THANK YOU.

He was so close.

His breath brushed my face.

I could feel his heart beating.

Slowly. 

His warm cheek touched my cold cheek.

I could feel his warm hands on my back.

I could recognize his scent.

He tightened his arms around me.

I knew we both smiled.

The night was filled with thoughts.

Thoughts about everything.

The doctor. Mrs Kim.

The old man at the graveyard.

Minah.

Lu Han. 

Oppa.

I waited in front of the window until the sun raised.

It was beautiful how it let the Han River glow up.

I wanted to go there.

Outside I heard some noises.

Slowly I creeped to the door and opened it silently.

I peeked on the hallway, but nobody was there.

As I wanted to close it again, Lu Han's door opened.

He came out of his room.

Shirtless.

I couldn't move back into my room.

I couldn't stop staring.

What's happening?!

Stop it, Sahee! 

Go back to your room!

Now!

"You are already up?", Lu Han asked me as he saw me.

He wasn't disturbed by being half- around a girl.

But I couldn't even say a word.

And then he even came closer.

"Yes, I'm already up. I'll make the breakfast!" I said, so he went back to the bathroom again.

Lu Han came back, but this time with a pair of sweatpants and a loose shirt.

"Woah, you made bulgogi?" he said as he sat down to eat.

I nodded and smiled.

When we finished he gave me some of his clothes to wear.

The pants were all too long and the shirts to big.

"Doesn't matter, let's go!" he said and opened the door.

"Where do you want to go?" I asked.

"Buy some clothes."

He took me to some stores I didn't even know.

The people brought me dresses and shirts and everything...

"I am not staying a month, though." I said and posed in front of the mirror.

Lu Han stood next to me and nodded. "But you need clothes or do you want to walk around in mine?"

We left the store and I could already wear my new stuff.

I wore a pair of grey sneakers, a pair of slim light-blue jeans and a printed shirt.

"Oppa, thank you."

Lu Han just smiled at me and took my hand.