Hi guys! I'm baack!! But, soon will be gone T^T I was JUST informed that at my school, it's a requirment to read a certain book that they chose over the summer and write a 200 to 300 word essay based on TWO QUESTIONS. There is only 12 days of school left and I have to READ THE HUNGER GAMES AND THEN WRITE THIS ESSAY OMFG. First of all, how are you going to write 300 words based of off two freaking questions, tsk tsk tsk, school makes you want to kill!!

Anywho, I hate the chat thingie on AFF. Not that theres anything wrong with it, but it's the fact that practically everyone talking on it is already friends! So anything to start off your convo with them makes you feel awkward (At least for me) In real life, I'm the kind of person who doesn't know how to talk to people. You know, SUPER SHY. I mean, I've stopped a growing relationship with a new friend once because I didn't know how to start a conversation or how to say HELLO to her. LOL.

In the internet world, I may seem really outgoing, but that's only because I don't get to see anyone's face and I usually only have to reply to what they comment (Barely anyone wants to start a real convo with me xD lol Because I'm lame lol.)

Anyways, back on topic and the reason why I hate AFF chats. I try to talk to people, but it's just so awkward because everyone already knows each other!! It's very difficult for me to talk to anyone online if there is a big group of people reading/replying to you. Then, sometimes, people just don't get my sense of humor... -__- I'm being myself, but people on AFF chat just don't find it funny... :c I hate myself. I hate my personality for not being funny or outgoing T^T

AFF chat makes me feel like >.< I'm glad my some of the people I talk here get my humor o.o Because its all mostly sarcastic like k pop idols and honestly, why would anyone disagree about that? -__- I would Zelo and Himchan if I could. Lol, but not really because I'm religious. I'd have to force them to marry me first. lol xD

Gahhh... I'm sorry this isn't a newly updated chapter. I'm still trying to get my head on right and remember what the past chapter was... Other than that, I also got my hands full with the essay thing and I'm so nervous about school! I'm on a bus for the first time too because I live a bit far from school. I'm scared about that because then I'd have to face people I don't know and they'll stare at me when you walk in >.<

Ah geez, school's all about education, but everyone else makes you too nervous to get your attention fully onto learning.

Freshman. That's what I am this year. Gosh, Freshmen hunt!! The seniors are going to embarrassed me!! Oh nooo T^T That's why I'm going to try my best to look older. Yeah, plucking my brows and putting on makeup... lol xD

I'm also getting contacts this year! No more glasses yay! My contacts are going to be blue o: I hope no one gets racist and starts talking about how an asian shouldn't have blue eyes >.>

Ahhh, well, you can't help it.

This is the world we live in, after all.