-----------------------------------------------------after few days-----------------------------------------------------------

(at school)

MY POV

I was copying notes while the teacher was discussing, when I noticed someone staring at me. It was Kyuhyun. I got very distracted so I looked at him. When I looked at him, he quickly looked at our teacher and pretends to listen in the teacher’s discussion. Ayssi. What is his problem?? Then I started to copy notes again and then I felt that he’s staring at me again! So I write a note and throw it to him.

The note says: “what is your problem?”

After few seconds, he threw the paper back to me, the note says: “ are you still mad at me? >.<” when I saw it… oh yeah, we haven’t talked for a long time now. What should I reply? Should I say yes, or no? actually I don’t know if I’m mad anymore…. I actually missed him. But because Sungmin is always there to make me happy, I forgot about what happened to us. *sighs* what will I reply? Maybe I’ll just not reply. But what if he thinks I’m mad? Ayssi. Then I noticed a note was thrown in my table. It says: “can we talk??”

What should I say?? *thinking* then I replied: “ ok. when?” then threw it back to him. After few seconds, he threw it back to me, it says: “later, dismissal. At the park. =)” then I send back the note with the smiley face in it. When he read it, I saw him smiled and looked at me, so I smiled back to him. Maybe I should really talk to him… since this is getting us to nowhere. Thinking that SeoHyun is still his girlfriend makes me really mad… but… maybe he’s really happy being with her, so I cannot do anything about it anymore. At least I warned him already.

 

(recess time)

KYUHYUN’S POV

Yes! We will talk later! Should I come to her right now? But seeing him with Sungmin…. Ayssi! I should really stop this. CHO KYUHYUN just look for another woman! but thinking about it…. I think it will be hard for me to do it. Should I confess later? But what if she rejects me? Aigoo! I’m not thinking! Of course she would! She has a boyfriend! But what if I asked her to stay away from Sungmin just like what SeoHyun asked me to do? But…. What if he chooses Sungmin just like what I did?! Ayssi! There’s so many BUTS in my mind! I just hope that everything will go well later.

 

(cafeteria, while eating)

Me: oppa, a while ago, while I was copying notes…

Sungmin: you’re copying notes?!! O_o

Me: ya! *giggles* wait. That’s not the point.

Sungmin: *giggles* arraseo. continue.

Me: ok. when I was copying notes, I saw Kyuhyun staring at me. So I got irritated and sent him a note.

Sungmin: what did you say?

Me: what is your problem. *giggles*

Sungmin: waeyo? Are you still mad?

Me: I don’t know. You know, he also asked me that. and I don’t know what to reply, but then he sent me a note again that says if we could talk later at dismissal.

Sungmin: then what did you say?

Me: I just wrote a smiley face.

Sungmin: oh~ so you’re going to meet him later?

Me: yup.

Sungmin: *giggles*

Me: what? why?

Sungmin: nothing. It’s just that… both of you are so stubborn! You should have talked ages ago!

Me: but it was he’s fault!

Sungmin: arraseo, arraseo. well… good luck on your little talk later~

Me: *smiles* gomawo. Keunde, oppa, you know… I’m kinda nervous.

Sungmin: nervous?? Why?

Me: because… we haven’t talked for a long time already and… I don’t know if I can accept what he will say.

Sungmin: what? what do you mean?

Me: I don’t know also… what if our friendship will totally break up? *pouts*

Sungmin: don’t worry. I think Kyuhyun won’t let that happen. And even you, right?

Me: *nods* but what if he still chooses to be with that SeoHyun?

Sungmin: aigoo. Let’s just wait what will he tell you later.

Me: arraseo.

 

~skip~

 

(dismissal)

Sungmin: jakiya, where will you meet?

Me: at the park.

Sungmin: should I send you there?

Me: ah, anio. I’ll just go there by myself.

Sungmin: arraseo. be careful okay?

Me: *nods* you too~

 

--------------------------------------------------------park--------------------------------------------------------------------

MY POV

Where is he?? Maybe he’s late? Should I call him??? *get my cell phone, looks for ‘BabyKyu’* ayssi. I haven’t called him for a long time. I’m getting really nervous. *dialed his number* oh my gosh it’s ringing! then I heard a voice: “_______-ah!” when I turn to look for the voice, I saw Kyuhyun. He smiled at me, so I smiled back. Then I ended the call.

 

(at a bench, still in the park)

Kyuhyun: …………..

Me: …………….

Kyuhyun: so… how are you?

Me: *looks at Kyu* *smiled* I’m fine. How about you?

Kyuhyun: *looks at me* I’m sorry.

Me: for what?

Kyuhyun: for what happened.

Me: *smiled, then stares at the ground* are you okay?

Kyuhyun: honestly… I’m not.

Me: *seat nearer to him* *hugged him*

Kyuhyun: *hugged me back*

Me: it’s going to be okay. So… you broke up?

Kyuhyun: *nods*

Me: *smiles*

Kyuhyun: why are you happy?

Me: umm.. I don’t know if I should be happy or not… it’s just that…at least now… you know can find a better woman for you.

Kyuhyun: *smiles* but she’s taken.

Me: what??

Kyuhyun: nothing. *laughs* awkwardly*

Me: so… you’re heart broken?

Kyuhyun: *nods* it's not with her... i'm broken hearted because of you.

Me: do you want to drink?! *giggles*

Kyuhyun: we still have classes tomorrow, maybe next time.

Me: *laughs* okay. Call me if you want to drink okay?

Kyuhyun: *nods* so… are we okay now?

Me: *shrugged my shoulders* *smiled* but Kyuhyun-ah… I’ve missed my BabyKyu!!!

Kyuhyun: *smiled* can I ask you something?

Me: what is it?

Kyuhyun: are you happy with Sungmin?

Me: me? *laughs* of course!

Kyuhyun: *stares at the ground* *teary eyed*

Me: *rubs his back* aigoo… Kyuhyun-ah… you shouldn’t cry for that girl! You can find a better girl for you! *lays my head at his back* I’ll always be here for you.

Kyuhyun: I hope so.

Me: ya, don’t be a negative thinker! *grabs Kyu’s hand*

Kyuhyun: *looks at me* waeyo?

Me: let’s play!

Kyuhyun: I don’t want. >.<

Me: ayssi. Arraseo, let’s just go home?

Kyuhyun: *looks at me with teary eyes*

Me: *helped him to stand up and hugged him tightly* even though she did that to you, just remember that I love you, okay?

Kyuhyun: really? You love me??! *heart beats abnormally* really?? You love me??

Me: *looks at Kyu* of course! you’re my best friend! Don’t worry, I’ll help you to find another girl. *giggles*

Kyuhyun: can’t it be just you? *pouts*

Me: *giggles* let’s cheat at Sungmin?!

Kyuhyun: *smiled*

Me: ayssi. BabyKyu~ *pinched his cheeks*

Kyuhyun: ouch!

Me: *laughs* you are handsome, kind, lovable, funny, etc. so anyone will easily fall in love with you!

Kyuhyun: jinjja?!

Me: *nods* just wait. Okay?

Kyuhyun: *nods*

Me: come on, let’s go home.

Kyuhyun: *pouts*

Me: waeyo? Did you missed me that much?! *giggles*

Kyuhyun: *nods*

Me: do you want to sleep over?

Kyuhyun: can I?

Me: sure! *laughs*

 

~skip~

 

-------------------------------------------------------my house-------------------------------------------------------------

(at my bed)

Me: Kyuhyun-ah, when did you break up?

Kyuhyun: few days ago.

Me: did you cry?

Kyuhyun: nope.

Me: really? But you’re almost crying a while ago!

Kyuhyun: I was almost crying because I missed you!

Me: *sticks out my tongue* don’t lie~ *put my head on his chest*

Kyuhyun: I’m not lying.

Me: *giggles* jinjja?

Kyuhyun: um!

Me: *laughs* I missed you too. *yawns* ayssi. I’m sleepy. I’ll sleep now. Can I sleep here? (on his chest)

Kyuhyun: no

Me: please?

Kyuhyun: *laughs* arraseo~ *brushed my hair with his hand*

Me: good night BabyKyu~ I love you~

Kyuhyun: good night~

 

(when I fall asleep)

 

KYUHYUN’S POV

I cannot sleep! *brushing my hair* she said she loved me. Aigoo. Last time, I can confidently say that I love her also. But now…. I just can’t. should I just keep my feelings? Are we better off to be like this? just…. Friends?