DECISION.

I would never forget this moment.

I didn't close my eyes when he kissed me.

At first I was staring at him. I couldn't stop.

He was so ... perfect.

I was never that close to anybody before.

Not even when I was Chaeri.

It felt like a dream to me.

I could feel his warm breath on my cheek.

Then I closed my eyes.

I still hold his hand.

I didn't want to let go.

I smiled. 

I was the happiest person on earth right now.

We walked hand in hand.

The cold rain let my skin feel icy-cold.

He pulled me closer to his side.

When we arrived at home, our clothes were drenched.

The way he looked at me reminded me so much of the moment he brought me to his apartment.

He looked somehow worried.

And there's something else I realized.

He always looked a bit sad.

"Is something wrong?" I asked, still holding his hand.

He just smiled and shook his head. "No, it's nothing."

I made one step closer to him.

I placed a soft kiss on his cheek.

"Thank you so much, oppa."

We were watching a movie again.

And I felt, how tired he was.

And then he fell asleep.

He looked like an angel.

I wished that I could sleep too.

On the next days I began to feel slightly tired.

Even if homework wasn't a difficult thing for me,

I felt even more tired after school.

My head was hurting and my hands were shaking.

I was uncontrollable. I couldn't stop.

"Is everything okay with you, Sahee?" 

Baekhyun was there again. 

He looked very worried.

I rubbed my eyes and tried to smile.

Even this was getting harder.

"No, it's okay."

Could I get sick? 

Is that even possible?

No, it can't be.

Lu Han was worried about me and wanted to bring me to a hospital.

I just baulked and said it's just a cold.

I knew it wasn't.

If I get into a hospital, they would find out.

I have no blood, no real flesh, not even a brain.

I was living at Lu Han's apartment now for about a month.

I had to go to see them again.

Mrs Kim and the doctor.

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author-time!

hope you like this chapter!

i just didn't know what to write, so i decided to put in a little more dramatic scene (: