Dear Mr. Kim JaeJoong,

Mr. Kim Junsu made a visit today. He dragged me from my bed, out into the fresh air. You would have liked today. You would have liked to lay beside me, enjoying the big blue sky. Enjoying the feeling of being such a smal creature in such a big universe. I could never understand why you liked this feeling. Maybe you liked the simple feeling of existing, Breathing. Living.

Even though it was cold, the sky was clear blue, no clouds blocking its beauty.

We just lay there on the cold ground, staring at the sky. It feels like you're beside me again, but you're not.

Mr. Kim Junsu is just a temporary replacement, but it still feels good to have a friend beside you.

I lost all my friends. They moved away from this shabby town, leaving me alone. Even you moved on. You left me for somewhere better.

Why didn't you take me with you? I thought you loved me.

I loved you.

{ day 200. }

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Thank you for all your comments. :D Maybe I should request for a review when I'm done... I want to see how my first ever (completed) fanfic was. (:

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