Dear Mr. Kim JaeJoong,

Mr. Kim Junsu came over to cook for me today. I know how you loved to cook for everyone. He looked like you with his back turned.

I wish he would stay like that. Every time I look, I can replace him with you. I know it sounds mean, but I wish it was true. But Mr. Kim Junsu would never turn his back on me.

Never.

His food tastes has the same feeling to it. It's home-cooked. Every bite I eat, I think of you. Every look up, and he is the one who is smiling back.

I wonder, Mr. Kim JaeJoong, is he taking your place? Slowly, he is making me forget about you. Slowly, I am growing more attached.

Slowly, slowly.

{ day 224. }