Luhan doesn't sure what is falling on his face. The tears and rain are both mixing on his face. He is shaking and he feels very weak. His knee feels like no bone at all. The word "No" is over used by his lips. He is scared.    When he comes inside of the hospital, he turns his head and asks the guard where is the emergency room. After the guard points where the emergency room, he walks weakly.    When he roams his eyes to find his way, he saw Baekhyun and the others standing outside of the emergency room. They are all crying.    Baekhyun turns his head. When the brunet notices Luhan, he immediately wipes his tears, "Luhan" Baekhyun mumbled. "We've been finding you?"   "Where is--" Luhan cracked his voice several times, "Sehun?"   Minseok points at the emergency room without talking at all. Everyone wipe their tears and look at the emergency room. Luhan walks again weakly without looking at his friends again.   Luhan gulps several times. Nervous is under statement on what he is feeling. When nods down looking at where Sehun is lying he continues crying.   "I'm sorry Sehun..." That are the words first came out on Luhan's lips. That was very weak. "Please wake up Sehun..."   Luhan walks near to Sehun. "Sehun please wake up. I know I am stupid for always pushing you away. I'm not brave enough to accept your feelings for me. I know I'm selfish because you're always here yet I never gave you a chance. I took you for granted". Luhan holds Sehun's hand. "Wake up Se--" Luhan paused because he realizes how many times he mentions Sehun's name, "I know you've waited me to say your name, I promise I will always say your name just please wake up".   Luhan's tears are falling again and again. He said a lot but the younger doesn't reacts.   "Sehun, I'm so stupid to realize this only now, I think--" Luhan's voice keeps on cracking in every words. He pauses and traces his fingers on Sehun's face. "Do you think I'm selfish because I want you to wake up because of me? I want you to be on my side again everyday? Following me, listens to me, my shoulder to cry on, my Bubble tea partner. Do you think I'm selfish if I told you that I like you? I really do Sehun. Oh Sehun? Answer me... Please" Luhan burries hi face on Sehun's arm. "Sehun, I like you too. Please wake up..."   Luhan waited for an answer. Luhan waited for Sehun to open his eyes. Luhan waited...   "Sehun..."   "Please..."   "Wake up..."                                         ***   3 months later...   "Why would I wear this Jongdae?"   Minseok asked Jongdae while looking at his white suit and white pants. He slowly gazes the lower part of his body and even his shoes are color white. "They will understand If we just wear color white and I think this is too elegant for..." Minseok paused for a while, "It's been three months..." Minseok is starting to be teary eyes.   Jongdae smiles trying to make the latter smile. Jongdae wipes Minseok's tears. "Smile, he will never want you or us to cry there".   "I know... I just can't stop my eyes for compiling this tears" Minseok then changes his face and smile. "And even we are not that close I missed him".   Jongdae fixes Minseok's colar and tie. Jongdae smiles again and Minseok replies again with a smile too, "Everyone missed him Minseok..."   The absence of one thing makes everyone missed this certain thing that is gone. Changes is the only constant here in earth. And sometimes this constant makes their heart broke into million pieces.   "It has been three months so we all do missed him..." Jongdae added.   "Do you think everyone will be there?" Minseok then fixes Jongdae's suit. "Even Jongin?"   "I hope so. He is surely guilty until now" Jongdae answered. Jongdae raises his hands then poses like a model, "Do I look good Minseok?"   "You're always good in my eyes, actually you are always the best" Minseok hugs Jongdae. "I love you..."   Jongdae then pushes Minseok gently. His face looks so surprise. "Uhm-uhm..." He doesn't know how to contruct sentence properly after hearing Minseok. "Can you repeat it?"   "Which one?" Minseok teasingly smiles.   "That aegyo won't affect me Minseok! I just want to hear it again!" Jongdae holds Minseok's shoulder. "Yah~ repeat it again!"   "I'm asking you which one?"    "The last three words you mentioned earlier!"   Minseok looks at his watch, "Oh we're going to be late" Minseok pulls Jongdae, "Let's go!"   "Minseokkkkkk!!!"   Minseok just continue walking while pulling Jongdae with a smile on his lips.                   Yifan and Kyungsoo are waiting for Junmyeon and Yixing. They both sitting at the car while Junmyeon is looking for Yixing.    "Do I look good with white?" Yifan asked Kyungsoo.   Yifan is looking at the mirror waited for the younger to reply. When the younger doesn't reply anything he turns his head and observes what is Kyungsoo doing. The latter is looking outside thinking very deeply.   "Why are you so serious thinking of Jongin?"   That time, Yifan gets the attention of Kyungsoo. Jongin is the only key word for Kyungsoo to react.   "They are friends so we can assume that Jongin will be there" Yifan added. "Are you expecting him to be there?"   "It's been three months so that guy isn't affects me anymore" Kyungsoo looks outside again, "besides I actually expecting him to be there because he must be there. They are best friends and it's necessary for him to be there".   It became silent after Kyungsoo talked bitterly.    "Okay you say so..." Yifan reacted after several seconds ago. "I just can't believe that three months had been gone after that incident. Everyone changed. Especially our group we've been all starting to be mature. Especially Luhan... He handles everything even he hurted a lot after that incident..."   Kyungsoo is listening to Yifan but acted like he isn't listening at all. Yifan maybe sometimes stupid but when talking about serious matters he have something to say.   "We all feel that Luhan have this certain space between him and you the original elites but at least you became all civil" Yifan added. "But I know someday or maybe after this day everything will be okay again between Luhan and all of you..." Yifan is playing the maneuver of the car, "Luhan is just guilty but trust me after all you've been through together, this will be fine. Let it space and time heals all".   Kyungsoo hoping for that too. Maybe space and time will heal everything about them and Luhan and even Jongin. Kyungsoo doesn't even think that Jongin and him will be back like what are they before but he just wants to retrieve their friendship.    "I hope so..."                   "This one" Baekhyun points at the white flower that he doesn't even know the name, "I think he would love that. That's his taste".   Chanyeol pulls his wallet on the his back pocket, "Miss, can you please arrange this flowers for us?" He picks money on the wallet and  gives it to the girl who is in charge of the flower shop.   "Where's Jongin?" Baekhyun asked.   "He is inside his room when I left. When I knocked he even doesn't care to