Youngjae's vision was black... he couldn't see anything... it was all darkness.. not a single source of light was found..it was all just..black.

he was in utter shock upon hearing nothing but complete silence.. but then a whisper suddenly broke that deafening silence and sent chills down his spine

"Y-Youngjae.. I'm scared.."

He swears he's heard that somewhere before... he didn't know why but.. he suddenly felt a black whole eating his heart up as he heard the statement and the voice..

"Youngjae help me..."  It sounded really desperate... Youngjae so badly wanted to help whoever that is.. but he just doesn't have any idea how...

"Youngjae I thought you loved me..."

That voice was so painfully familiar...

He covered his ears, desperately begging for it to stop as his head was spinning... he didn't want to hear such a beautiful voice in the tone of unbearable sadness

tears started to rammaged down his closed shut eyes

"S-Stop.. please stop.." he curled himself up into a ball as he brought his knees up to his chest, sniffling loudly

"Youngjae.. how could you?..."

"Youngjae... why?..."

"MAKE IT STOP PLEASE!!"

"Youngjae! It's all your fault!!"

that was the last thing he heard before he flew his tearful eyes open

"MAKE IT STOP!!" He yelled

and suddenly.. it wasn't so black anymore..

he observed his surroundings, his senses slowly starting to come back

"W-Where am I?..."

He asked as if he's expecting someone to magically appear and give his curiousity fill while his eyes scanned the place.. it was a fire place.. and he was laying down on some sort of a couch

He heard a soft melody, only to find a classic CD player playing one of those soothing classic tunes..

Honestly.. who still uses those? it's like the 40th centuary, people have large stereos or mp3 players..

speaking of which, it seems as though the whole place was deprived of anything modern... it was all... well... classic... just good old classic..

"So You're finally awake... took you two days..." a husky voice said behind his back..

he turned around to see a handsome looking young man, that he didn't recognize one bit... he probably was just a few years older than him..

he was sipping off a mug of coffee, while casually just leaning againts the wall..

"W-Where am I?..."

"What does it look like? You're in a house..."

Youngjae felt like he's missing something important, but he brushed it off at the sight of his body.. these were certainly not his clothes

"If you're wondering... I placed your stuff in my room.. I had to dry your clothes and let you wear mine for the time being.. " The man said in a stern voice

"W-What happened?..."

"I should be the one asking you that... what were you doing all soaked up, laying in the snow unconscious with that buddy of yours?"

Youngjae tilted his head slightly to the side

"B-Buddy?" He muttered silently in question. Youngjae thought back and repeated the word in his head multiple times.. and that's where he finally clicked

"D-Daehyun! Where's Daehyun?!" He stood up immediately but hurled as he felt his head spinning and body weakening

tears yet again formed in his eyes

"Where's Daehyun?!"

He yelled again, this time, holding his head in attempt to soothe it from the pain

"Relax kid... he's in my room.. he's still unconscious though.. poor guy... he's been no where close to waking up.. he hadn't moved a single bit since we found him..."

Youngjae gritted his teeth as he wipe his tears vigurously

"Take me to him!"

"Alright sheesh.. bossy.."

The man lead Youngjae to a small bedroom further into the unusually-larger than he thought- wooden house

the moment he had set his eyes on the figure laying still on the bed, he immediately ran to the boys side.

"no..no..no....

D-Daehyun?.." it was unusual not to get a response when he called

in the verge of breaking down, he kneeled down and let it all out on the boy's chest

"I-It's all my fault! I-I did this to you!!" he cried loudly as he accusingly blamed himself

"I never should have made that dumb joke!! None of this would have ever happened if it wasn't for me!!" he sobbed, pulling on his own hair harshly

"Hey kid.. don't take it too hard on yourself.. don't cry.."

Youngjae angrily glared at the man and gestured to Daehyun vigurously

"You don't understand!! You know nothing!! I caused this!! look at him!! I did this to him!!"

Youngjae couldn't really hold back the fat tears when he saw how Daehyun looked..

so fragile..

so helpless..

so vulnerable...

his whole face was growing red as he sobbed back on Daehyun's chest

"I'm sorry Daehyunnie.. I-I'm so so sorry.." he rested his ear on the latter's chest, finding the latter's soft and slow heartbeat as his source of comfort

"I Love you..."

He muttered sadly as he closed his eyes....

"I Love you so so much.. and I-I am sorry for hurting you... I am so stupi-"

suddenly a hand rubbed his shoulder

"Gotcha!" He opened his eyes, confused,  seeing Daehyun grinning and laughing like a fool

"W-What?" Youngjae stared dumbfounded

"Himchan-hyung! Your plan actually worked!!" Daehyun had exclaimed as he stared at the man that Youngjae now knew was named Himchan

"Of course it did... My plans always work.." The man teasingly smirked

"I-I don't get it.." Youngjae muttered under his breath

"Youngjae, this is Himchan-hyung! Himchan-hyung, This is Youngjae!" Daehyun looked like an excited pupp, gesturing his hand back and forth between the two

Youngjae held his forehead still questioning reality

"I-I thought you were- and- coma- You- unconscious- I-I thought-" He struggle in finding his own words, biting on his own tongue and staring blankly into space

still questioning why science had so easily betrayed him

"Huh? It's um-  I actually woke up around yesterday... and Himchan-hyung helped me come up with a plan to make you love me even more and to say your sorry for making that bad joke that almost ended both our lives.. and guess what? It worked!!" He happily went and stole a high five from Himchan as if nothing was wrong..

And that's when he broke down into tears again

"Y-Youngjae? " Daehyun looked at him with concern before his breath was practically taken away from him the moment Youngjae jumped to hug him tightly

"Pabo-yah!! I thought you were getting into a coma! You idiot! How could you do this to me?! I was so so scared!!"

He complained, hugging Daehyun tighter

"Gee You should have seen Daehyun's reaction when he saw you unconscious, Youngjae..."

Youngjae looked up to Himchan

"Why? How did he react?" He asked loud and curiously, still hugging Daehyun while being embarrassed when his voice cracked a little bit from crying

"Well.. I had to comfort him for, I don't know 5-6 hours?.. he cried non-stop and  he even broke my favorite mug.." Himchan added with a pout

"You broke his mug? Why so violent?" Youngjae asked Daehyun, eyes big and brows furrowed

"Hey! it was an accident! I couldn't see straight! and Yongguk hyung didn't exactly warn me about how hot the coffee was!" Daehyun defended

"Yongguk-hyung? Who's that?"

"Himchan's Husband..."

Breaking the hug, Youngjae stared at Daehyun before he flew his attention to Himchan

"You have a husband?"

"Yeah... why? what's wrong with that?"

"Nothing.. I just- You're so young..."

Youngjae explained as he freed himself entirely from Daehyun and he sat himself straight up to look at Himchan expectantly

"Nah, kid.. I'm actually 57 years old..."

Youngjae's entire mind went wild as his eyes practically popped out of there sockets

"B-BWOH?!! WHAT?! "

He was questioning reality again before he was cut off by a laugh from Himchan

"You should've seen your face! "

Himchan giggled as Youngjae huffed and puffed, pouting his lips..

"Hyung be serious! How old are you?!"

He requested an answer

"Wow... you're questioning my age, yet you're already calling me hyung.. what a very wise person indeed..."

Youngjae suddenly turned a bit too obvious of a shade of red

"N-No! I meant that- Daehyun was calling you hyung, and since Daehyun is older than me, that relatively means you're older than me as well!" He defended his side rather to quickly

"Mwoh? Daehyun's older than you? It doesn't show though! Daehyun here is such a cutie patootie!" Himchan cooed and pinch both Daehyun's cheeks.. Causing Daehyun to turn to a slight tint of pink. Youngjae watched angrily as he was quick to swat Himchan's hands away and started hugging Daehyun possesively

"Hey! Keep your hands off of him! He's mine! "

"Oh really? well you didn't seem angry yesterday when I was practically snuggling with him.. right Daehyunnie? Hyung made you feel better didn't he?" Himchan teasingly implied

"Well.. I suppose... thank you for giving me comfort, hyung..." Daehyun decided to play along

at the sight of this, Youngjae suddenly felt like exploding... but it was probably more of hurt than of rage

"I-I couldn't help it! I was unconscious! How do you expect me to help him when I wasn't even awake?!"

"Well.. you could've waked up sooner to save Daehyun from the hassle of crying over you.."

Youngjae stared at both of them, not believing his ears, even worst when he saw Daehyun nod while putting an arm around Himchan's shoulder

"F-Fine!! If that's what you want, then maybe you should be with him instead of me!! " Youngjae stared at Daehyun with a face filled with hurt

"You clearly like him better!!"  That's what Youngjae said (yelled) before running out of the room

"Youngjae wai-" Daehyun tried to stop him but he was halted as soon as he felt Himchan grip his hand

"Let him.. he'll come to his senses..."

Daehyun nodded reluctantly before sitting back in bed and leaning againts the wall

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Youngjae exited the house and sat down right outside it's front door, pulling his legs towards his chest just as he did in his weirdly painful dream

"All because of that stupid joke... " He muttered angrily before sighing

"I'm never making a joke ever again..." He scolded  himself in attempt it might lift that stinging sensation that was piercing his heart

"Yes.. it's all because of me... all my fault... not Daehyun's, not Himchan's...but mine... I deserve this..."

He sighed again before closing his eyes

"Yoo Youngjae is an idiot.. a stupid stupid useless cowardly idiot..." He had said under his breath, before he practically stopped breathing for a second, the moment he felt a hand lightly touch his shoulder

"I see you've woken up..." a deep voice alarmed him.. he hesitantly looked up to see a scary looking man carrying fire wood with him

"Hello.. I'm Yongguk.. and if you don't mind.. I'd like to join you.. mind talking about what you're thinking kiddoh? You look kinda sad..."

He simply nodded in response before they moved from infront of the door to beside it... just to make sure they wouldn't get hurt if it were to open...

"Your name is Youngjae, right? "

he nodded once more

"Hyung... how old is Himchan hyung?" Yongguk was suprised with the sudden question, but answered regardless

"Oh.. he's 25.. why? You aren't crushing on my husband and is disappointed with the fact that he's married now, are you? " Yongguk asked a tad of concern raising in his voice

"What? No... of course not... Oh so you're his husband... I see..."

"What's with the question?.."

"He told me he was 57..."

"Aish... that obnoxious silly rabbit... but is that really why you looked upset just now?.."

Youngjae shooked his head softly as he stared at the forest surrounding the small house

"Oh.. then why did you look sad?... Well I see that you still are.. but.. why?"

Youngjae told Yongguk everything.. from making a bad joke that went horribly wrong to being hurt when Himchan and Daehyun and used his feelings againts him, Yongguk listened attentively to every word that left Youngjae's mouth as he felt pity to what he had to go through..

Youngjae explained all the details ... and although he barely knew Yongguk.. he was starting to feel really comfortable around him.. like the big brother he had always wished for but could never have...

"Well... this might sound stupid, kid... but.. I got an idea.."

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"Himchan hyung... let's go after Youngjae already... I'm starting to really worry..." Daehyun pleaded with a really worried expression on

"A'ight let's go after him..."

and so they did..

Before they opened the door, they could hear muffled voices over it.. one of which was sobbing

Daehyun hurriedly opened the door, afraid that Youngjae might be in pain when he's not there

"Youngja-"

He swallowed his words as he saw Youngjae being cradled by another man..

"Shhhhh... It's okay Youngjae... no one'll break your heart when I'm around.." Yongguk said.. as far as he can see his plan seemed to be working..

He gently rubbed Youngjae's sides as Youngjae rested his head on Yongguk's shoulder, pretending to cry.. and though there weren't really any tears, his red face from which he had gotten before was enough to play the act

"T-Thanks for being here for me..  Yongguk-hyung" He said in a precious fragile voice.. at the sight of this, Daehyun's blood suddenly boiled to a hundred degrees.. That kind of voice should be only be heard by him and by him only. Those words should be meant for him. It shouldn't have Yongguk's name in it. It should have 'Daehyun' instead. Yes, that was correct. It should have Daehyun. He should have been the one there with Youngjae. That should be his shoulder which Youngjae's head is resting on. Yes. It should be his.

"Bang! what are you doing?!" It looks like Himchan was feeling the same thing..

"Channie... What does it look like? I'm comforting Youngjae, when he was left alone here outside, crying.."

and suddenly Daehyun and Himchan felt guilty.. but that still didn't cover up that horrible boiling feeling in there stomachs

Daehyun rushed down and crouched next to Youngjae..

he slyly wrapped his hands around Youngjae's waist and started pulling him away from Yongguk, pulling him closer to himself and into a back hug instead

"D-Daehyun.. what do you think you're doing?" Youngjae said, trying to hide down his victory voice and replacing it with an irritated one

"What does it look like? I'm comforting you.." he said in a stern voice

"Yongguk hyung was  already doing that." Youngjae once again stated in a pretentious irritated voice

"I know and I don't care. "

"Why? Why don't you care?!  Why don't you care when someone is comforting the person you love when You couldn't because you were so busy flirting with that obnoxious silly rabbit?!" Oops. He snapped.

"Hey! I am not an obnoxious silly rabbit!" Himchan countered

"Channie, You kinda are..." Yongguk stated as a matter of factly

"Bang! Which side are you on?!"

"No one's. I'm just clarifying a fact" Himchan gasped as he ran back into the house, slamming the door in the process

"Not good." Yongguk muttered as he went after his husband, leaving the two to sort the thing they're currently having out on their own.

Daehyun finally had found the nerve to calm down.. and it did help a lot that he could feel Youngjae's collected breathing due to the fact the he was practically trapping the latter in his arms

"Youngjae-ah?.."

He heard a soft hum.. it wasn't quite clear but it was enough for him

"I'm sorry I let Himchan hyung hurt you like that.. I'm sorry I went with Himchan hyung's plans..I'm sorry I agreed to everything Himchan hyung said..." Now that kinda sounded a bit too bitter.. it sounds as though he was blaming Himchan for all that has happened, as if it was all Himchan's fault.. and that was not true at all

Youngjae continued to ignore him. No, he was not gonna be soft for Daehyun anymore. Daehyun needs to realize what he's really missing

"N-No wait.. It's not Himchan hyungs fault.. it's all mine..
I-I'm sorry for being so stupid.. I'm sorry for hurting you... and... I'm sorry for being a bad obnoxious silly rabbit.." Daehyun said sincerily...

"I Love you and only you..."

That was practically enough for Youngjae to steal a quick but meaningful peck on Daehyun's lips

"I Love you and Only you too..."

Daehyun smiled and hugged him closer before standing up and carrying Youngjae back into the house

Youngjae closely held unto Daehyun's neck and rested his head on Daehyun's shoulder as Daehyun held tightly on both of Youngjae's thighs

From there they could see Yongguk patting Himchan's back as Himchan sighed.. probably in defeat..

Walking over to the duo, Himchan made a rather strange face with a mixture of irritation and guilt

With a sigh, Himchan cleared his throat

"Youngjae.. I am sorry.."

Youngjae raised an eye brow, and yes.. Daehyun was to turn around to get Youngjae to face Himchan

"For what?..."

"For plotting againts you and dragging Daehyun along with it.."

Once again, Youngjae raised an eye brow and had a face of expectance

"and?.."

Himchan rolled his eyes playfully

"and for being an obnoxious silly rabbit?..." Himchan smiled hopefully

"You are forgiven.."

Truthfully.. Youngjae already forgave Himchan the moment he said sorry.. well why not? Himchan and Yongguk were the ones who took both him and Daehyun in when they were in dire need.. it's really a thanks to them that they're still alive..

but that also doesn't change the fact that Himchan had hurt Youngjae emotionally in some way. Still, he was considerate.. so what's there to forgive?

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[A/N: HAHA Amma cut it here XD

Man, this story is headed to it's downfall XD I mean I don't even think people still read this stuff..

but I'll continue regardless XD I think I'll have it all done around late august or early september, since it'll be exactly one year since this story was created.. though I'm not sure if I can finish on time since there's still a number of chapts. that has to be written bc the plot hasn't exactly been revealed yet.. so I'm just placing those dates as goals.. I think? but yeah.. we're probably halfway near the end? I don't know XD

but I'll try my best ^^ Thank you lot's for all the support you're giving whether you're a silent reader or a commenter or a voter, a liker, a follower , a subscriber, any will do ^^  I WUV YOU GUYZ AND I WILL TOTALLY CRY THE DAY THIS STORY WILL END 
 

but.. I'm guessing it's quiet not near from now so..^^

And oh.. I forgot to tell you, it's summer!! XD so I guess I'll be updating more? hehe I'll try..]