Into you
Heartless MachineINTO YOU.
I didn't had to go to school, of course, it was saturday, why should I.
I was still at the graveyard and on top of that it began to rain about 6 am.
Can things like me catch a cold?
It was almost 2pm.
The time was flying at this place, but I already mentioned that.
One hour.
Two hours.
"Sahee?" I heard my name right in front of me.
I lifted my head just to look in a pair of worried eyes.
"Are you okay?" Lu Han asked and put his hand on my shoulder.
I could feel the warmth flowing into my cold body.
"No," I said and dropped my head again.
I just wanted to cry right now.
This place is really made for crying.
"I'll be right back," he said and left to put his rose in front of Chaeri's grave.
He stood there for a short time and came back to my bench.
"Why are you here outside? It's raining."
"I know. But I don't know where to go now."
Lu Han looked at my wet clothes and took my hand. "Let's go."
I didn't know why he was doing this.
Why was he taking me with him?
Maybe humans just have too big hearts.
Lu Han lived in an apartment in a skyscraper.
It was one of those hightech ones.
"Our house is outside Seoul. But it's okay here."
Now I finally realized that my hands were shaking.
My hair was wet and dripped on the nice clean floor.
I took off my shoes and followed him into his room.
"Sit down," he said and pointed on his bed.
"But-" I'm wet.
"No, just sit there." He pushed me on his bed and went to another room.
His bed was warm. Just like him.
"Here, a towel." He handed me a light blue one.
I tried to dry my clothes, but it didn't help really.
Lu Han then gave me a bunch of clothes.
"The bath is right next to my room. Go and change."
My wet socks left some little puddles on the floor.
When I started to change my clothes, I could smell him.
The shirt was too big and the pants too long.
I went back to his room, where he looked out of the window.
"Thank you for everything," I said.
He turned around and smiled at me.
"What do you want to eat?" Lu Han asked me and the tv.
"Uhmm, I don't know," I answered and could watch Music Core.
"Then we'll order... chicken?" He laughed a little.
I nodded. "Oh, look Lu Han-ssi, there's EXO-K!"
He came over and sat down next to me. "Do you like them?"
"Yes, I really like them." I smiled.
"And I want you to call me 'oppa' now."
I turned my head. "Uh, sorry?"
"Call me Lu Han-oppa."
I was a bit surprised but then smiled. "Lu Han-oppa."
We ate chicken together, while we watched the rest of Music Core.
It was the best day of my life till now.
"You have to stay here." Lu Han Oppa looked at me.
"Why?"
"Because you said, you didn't know where to go."
I nodded. "Right."
I was surprised, he didn't ask why.
Why I didn't have a place to go.
He brought me into the guest room, next to his parents' room.
Since his parents were on vacation till next year, he said it would be okay.
"This is yours."
It was a nice room, definitely nicer than mine.
It had a nice bed, a desk and a chair and everything was perfectly decorated.
The view from the window was over the Han River.
It was wonderful.
"Thank you, oppa," I could only say and bowed.
Lu Han looked in my eyes.
This time I could see everything.
His eyes looked happy, but at the same time sad.
And then he just hugged me tightly.
I could realize his scent.
I could feel his warmth flowing into me.
Our cheeks touched.
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Time to go to the dentist now ~ ^^
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