many things i want you to change

Me: what is it??

Him: i want your necklace to be replaced a 'z' pendant on it..

I want to change your nickname into a catwoman and lastly..

*dug* *tug* *dug* *tug* *dug* *tug*

Me: what??

Him: i want to change your last name ..

Boom! Fireworks there fireworks here! Ohmygosh!

>/////<

Me: you really didnt fail to make my heart beat faster you know

Him: tss. I know because you like me that much

*dug* *tug* *dug* *tug* *dug* *tug*

Me: tss.. I know you like me that much too

Him: okay you hooked me up catwoman

*dug* *tug* *dug* *tug* *dug* *tug*

I think i might die. >////////<