DESTROY.

MINAH.

I waited for Kai in front of the school this morning.

He showed up, when Sahee had went into the school building.

Kai always does it like that, like he's secretly following her.

“Oppa!” I called him in my cutest, most adorable voice.

He just gave me a glance and wanted to pass me.

“Wait, oppa! Don't you want to say 'good morning'?”

I made puppy eyes, but Kai didn't pay any attention to me.

Maybe he doesn't like aegyo?

I just silently followed him into the classroom,

where he sat down next to Sahee. Of course.

I glared at her and then quickly turned around to throw my bag on the seat next to Chanyeol.

He looked at me, shocked, but I didn't care.

“What?” I asked harshly, making him look down on the desk.

She took my place.

My place on his side.

On Lu Han-oppa's side.

She was now standing with him under the oak tree.

She was now kissing him on the park bench.

Instead of me.

“Kai-oppa?”

Kai looked up from his paper, his eyes piercing into mine.

So dark. So mysterious.

“Have you ever had a girlfriend?” I asked him.

Kai shook his head. “No,” he replied in his husky voice.

“No?” I repeated and smiled.

This was my chance.

I felt a little bit like a sasaeng fan while I followed Kai.

But that didn't matter, though, because I was doing this since a while now.

I knew, that he was following Sahee and always watched her.

At first I thought that Kai is secretly in love with her, but that wasn't true.

Later, I found out something really interesting.

Kai wasn't in love with her.

Kai wasn't obsessed wit her.

Kai didn't like her.

It was something completely different.

I remember this one day, when I followed Kai in the break.

He waited in front of Sahee's locker.

They spoke about something with love including 'him'.

I think that Lu Han-oppa was meant by 'him'.

Even if it was really crowded, I could clearly recognize his voice.

His deep, husky voice.

“We are machines. We cannot love.”

At first, that didn't really make sense to me.

But then Kai mentioned that 'they' don't age and stuff.

And suddenly everything made sense to me.

Even the scene in the library where I saw Kai and Sahee together for the very first time.

Everything made sense.

I just had to make a little step.

Maybe a slipped out word?

Machine?

This was my chance to destroy her.

Forever.