Sehun's heart was beating so loud that he could hear it drumming in his ears, he was sure Kai would be able to feel the erratic of his heartbeats.

God how much he missed those lips, they had only kissed a few times but Sehun feel he could get used it, get used to having Kai kissed him like this. He tenderly wrapped his arms around Kai's neck as he kissed back with much passion, that seemed to encouraged Kai and he pressed a little closer but not with much pressure that would cause discomfort to Sehun. Kai used one hand to hold Sehun's waist while the other hand was rested on Sehun's belly where their baby lay. The thought of his baby pulled him out and he abruptly pulled back to look at Kai with his hand now resting on top of Kai's that was placed on his stomach. "M-my baby?" He asked his voice breaking, scared of what he might hear.He remembered taking a fall, and some parts of his body ached, he feel a bit better but he was not sure if his baby had survived the fall with him– God forbids if something happened to his baby he would never be able to forgive his brother for it. He could over look all that Shixun had done to him so far and forgive him but he would never, ever forgive him for purposely killing his child. He loved his baby so much just as much as he loved his baby's father. Kai smiled and caresses his cheek."Our baby is doing just fine, nothing happened to it" he told him and Sehun let out a breath of relief, he found himself smiling as he pressed a little harder on Kai's hand that was still resting on his stomach. Then Kai was leaning in again and connecting his lips with Sehun's, he smiled through the kiss as he continued to kiss Sehun passionately. Every doubt that Sehun ever had flew out of his system at the feeling of Kai's lips against his own, it felt so good, Kai felt like home, like where Sehun belonged. He pulled Kai closer to deepen the kiss, and Kai smiled against his lips once again. "I love you so much Sehun" Kai whispered before he nibbled on Sehun's lower lip, tenderly pushing his tongue into the younger's mouth and Sehun welcomed it with a low moan betraying his throat. Their tongues tangled as Kai mapped every corner of his mouth. God how much he loved this feeling. Sehun was so lost in the feeling of Kai kissing him to remember they had company in the room, it was until someone cleared their throat that they both simultaneously pulled back. "Oh my God. I am so sorry I shouldn't have–" he said at the realization that he just shared a kiss with Kai, his brother's husband In front of his and Kai's family. "Hey! why are you apologizing?" Kai's mom asked "It's okay you both needed it. And besides you're married couple" she added with a smile. "Married?" "Yeah, you don't remember about that?" Kai asked and he visibly tensed. "No. Yeah – I remember you telling me and I freaked out and became hysteric because it can't happen, it shouldn't be happening" he said and Kai let out a relief sigh. "Why not?" "Are you seriously asking me that?" "I mean you have feelings for me and I have feelings for you, so I don't see why we shouldn't be together" "He's right oppa" Jennie said sending a smile Sehun's way. "How did you know?" His eyes widened at the realization of Kai knowing how he truly felt about him, how the hell did he find out? It seemed he was in daze when Kai kissed him, he thought he was probably still in his dreams that he kissed Kai back without a second thought, because he craved for the other's touch so bad. "It doesn't matter hunnie, the most important thing is that we love each other and we're married  Thank you. For sticking by my side despite the mistakes I’ve made. For looking out for me and… risking everything for someone like me that gives you nothing in return. You never asked to be here, yet here you are." Kai said cupping his face. Sehun stared intensely into his husband's eyes, Husband, he could call him that right? And he almost got lost from the amount of love he saw, it was raw, unadulterated and open. Kai was laying his feelings bare for him to see, he wasn't hiding it like he used to. Which was why Sehun never noticed until the night he heard Kai and his brother talked. He wanted to be with Kai more than anything in this world but he had to consider others. Others meant his brother, how would he take it? As much as Sehun hated those almost unforgiving things his brother did to him, he still wanted to consider his feelings, because that was the difference between them. Sehun always considered other's feelings while his brother only considered what he wanted, just himself. But Sehun wasn't going to give up on Kai not after knowing Kai wanted to be with him, Kai loved him as much he did the older, Kai chose him– but he still wanted to consider how his brother would take it.  And how his parents would take it, would they accept them to be together or would they rather Kai to be with Shixun? His Dad had shown his approval if Sehun remembered correctly, the elder had smiled and seemed so much in relief when Kris told him Kai was now Sehun's husband, he even encouraged Sehun to accept it and see it as God's grace but his papa on the other side didn't show any sign of acceptance toward the situation. Still, the most important person to consider was his brother. "What about Shixun?" His eyes automatically went to his brother that was wiping his tears as he leaned against a wall. The memory of how his brother attempted to kill him flooded his mind, how the other pushed him down that window without an ounce of humanity or remorse, just so he could get rid of Sehun and the baby that was growing inside him. Sehun wanted to hate him right now, resent him, but he couldn't, he couldn't hate his brother no matter how much of a bad person he could be. Sehun believed there was good in his brother and the younger was just angry at everything and not because he actually wanted Sehun and his baby dead. Right? "It's over between us" Kai said with anger lacing his voice. "Tell me something Sehun, did Shixun have anything to do with the fall? Did he pushed you" Sehun lifted his head to glanced at his brother who ducked his head refusing to meet Sehun's eyes. "No" he said "He didn't. it was an accident" At that Shixun snapped his head to look at his twin, there was something in his eyes that says a lot but Sehun couldn't seem to understand what exactly. "Why are you–" "It's the truth" he quickly cut off, the last thing he wanted was his brother being hated by everyone "It was an accident" he said firmly, refusing to budge and his eyes landed on his hyung(kris) who gave him a unreadable look. "Sehun you don't have to cover for him if he really did something like that" His dad encouraged. Sehun shook his head. "No Dad, he didn't, please let's not speak of the accident again, the only thing that matters is that I am fine and so is the baby" he said  his belly a few times that had Kai smiling down at his husband. "Kai can I please talk to you for a moment?" Shixun suddenly said and Sehun's heart dropped, the insecurity was still deep within him even though Kai chose him but he was sure his brother was definitely not on board with it and Sehun was scared he might do something again to take Kai away from him. He subconsciously tightened his hold on Kai's hand. Kai noticed the tension growing in his mind and he lifted his chin with a finger to make Sehun look him in the eye. The look on Kai's eyes conveyed a lot of promises that would never be broken, and Sehun leaned into the older's hand as Kai caressed his cheek."I swear to the heavens, I will never allow him to manipulate me again, I've learned my lessons and learned what a devil he is in disguise–" That earned him a smack on the chest from Sehun."ouch, I am sorry but it's the truth" "I know he's done bad things but you shouldn't call him a devil" Sehun pouted. Kai cooed before leaning in to peck his lips. "Okay, I won't, I  promise you no one will separate us ever again, we're one and I love you so much. You know that" Sehun nodded, then he chewed on his lips wanting to say something, and he knew Kai would not be pleased about what he was about to say, but after all he was Sehun the selfless one, always considering others before himself. "I know you love me and I love so much Kai, you have no idea how much" he glanced at his brother then to Kai and his husband was furrowing his brows, probably already guessing what Sehun was about to say but the younger continued "are you sure this is the right thing? I mean us being together–" "Sehun stop!–" Kai said, his voice rising. "No please let me finish, I want you to think about it, and decide appropriately, no rush, and I promise to respect whatever you decided. You see the world already knows about you being married to my brother, how will it look like when suddenly you revealed me as your husband? What will the p