Chapter 52

It is never a good thing to judge..
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 L.Joe's POV    Ever since that incident which I really didn't mean to slap her but I did, she was clearly avoiding me. Who was I to blame? I know that I cared for her and the talk in my dream confirmed that part of my confusion and I really wasn't sure if I'd loved her. I hate this amnesia. What if I'm losing something really precious? Damn this whole thing.   There hadn't been any missions recently and I'm spending my time with Sohyun. I don't detest  nor like her presence.. it felt warmer to have someone by your side, you get it?   Saturday night was my breaking point. Woohyun barged into my room and threw a box at the foot of my bed with a loud sound and some things crashing in the box. He doesn't  even hesitate to walk away as soon as he did that. What ego. This has made Jaehyo grunt incoherent words as he fell back to sleep.   It took me a moment to realize that the box was for me. I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach but I reached for it nevertheless.   The first thing I saw as I put the lid aside was a sky blue envelope lying in the middle of all the other things. I opened it and read it in my heart.     "Dear L.Joe... Wait.. I shouldn't say 'dear' now would I? Haha."      I know it's from the girl and as I read, I imagined her saying all these in front of me.      "How are you and that girl of yours? Happy? Well, I'm really disgusted with myself for writing something to you. This is really the last straw. I mean, my last straw has already broken by you but... nevermind!"      It was practically an accident! I wasn't in control of my body.. I just didn't know why I was so furious at that time!      "You know something? I've always wanted to ask you since the beginning.. Why me? Why bother me? Sungyeol absent-mindedly confessed about you guys playing a game and making me the doll. It shocked me, big time but I threw that useless thought aside as I thought that you would be the one for me. But it wasn’t really the case has it? You took my heart in your hands and crushed it into pieces.. then, you left me alone to glue it all together which I’ve been trying my best to do. The worst thing you’ve done to me…… you never gave my heart back."     I had to stop and process this for a while. She’d insisted that I’ve toyed with her heart? Believe me, I’m not that of a bastard to make a pretty girl cry.     “Unless you try and get your memories back, I won’t ever try anything on you. Never in my dream will I ever try making you remember. So, I’m giving you everything back. Oh and let me remind you, she’s a two-faced and she had me there. With lots of distaste sincerely from my heart, Lee _____.”     I rummaged through the box. Everything seemed so familiar. There was a bracelet that was in between the other things. It was similar to something I had. I ran to my search for it and I’ve found it.. the necklace. I trash it aside in my drawer because I felt annoyed wearing and looking at it. Maybe it reminded me of her and that’s why my head always ache badly just the same when she’s around me.   You want to know how I felt when I see her? I had a mixed of emotions. I felt happy to see her. I longed to see her. I felt jealous when guys are around her, especially Woohyun. I’m still feeling guilty for being with Sohyun. I feel like punching Woohyun but I don’t really remember why I would do that sort of thing. I’m practically angry at her and Woohyun. Both of them? Why? Did she cheat on me or something?   I need to know the reason why I feel this way. I need to ask her myself. But we will never talk to each other after all these. STUPID LEE BYUNGHUN. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SLAP HER??!! Damn I feel sick.

So now’s free period. Well, we don’t have any other thing to do in this school anymore. We’re just waiting for our results and our graduation day and on top of that, the prom night!

  I was resting for a while as the rest continued to play basketball. I glanced up to the classroom blocks when I settled my eyes on that particular window with her looking down at me. I wanted to take my eyes off of her but those pretty big eyes attracted me. It seemed that she didn’t think I would be here. She quickly turned her head around and rested it on her desk. Pfft. Ignoring me.   “Yah L.Joe, don’t just stand there!” Sungyeol yelled as he ran for the ball.    End of POV 

 Your POV 

I let out a big sigh as I walked through the hallway in level 4. It was quite the usual for a Friday night as the students were ready to go back home and spend the weekends with their families. I was especially bored since the guys had a mission in some place, saying that they won’t be back till Sunday morning.

  Did they go to another country or something?! Seems like I’ll be reading some books in the library. Hope there’s new books that attracts me..   After what seems like an eternity, I was out of the library and in search of a new thing to do. I went on a search to look for some lever or anything that would lead me to a hidden room or a secret passage.   “What on earth am I doing?” I sighed for the nth time that day.   I decided that it was alright to end the session and headed to the place where I’ve always wanted to complain about the day pay my respect – the grave further up the garden behind the school.   It was getting dark and the moon was the only light source that was surrounding the area but I stubbornly went ahead. I dusted the leaves off of the grave and sat beside it.   “Hey, I miss you.” I can’t help but chuckled. It was always the sentence to start whenever I paid a visit to him. “I would be damned if I say that everything is fine. It’s all really complicated and I’m only 17. I don’t know.. This is only about boys. I don’t ever want to think about getting married any time soon or ever!” I exclaimed dramatically. “Geez.” I rolled my eyes and stared at the forest beyond the place.   Without thinking, I walked over and went to a hidden underground passage way. It was as if my legs were carrying my whole body without the acknowledge of the mind. I walked and met a dead end. My mind wanted me to turn back right because I had a sick feeling in my gut but my hand felt for something on the brick wall. My index finger swiftly pressed on a softer part of the brick wall and everything went by in a flash.   As soon as I punched in my index finger, the wall automatically opened and a machine-like laser came from the ceiling scanned my entire body. It scanned my eyes and the area that was lighted in red turned green. The machine disappeared into the ceiling and I walked to the metal door in front of me. The door doesn’t have any door knobs. It has a biometric scan with a pin code lock.   “What’s with these..” I muttered but my fingers punched in the digits, “six-three-zero-one-five-seven” and pressed my right thumb on the biometric scan.    Processing.. It showed on the screen.   Welcome back _____.   “What….” I wasn’t able to register what had just happened.   The door unlocked itself and opened. I breathed in deep before entering the room. I raised an eyebrow as I glanced around. There were different sizes of televisions piled up together on the wall and some electronic things on a long table in front of it. It was exactly like a security room.   I saw a red button and pressed it to switch something on. Nothing so special, right? I sat on the chair and glanced up to the television screens. None of them were working as only statics were showing.   A few minutes passed and I took out my phone and moved it up and down, left, right – everywhere. I wasn’t getting any signal from that place. *sigh* I was about to go out of the room when I heard a voice from the
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ChoiHyemin
#1
Chapter 55: Author-nim
Really....this is the best story ever...
I love your plot and character. There are a lot of fluff scene, chessy one and etc. I can't describe. But i really give my 2 thumbs to you for you amazing and creative stories. I am happy that Oc end with Ljoe although i'm pity with woohyun. I never wonder that chihoon is the one doing all the bad scene
moonyuki
#2
Woah ~ can't wait to read this story :)
Awesome description !
Love_You
#3
Chapter 51: this chapter so sad that i'm crying right now
Skullzxc #4
Chapter 55: OMGGG ! I totally love your main story , prequel and even the sequel !! *squealsss* you are such an awesome author ^^
Hawaianlocomoco
#5
Chapter 26: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!CUTE!!!
Missdreamgirl501
#6
Chapter 55: So sad that Chihoon died....but he is in heaven with Minhwan now :')
And I hope the rest of them can find their own love life XD
Love the story since the very beginning :D
Hope to see your new story soon.
Love,
Michelle ^_^
gordeebrubaduck
#7
Chapter 55: I LOVE YOUR SEQUEL AND PREQUEL AND EVERYTHING. this is amazing and so is the story plot. Hehehehehehehehe. I love you.
JungJeWon #8
Chapter 55: hahahaha...i like the heaven part...and i cant believe its chihoon i thought its jaehyo...waaa...i like chihoon he was handsome...kyaaaa...
JungJeWon #9
Chapter 53: so what l.joe doing???kiss that b****
JungJeWon #10
Chapter 51: now i shipped for ______ and chihoon...coolll hahaha...than jaehyo...im not block b's fans...