Dangerous
Heartless MachineDANGEROUS.
Lu Han was a very nice and mature person.
He is very caring and treats others well.
His kids would be raised by a great father.
His wife would have a kind, honest and loving husband.
He is perfect.
I am not.
He deserves a perfect partner.
Someone who cherishes him as much as he deserves.
Someone who can respond to his love.
His ultimate immortal love.
Someone who can give birth to his children.
Someone who can love him, even in heaven.
Someone who is human.
How could such a person love me?
Me, someone who is dead and not even existing?
Me, who has no blood?
Me, who hasn't got a heart?
I would do everything to become human again.
"Sahee? Did you hear about the new student?"
I woke up from my daydreams and met Chanyeol's eyes.
I just shook my head and yawned. Were my thoughts absent again?
"The teacher said that the new student will come tomorrow."
I just nodded and wanted to get to my daydreams again.
"Yes, I think it's in its final phase. It will be working soon."
I suddenly cringed. I got goose bumps all over my body.
It will be working soon.
A new machine.
Lu Han acted very carefully around me since that day.
He used to ask a lot more now and tried to give me his best smile.
Also, he liked to take my hand and hug me more often.
You don't have to do this.
It didn't feel the same.
It felt ... different.
Did my feelings change?
But he was the person I love.
Maybe my attitude changed.
I wanted to be human.
I was dangerous.
The door of the classroom opened and the principle stepped in.
He was followed by somebody, but I was busy daydreaming, like always.
"Hello everyone. This is your new classmate. Please be nice..."
I was thrown back to reality.
The new machine ...
has arrived.
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