Dear Mr. Kim JaeJoong,

My relapses are getting worse, but the time to meet with you once again is growing near. I am happy.

Hey, Mr. Kim JaeJoong, let's take a ride on the ferris wheel again. It was the closest I ever got to touching the sky, to flying with the birds.

My first kiss was with you on the ferris wheel. We were stopped at the top. It was a winter day and it was cold. You kept me warm, your hug sent jolts through my body. I was naive, I didn't know what you were going to do.

I'm sorry I pushed you away.

It's back in town this week. I think I might go.

{ day 72. }