COLD.

On Wednesday Lu Han-oppa always stays at the school until ten o'clock.

Because he has a dance group there with his friends, Lay and Sehun.

I knew, that he wouldn't come back too early.

I knew it. And I thought, I could do this and would come back after a while.

That's what I thought.

I left school and went to the house. Not to his apartment.

The house. It still looked the same.

A light blue color lit up the laboratory at the back of the house.

I stepped through the wet muddy grass towards the entrance.

There was a security system with a code.

Every member had a different one.

6-9-2-4-6-6-8-0-0-1

My personal code. My serial nummer.

"Product SH-001 identified. Entrance allowed."

The door opened and cold blue lights blinded me.

I walked through the empty hallways. It was so cold here.

Coldness. Death. Dead people. Artificial.

I entered a room which was marked as End-Phase-Control.

I still recognized this room.

It was the room where I opened my eyes for the very first time.

Mrs Kim and the doctor always used to be here.

They always waited for me here.

But the room was empty and cold. 

The metal desk in the middle where I sometimes had to lie down was empty.

The two chairs next to it were also empty. 

There hadn't been someone in here for quite a time.

I walked in and touched the desk. 

It was cold, even colder than my hand. 

When I turned around the door was closed.

I didn't remember that I closed it.

I didn't.

"SH-001."

Someone was calling me and I knew that I was meant.

Even if nobody called me like that before.

It was already programed since the beginning.

I didn't answer. I tried to find the person who was speaking.

The big room was still empty. No one was here.

"SH-001, answer."

"Yes, I am here," I immediately answered even if I didn't want to.

It felt like someone was controlling me. 

My legs moved closer to the desk again and forced me to sit down.

I couldn't control myself anymore. Someone was there.

I couldn't say anything. My body laid down on the cold metal.

My body was getting colder and colder. Colder and colder.

My temperatur was falling and my human habits began to appear.

My hands began to tremble and I crumped.

Every single warmth was flowing out of my body.

No, it felt like it was flushed out. 

I felt so helpless.

I wanted to leave this horrible place.

I wanted to get back to school.

I wanted to go back to the apartment.

I wanted to be in Lu Han-oppa's arms again.

I wanted this to stop.

Someone opened the door and a group of figures entered.

I knew that they were going to do something to me.

Something I didn't want.

A single tear rolled down my cheek and landed on the cold metal.