[PLAY :A BITTER DAY by G.NA ft HYUNA]

I don’t know what’s wrong with me today. But, even Kyuhyun oppa realizes that something is going on. He tried to hold my hand as we walked home, but I refused. I could see that he’s a bit confuse. But what can I do.

The words that Jongin sent me still flashes right in front of me. Am I in love with Jongin. It couldn’t be. If I’m in love with him, I wouldn’t be dating Kyuhyun oppa, right?

I just don’t know what to think now. It feels like I’m not the old Saemi anymore. Feels like someone else has overpowered me and now I can’t control it.

I’m no longer the Saemi that brings laugh to other people. I’m no longer the Saemi that tells people to have a great life. I don’t even have any strength to tell people that now.

As I sit on my bed, thinking what I did wrong, I could hear the sound of the doorbell ringing. Ignoring whatever happen downstairs, I stare at my window, trying to find my inner self again.

“SAEMI!!”, I could hear my mom screamed from downstairs. I turn my head towards the door. “Ne,omma”, I replied and climb off the bed, walks out of my room.

“Kyuhyun is here”, she screamed but I could see clearly. Usually, if I saw him standing in front of my eyes, my smile could tear off my mouth. But I don’t know why this time, he’s the only one who is smiling at me, without me replying.

I walk down the stairs and meet him at the front door.

“Do you want to talk a walk for a while?”, Kyuhyun asks with raised eyebrows.

I nod my head a few times and turn to t