Today is another day. Lately, he ain't happy and you feel it with your heart. You still saw him smiling around but the smile is fake. You knew how much pain he is holding on. After all, you're the one who love and care him most. Yet, he didn't know. 
You knew he is under pressure for work too. It's been whole day that he locked himself in his room. You always came to his house and you have the spare keys with you. You ain't his girlfriend even you wish to be. You both just a very close friend and so happen that you're his best friend-youngbae's sister. 
It's like a normal routine for you to come to his house and cook for him. You did every housework even he said there is no need. He could always hire someone to do it. However, you insisted. He never know how grateful you could be just being at his house- cook for him, wash his clothes, clean the house, gardening, feeding his dogs... 
It's already 9 o'clock. He still not coming out from the room but you don't dare to knock on the door. You know how much he hates being disturbs. Yet, you don't wanna leave without making sure he have his meal. So you dial a call to your elder brother "oppa, I will be going home late tonight! If mom asked, can you said I'm with you and I will be stay over night at your house?" You said thru the phone "waeyo?! Where are you now? Un you suppose to going home?" He asked "I'm in JiYong oppa's house. I'm worried about his condition. I wanna accompany him. Just a while, I will go back to your home. I promise!" Actually your brother know your feelings towards his best friend, but he never tells JiYong. "______ ah, why you...?! Aissshhh you're so stubborn huh?!" He said. He always advice you to let go as he knew JiYong never love you back as you love him. "Oppa~" You pouted  "alright! But I will come to fetch you home after my work is done!" He said firmly. "No need, oppa! You'll be very tired after work. I can always go back home by myself!" You said "Then I think you left me no choice but call JiYong to fetch you home!" He said and you knew he ain't joking. "Ok.... Ok!!! You won! 11.30 ... I meet you at outside of JiYong oppa's house! Don't ever call and disturb him! If not..." Just before you could threaten him, he interrupted "Aissshhh you this little one~ is that the right way to speak with your beloved bro?! Now you got your lover and forget about all your manner and respect towards your blood related brother?" He said "oppa~ what lover?! He ain't know I ..." He knew his tease succeeded and so he chuckled "aigo, is my little sister blushing now? Cute ... Cute...alright! See ya later!" He said before hanging up the call. Now you're  safe. Atleast mom wouldn't know you're late home because of JiYong. Is not a big deal actually. But you just don't want to give a bad impression for your parents towards JiYong. Finally, you felt relief and turn back. Just when you're turning back, you saw someone standing behind you. It's JiYong. "Oppa~ omg! You just shocked me!" You said after jumped up a bit. "Why are you still here, _______?" He asked with flat tone as he walks to the kitchen. He pour some water and he look very exhausted and tiring. You sighed and quietly follow him to the kitchen. "Would you like to have some meal? I cooked your favorite-" You tried to use as cheerful tone as you can but he interrupted by saying "_______ah, stop doing all these!" You was shocked by his bloody cold order. You was confused.why he saying this, you wonder. "No oppa, look you must be happy to see this. I cooked your fav-" you plan to held the bow of soup to him but you haven't able to complete your words. He turn back and accidentally sweep your hands. This caused the bow of soup smack onto the ground. He look angry now and you got no idea for that. All you can think of is "it's alright! I will clean it up!" You said as if nothing happen. Just when you plan to pick up the pieces by using your bare hands, he suddenly grabbed your wrist. "Did you heard what I said? I said STOP DOING ALL THESE THINGS FOR ME!" He practically shout at you angrily and you starts sense something wrong in his eyes. "Oppa~ why you're being like this?" You speak gently "_______ ah, I know you like me! But this is too much! You thought you come to my house everyday. Cook for me; wash for me would make me love you?!No!it wouldn't work! Now, just GET OUT FROM MY HOUSE!!!" he let go of your hands and walk away. Actually at this moment, you already cried badly. You up all the tears after a while and knee down to pick up the pieces by saying "af-after clean-clean up the - pie-pieces! I will go - go home!" You stuttered as you're already cried badly. Just when you're trying to clean up the mess, a sudden grab and push make you shock. JiYong come and push you to against the fridge. Without any words, he just crashed his lips on yours and started an aggressive kiss. At first, you were so into it as you thought its passionate. Then, you slowly realized it wasn't. He ... He is just using you and you stop responding, freeze like a stone. Your freezing makes him stop doing what he did too. He look into your teary eyes, knew you're hurt. He let go of your hands as he pinned you just now. He slammed his palm on his face and groaned. " I told you to leave, did I?" He said without looking at you. You reminded silence and he said "I... I'm sorry! I wasn't in my right mind-" just when he is turning back and you crashed your lips on his. You both have a tongue battle and an aggressive kiss for a while. Slowly, you calm down, pushing him away slightly "oppa, I just want you to know no matter how many times you try to push me away, I will always come back to you! I don't know if I swallowed an magnetic that connected with yours or what! I just can't help loving you! I know you love her. I know it's wrong! I know .... I know! I never ask for return. I just want to stay by your side... Quietly!" You confessed with tears rolling. You sweep it away from your face and said "god dammit!" "______ah, I..." He was about to say something but you interrupted " I just wish you don't push me away. Is that hard? If I burden you with my love, I think I shall go! The dinner is in the pot, please do eat well!" You grabbed your bag and plans to leave. Then you feel he grabbed your hand, stop you by walking away. "_____ah, don't go! I .... I like you too!" The sudden confess makes you turn back and facing at the shyly JiYong. "I am still very confuse that why I'm pushing you away. I just break up with her and I don't know whether I'm ...." He lower his head and groaned " man, this is so hard! I don't want you to be her substitution , you know?! I don't want to ... Because I lose her and so happen you come in my life and ...." You immediately cupped his face " use me!" You said. He held his head up as he widen his eyes " WHAT?!" He shouted "I said use me, oppa! Use me to forget about the pain she caused you. Use me to release everything you want. Just...do whatever you want to me!" You don't know where you got all this courage to say this boldly but it's what you feel. If you could make him happy; if that is the least you can do, you'll do it. "No! Is not fair to you!" He said "is that fair enough to let me see you unhappy and I'm being sad along too?" You asked and he being speechless