Dear Mr. Kim JaeJoong,

I've made time for writing before my next checkup with the doctor. He says my disease is progressing faster than it should be.

I have less than a year left.

I think I'll make this year count. My life is worth living, with or without the one I love the most.

Today, it was raining. I decided to run outside in the rain. I did this once before, don't you remember? I caught a cold after, and you took care of me while I was shivering. All I could see when I looked up were your caring eyes. It made me want to hug you, but I knew I would get you sick.

But right now, I wouldn't mind if you were here. I would hug you and never let go.

{ day 75. }