Dear Mr. Kim JaeJoong,

What are you thinking about right now? Are you thinking about your future, the past, or all the times we spent together? I know I’m thinking of our past together. There’s nothing I regret doing for you, but how I wish we could have spent more time together before the separation. If only…

I took a walk today. I went on the little trail we would always take to school. It may not have seemed like the greatest experience, but every second spent with you was immaculate in my eyes. I wore my old boots, the ones you gave me. Even though they were a bit big at the time, I grew into them. I can remember the water splashing, the glimmer of every droplet as we walked. How I wished those moments would last for an eternity. But they didn’t.

The sky was cloudy today. You would have said that the clouds were covering the great sky’s beauty, that they wanted it all for themselves. I think, if I could choose, I would have been one of those clouds later on in life. I wanted to watch, drift, always.

{ day 4. }