Dear Mr. Kim JaeJoong,

I went to the doctor again. He said there was something wrong with me. I despise hearing that type of thing. I don't think there is anything wrong, but I feel sad that this has been communicated with me.

I've also been diagnosed with depression. It seems as if the problems are endless these days. I wish we could go back to the clear blue days where we didn't have a care in the world.

These sad feelings, most of them are because of you. Because you left. Because you left me behind for a better place. I wanted to go with you, but you disappeared from my grasps.

You should have taken me with you.

{ day 96. }

• sorry if this letter wasn't very good. I wrote it on my iPod, so... My replies will be in the next chappy. (: Be good for Santa. Happy channuka ( is that how you spell it?) I think I like channuka better, you get NINE presents!