Kai's quote: The battleline between good and evil runs through the heart of every man.  
Inside each of us, there is the seed of both good and evil. It's a constant struggle as to which one will win. And one cannot exist without the other but what defines us is whether we choose to practice good or to practice evil.

   
The things happening lately were really trying to get the best of him, he was happy to learn that Sehun was his husband and they're going to become fathers in 8 months time, but Kai was also worried. Sehun didn't love him in that way, and he might reject Kai as his spouse, but whatever the case, Kai was never going to let him go. He would never sign those papers, he would wait for Sehun to understand and hopefully one day love him not just as a friend but the way Kai wanted him to. With the way his mind was working he decided to get a coffee after seeing Sehun entered Shixun's room without sparing Kai a glance., Kai decided to stick out side the hospital building a little longer to get a breather. But never in a million year did he think he would witness the love of his life falling down a two story building. Kai's whole body was on auto pilot, as he watched Sehun landing on the ground. Fear engulfed, fear for his husband and for something happening to their baby. He didn't think he could handle it if something were to happen to either Sehun or his child, but his priority was Sehun, it would always be Sehun. Kai prayed for any deity out there to keep his best friend safe. He couldn't lose Sehun. He didn't even want to imagine and have a life where his best friend wasn't in it. He threw the coffee he was holding and ran as fast as he could to where Sehun was. Crouching down, he pulled Sehun into his arms, "No, no, no baby, no please not again." Just when he thought his lonely night were finally over, something like this came crashing on him. The way it's happening felt like a deja Vu, he could never forget the day he held Sehun's bloodied body in his arms just like this, on the night of the accident. He felt as though someone had reached into his chest to crush his heart with their bare hands, clutching it tighter and tighter with every breath that left him. "This can't be happening again, please Sehun– baby, I can't lose you, I can't go through what i went through without you – please baby please be safe," But there was a different, Sehun seemed to be less injured compared to the other time he held him this way. He was still unconscious though and a few bruises on his hand. Kai stared at it a little longer and he noticed it was some sort of finger markings, like someone held Sehun tight enough to leave such bruises. What happened? Did Sehun tried to kill himself? Or did someone pushed him? Kai knew Sehun wasn't suicidal, he wasn't the type to try such act especially after knowing he was pregnant, and from the looks of it, Sehun loved his baby, he would never do anything as such to jeopardize the little being's safety. Someone was definitely responsible for this. Despite his mind was in chaos, Kai could guess a few things, either the two brothers got into an argument and accident happened or Shixun purposely pushed him. His blood boiled with rage at the thought of Shixun doing this to his love. But was Shixun really capable of doing such thing? Kai had known him not for so long but he didn't seem to be the kind of person that would commit such act against his own twin brother.  His went to rest a hand on Sehun's stomach. "I love you both, so– so much you have to survive this– Daddy can't lose you, daddy is going to be so crushed if something happens to either you or your papa. Please" he cried. Kai didn't know how long he had been holding Sehun like that, his mind had gone completely blank for a moment and couldn't act until he felt someone lifting Sehun off his arms. His body instantly reacted at the sense of someone taking his husband away from the safety of his arms and his eyes snapped up to see some nurses and a doctor putting Sehun onto a stretcher. Behind the doctor was a very much frightened looking Kris just like him as he called his brother's name repeatedly. Then his eyes landed on Sehun's parents and a terrified looking Shixun, with tears rolling continuously down his face. Then it hit him, his Sehun, his best friend, the love of his life, his husband was laying there unconscious because of something that had to do with Shixun. With that thought in mind Kai pushed through, his eyes fixated on Shixun as he yanked the other before slamming him against a wall. Shixun groaned In pain, his eyes widening at the sight of Kai pinning him to the wall with a hand tightly around his neck. "K-kai!" Shixun choked out. "You" Kai snarled "You did this to him" it wasn't a question but a statement. For some reason Kai knew Shixun did that to Sehun. Shixun shook his head as best as he could with Kai's hand choking him."I– didn't, it was an accident, I tried to save him but it was too late" "Liar!" He spat "I don't believe you" "Please Kai I am telling the truth. Why– why would I do that to my own twin?" "You tell me–" "Kai stop" Sehun's carrier father came forward, pulling Kai away from Shixun. "What do you think you're doing."  Shixun coughed a few times as he rubbed his throat. "It's okay Pa, Kai didn't mean it. He thought I did that to Sehun" Shixun said, hand going to hold his father's Eunhyuk looked at Kai with a deep frown."What? How could you think of such thing? Shixun tried to save his brother but couldn't, and he immediately came to us telling us Sehun's fell off and he couldn't save him." Kai shook his head a little, he didn't want to disrespect his father in law but something didn't feel right, the story sounded convincing but not enough to Kai."I don't believe him" he said pointing an accusing finger at Shixun."he did this to Sehun" "Are you saying that he tried to kill his own brother?" "Not probably to kill him, but may be to hurt him and his baby for sure" Sehun's father shook his head in disbelief."You're wrong. Kai. You should have seen how frightened Shixun looks" Kai wanted to say more but he didn't want to result in an argument with Sehun's pa, so he nodded, turned and made an attempt to walk away but Shixun held his wrist. Kai stared at the hand holding his then up to Shixun's face. "Kai please I don't want you to think bad of me. I didn't do it Kai, believe me" "Why will it matter if I believe you or not?" "It does, you're my husband–" "Don't." He said a bit harsher than intended "Shixun don't say that again, you're not my husband. My husband is there fighting for his and our baby's life" He wanted to believe Shixun, he really did and he knew Shixun wasn't a bad person, his only fault was falling in love with Kai. But there's this powerful voice in his head that kept telling him Shixun had something to do with how his husband was right now. "So now you just ending things with me? I thought you're better than that Kai. I thought we had this beautiful thing between us" "Well sorry to disappoint you– we did had a thing though, but I can't be with you Shixun. I am sorry. I really am, if the choice was given to me before I would have chosen Sehun a thousand times. You  know it. He's the only man that my heart yearns for " he said those words placing a palm over his chest, directly above where his heart lie. "Kai don't do this, think about all those time we spent together. Think about how much we love each other" "I don't love you Shixun, I never did, Sehun has already occupied every bit of space in my  heart, there is no more space to put you in even if I wanted to" "But he doesn't love you. I–" Shixun pointed a finger at himself "love you so ing much, you can't be with someone who doesn't have feelings for you" Kai scoffed at that. "Tell that to yourself" "I thought you liked me" "I did" "Then let's be together" "I can't" "You can't or won't" "Which ever fits you"  "Is it because I lost our baby? We can have another one Kai. Why are you doing this to me? Though Kai wasn't attached to Shixun's pregnancy, it still hurt him when the other lost it. "It's not about that." "Then what if I never lose the baby,  are you still going to leave me?" Kai was silent for a moment, not because he was hesitating but because he suddenly felt pity for Shixun, the latter loved Kai, but Kai loved Sehun and that would never change , then he nodded "I would have still left you, as long as I know Sehun's legally married to me." Shixun nodded as he blinked his tears away.
"Kai please, I love you, I need you" "No, you don't need me, you were doing just fine before you met me. I am sorry I broke you heart Shixun, i am sorry I couldn't love you even when I made the effort. And now I have to go and be there for my husband. My real husband" He knew he was probably being a jerk, but he couldn't be nice even if he wanted to. He pried Shixun's hand off his wrist before turning to walk into the hospital, ignoring the sound of Shixun's wails, he didn't have the luxury of sympathy at moment, all he wanted now was to be there for the most important person in his life. He had to stop and leaned against a wall when he entered into the building, his eyes closed momentarily and took a deep breath before he continued to walk.  Sighting Sehun's Dad leaning against a wall a with his head down, Kai bowed at man before proceeding to take his seat next to Kris. They were sat outside the room where Sehun was being attended to, Kris was sitting by his side and he felt the other's hand on his shoulder. He turned sideway to look at his friend. "He's going to be fine." Kris told him. "He's a fighter, we've been here before" Kai nodded because he knew Kris was right. If anyone could defeat death it was Sehun. Kai have faith that his husband and baby were going to be Alright. "He have to be" he said "Thanks" They didn't exchange another word as they continued to sit in silence for almost an hour before the door opened as the doctor stepped out. Sehun's dad was the first to react, then Kai stood up and Kris followed suit. "How is he?" Sehun's dad asked "He's fine. Nothing life threatening." The doctor responded. "The baby?" Kai asked. "Fine as well" Kai let out a breath of relief. "It's a miracle how the pregnancy survived such a fall" Kai didn't know how he found himself smiling at that. He was really g