Sehun's quote: Whatever our souls are made of, his and mind are the same.

 

 

"I want to tell you a few things" his dad started and Sehun hummed, urging his dad to continue "you know I love you right?" "I know dad" "And I will do anything to make sure you're happy" "I know" "It's breaks my heart Sehun you have no idea how much.– but there is nothing do be done that won't leave you heart broken" "I know" Sehun whispered taking a deep breath, braced even more himself for what to come. "You know how this works. Don't you? You Know you have let go of Kai completely. You know Kai will have to marry your brother now." Sehun closed his eyes, he had come to terms with all those but he couldn't help the agonizing pain his heart was going through. He couldn't believe it's over even before it started. And he couldn't blame his parents, he knew how things were going to be.
"I know dad, I know, but it still doesn't hurt any less" His dad held him closer."I know Sehun and I am very sorry about everything. I wish I could change things." "It's okay Dad, I will have to live with it. With the fact that Kai will never be mine, but instead a brother in law to me" his throat tightened as he said those words. "I've talked to Kai's father and we discussed about the possibilities for Kai not having to marry Shixun but–" his dad paused taking a few seconds before he continued."We came up with none. The only solution is to get them married as soon as possible before someone picks up the news about your brother's pregnancy,  the media will make havoc that will cause a mayhem to both our companies and lives" Sehun shifted a little as he took another deep intake. "I know premarital babies are not acceptable in our society. I know it will be hard for the baby if it's born out of wedlock, I know it will be hard on your business dad and I know it will be hard on me as well. But I am not going to be selfish to throw a tantrum or oppose the marriage. I know it's the best way and will make things easier for everyone. So I am okay Dad, I will leave instead, I can't stay in Korea to witness it, I have to get as far away as possible." His dad turned slightly to face him, his face falling.
"You're leaving?" He asked and Sehun nodded. "Where do you want to go?" "America, I will study in Yale and I will settle there even after finishing my college. I don't want to ever come back to Korea– but I will come if it is really important or needed for me to be here" "Oh my baby boy. Sehun!" His dad pulled him into his arms. "I wish I can tell you stay by my side. I don't want you to leave but I also don't want to tie you down to a place that gives you nothing but heart aches." Sehun snuggled his Dad's neck, tears already rolling down his face . Damnit! he was so tired of crying but the tears wouldn't seem to end. "I am sorry Dad, I am sorry I have to leave because of Kai." He clutched tightly onto his father's shirt. "I understand Sehun, I wish I can tell you otherwise, but you'll have to come back in a few years to take over the company." "No Dad, no. Please I don't want to" he shook his head as he pulled back to look at his father. "But it's your rightful place, your birthright. You have to" "Shixun should take over it."  "No, Sehun you're my first born in absence of your brother Yifan, and you're my pride,  I want to pass  the company my ancestors and I have worked so hard in, to you. Our blood, sweat and tears mingled to make the company what it became today. I don't trust your brother that much to hand the company over to him" "What? How could you say that? why?" "Don't get me wrong son, I love your brother. I really do, he's my son as well but there are certain things I can't give him control over. I've never told you this but your brother is not the innocent boy i used to know and understand, he has changed into someone I barely recognized anymore." He sighed. "And i believe it's my fault he became that way." Sehun allowed his brain to process the words and he could relate how's his Dad was feeling, he loved his brother too but honestly he didn't understand the younger either. "I get it Dad. I understand what you're trying to say." He chewed his lower lip when something popped up in his head, this was the best solution,. He needed someone that would truly care for his parents, "Dad. I want ask you something." "Go ahead son" "You know all my close friends, and I want to know what you think about them" His dad furrowed his brows a little."What I think about them?" "Yeah, I want to know please." "Well my favorite is Kris, he seems to be a good boy, I've watched you two interact a few times and your papa once told me he likes the boy, he said he wished he can get you two married." Sehun chuckled at that. He was so relieved to hear his parents like Kris because that was what he wanted to hear."Me and Kris hyung as a couple? No way, I like him and respect him a lot, and I have never for once thought of him in that way. He's like a big brother to me" His dad smiled. "I know, Its my way of trying to tell you he's a good kid" Sehun nodded with a proud smile."So can you sponsor him to go to college?" "Of course Sehun, I can do that" his dad said without an ounce of hesitation. "I will really want that, I want to go with him and study together in Yale" "That can be arranged" "But I am not sure if he'll accept your help" "Okay, how about we make it look like a scholarship?" Sehun nodded. "Good idea. He's been studying in our school on scholarship, I am sure he'll agree if it looks that way." "He's a boy with honor. I like him a lot. really." Sehun liked this, even though he wasn't certain Kris was his lost brother. The idea of having another brother in the family made him extremely happy especially when it was to Kris, and from the looks of things his Dad could hand the company over to Kris if his suspicions were correct. Since he was leaving and planning on not coming back, ever, then this was what he would have to do. He would figure it out. And make sure everything was in its right place before he leave, because Sehun didn't have the intension of coming back. Ever to Korea. It's a place that gave him so much pain even though it also gave him happy memories to remember and hold on to. And if Kris was really his brother, everything would be easier, they would go to Yale together, study and after graduating Kris would come back and take over the family business and Sehun would live his life in the States. Maybe he might even find love and happiness there. They were silent for a moment before he spoke again."Dad, I want to ask you about that necklace" "Necklace? What necklace?" "The one Shixun and i have" "Oh, what about it?" Sehun adjusted his position a little as he tried to find the perfect way to ask about what he needed to know in a subtle way. "One of my friends saw it and he actually likes it and asked where I got it from, he said he'll like to get one for himself. " he lied. His dad shook his head a little, "Oh that's sad because he can't." Sehun raised his eyebrows."Why not?" "It's specially made just for my family. There are only three pieces in the world. It was made from a very rare red gold my father inherited from his ancestors and he gifted it to me, so when I learned you papa was carrying a set of twins, we decided to do something special for you. It was a couple of months away from your brother Yifan's first birthday when we took the raw gold to a man my dad recommended us to and we asked him to make three pieces of necklace with it that has two letters from each of your names. Yifan's had YF, yours SH , and your brother's SX. We wanted you to feel unique, so we made sure he won't make same design to any other person. It specially custom made." Sehun's breath got caught up in his throat, suddenly he felt the air in his lungs not enough for him to breath probably. It wasn't anxiety attack, it something he couldn't describe. All he could feel was his head pounding with the thought of Kris, his body began to shake and it seemed his Dad took a notice as he held his hand gently. "Sehun are you alright?" His features morphed into that of a concerned father. Sehun managed to pull himself together, taking a deep breath, before slowly nodding. "Y-yeah, I am fine– uhm dad will you mind telling me how you lost my brother. Yifan?" His dad looked a bit stunned but he nodded anyway. "It was on his first birthday, we were in China back then, me and your pa decided to make it a little special so we went to a small village that has a beautiful waterfall and the most beautiful river I've seen, it was my idea. Yifan was just a year old but he loves water a lot so I wanted to make it special for him." He paused for a brief moment and observed Sehun. "It was going on perfectly until your pa got into a small argument with a lady because of some useless space she claimed it was hers when your papa was setting up a camp bed. I was sitting with Yifan but I had to go and help my husband, so i placed your brother on the chair and gave him his ball to play with before striding to where you father was, it only took a few minutes to resolved the issue but when we returned your brother was no where to be found. We searched the whole woods but couldn't find him, even the people there helped us with the search but it was futile, we couldn't find him till this day. We came to a conclusion that may be someone followed us purposely just to take him– but then again if it had been for the money, I thought the person was supposed to call and ask for ransom but they never did which was still very confusing." He finished with a sad expression on his face. Sehun sighed, reaching to take a hold of his father's hand. "I am sorry Dad" he said caressing the elder's knuckles. "But have you thought of the possibility of may be –just may be he fell into the river?" His Dad stared at him for a moment before he shook his head and said. "No, not really, even though a little girl who was there claimed that she saw him chasing after his ball towards the river, we didn't give it much thought because we thought if that was the case some of the people there would've definitely seen it happen, because the surrounding was a little crowded." Sehun hummed, nodding to every word his dad said."What if it happened so fast that no one noticed but that little girl?" His dad seemed to be in thought for almost two minutes, he shook his head once again and shrugged a little. "I don't know really." "What if he fell and somehow survived and may be someone saw him and raised him?" "No I don't think anyone will raise someone else's child without looking for their parents first–" "What if they looked for you but couldn't get to you?" "I don't think so–" "You should think of many possibilities at this dad" Sehun pressed, he wished he could just tell his dad about the possibility of Kris being his lost son. But he needed to be sure, even with the necklace as a proof he needed an accurate evidence, he had to be fully sure of it before telling his parents. "You're right, I think we'll register our D