Afraid

The New Composer

“Next one please,” Milan said as she put her hands on her lap, trying to look proper and calm, which she knows she isn’t. “Ringo, please take care of the oppas since I heard you’ll be working with them! I wish to hear whatever thing you do with them! You’ve improved a lot since the first time I saw you. I hope to meet you in person! Ganbatte!” Ryeowook smiled a bit. “Thanks for supporting me and I’ll take care of these naughty oppas. Thanks really, since only a few people actually heard of me I’m sure. And yes, I strive to improve while I am in the YT business. You can meet me in person! Just tweet me or go to SM’s building since I’m usually there. Do your best in whatever you do, okay?” Milan said as she smiled a bit. Seriously, she sometimes forgets some people appreciate what she does.

“EXO, when will you release your next album? We’re excited to see what you have in store for the fans!” “Just a few months more and you’ll hear something new from us, with the help of Ringo,” Suho said. “Can I ask for a favour? Can Ringo-eunni, Luhan-oppa and Chanyeol-oppa act something out? And there shouldn’t a script! I am sure Ringo-eunni can start it since I’ve read some of her works over Wattpad!” Luhan and Chanyeol, not only them, all of the members looked at Ringo. She just smiled a bit to herself. “Follow my lead, boys,” she told them. “Don’t embarrass me,” she added before speaking in a sad tone.

“You two are the most important men in my life! And now, you’re making me pick. I’ve already lost my dad since I was young, now one of you has to avoid me? Just because I’ll choose one of you? I can’t. I can’t do this, Luhan-oppa and Chanyeol-oppa. I did my best so things wouldn’t get hot between you two but you only made my efforts useless,” Milan said before sighing. “Ringo, you have to pick. It’s hard to spend time with someone who might steal you away from me. It’s hard to see you cry and get hurt and I can’t even hug you tightly and say that I love you. I know it’s hard and I don’t want to end it like this but you have to choose,” Chanyeol said. “You should know how hard it is for us too, Ringo. We’ve tried our best to keep what we’re feeling to ourselves but those years are over. We’re all grown up. And we need to face what we’re dealing with now. Or else, you’ll lose both of us in the end,” Luhan bit his lower lip as if he was hurt.

“Okay then… If this is where whatever we’ve gone through end, then I’ll just say I love you both and I’m sorry. If I’ll only give you hurt, it’s better for me to leave. I will be strong and you two will find another girl deserving of both of your feelings. Hey, oppa, saranghae,” Ringo said as she smiled with sort of tears in her eyes. “I was moved,” DO sniffed a bit. “That was actually good,” Ryeowook applauded. “So you write in Wattpad?” Milan nodded. “Yes, Ryeowook-sunbaenim. I’ve been writing since 2010 in that website. I’ve actually finished writing a novel series about the never ending battle between heaven and hell in another world,” Milan answered.

“Woah, you never told us that,” Sehun reacted. “They are all English novels though, obviously. The names I used there were mostly Latin and Greek. Anyways, it’s better if you just read it,” Milan said as she turned her head towards Sehun. “After WGM, what does EXO want to do? Does any member want to start dating soon?” Some of the members raised their hands, specifically the older ones. “It’s kinda lonely without someone to have in my arms,” Xiumin said. Milan popped her head up when he said that. She thought of one of her friends who would love to meet Xiumin and might get along with him.

“But no, she won’t like that,” Milan whispered to herself as she shook her head. “Oh look, Luhan wants to start dating. What kind of girl would you want?” Ryeowook asked. “White skin, nice nose, small lips and shorter, but not too short, than me,” Luhan said in complete detail. Milan frowned and silently cussed herself when she heard that. Baekhyun almost laughed at Milan’s reaction but he kept it in since the other members don’t know of Milan’s feelings, aside from that, he wasn’t sure of himself if his hunch is true.

“When will you be returning to the Philippines?” Ryeowook looked at Milan. “Ah, that is… umm… During EXO’s next tour since SMent told me to come with them. I really miss my homeland already,” Milan answered. The broadcast went on and on for one whole hour and they all said goodbye to their senior by the end of the show. “It was nice meeting you, Ryeowook-sunbaenim,” Milan bowed. “It’s nice meeting you too. Are you seriously pretending to be another person?” He asked. Milan was quiet for a second so he said,” Don’t worry. I won’t tell the fans. You can trust me. I’m like EXO’s mother. As long as you will be careful around the boys too, even if they’re idols, they’re still boys.” “I will,” Milan nodded before hugging him.

“Hey, let’s go, Milan! We won’t wait!” Kai called out. “Don’t call me Milan, Kai-oppa! I’ll see you next time, Ryeowook-sunbaenim!” Milan shouted before running towards the van. “On my lap again?” Luhan raised his eyebrow. “Can’t I sit on the floor?” Milan scrunched up her forehead. “You’ll get hurt more. Come on,” Luhan patted his lap. Milan sighed before getting in and sitting on his lap. “You could try on mine though. You might be too heavy for hyung,” Sehun winked. “Shut up,” Milan glared. “I’m not heavy. I did my diet before showing myself,” she added.

“You could remove Chanyeol’s jacket now,” Luhan said as he buried himself into Milan’s back. “Why?” Milan asked. “I don’t like his smell,” Luhan said frankly. “And I like your smell better. Come on,” Luhan tried convincing Milan.

“Sheesh, alright. Just stay still,” Milan said as she carefully removed Chanyeol’s jacket and hugged it. “Happy now, oppa?” “Delighted,” he said with a smile. “What’s this scent anyway?” he asked. “I don’t know,” Milan shrugged. “My best friend just sprayed it on me like there’s no tomorrow,” she sighed. “I don’t know what I’ll do with that girl,” she shook her head with disbelief. “You should sometimes bring her to the dorm. We would like to meet her someday,” Luhan said. “And she would love to meet Chen-oppa,” Milan muttered. “I heard that,” Luhan smiled. “Shush. Don’t tell anybody. She’s just too addicted to that oppa since our senpai introduced us to the fandom,” Milan put her index finger on her lips.

“Okay, I won’t. Oppa won’t tell that person,” Luhan said.

“Good. Anyways, oppa, are you really particular with the girl you want to date?”

“Not really. As long as she makes my heart skip a beat, I won’t judge her appearance.”

Milan sighed in relief.

“Why? Do you want to be my girlfriend?” Luhan teased.

“No, I won’t. Weirdo, I won’t like oppa to be my boyfriend. Like I said, I don’t like boys.”

“Then you want me as your manfriend?”

“Corny oppa. Just shush. And you aren’t the only guy in my sight you know. I’ve got eleven other options aside from you,” Milan smirked. “Okay then, it’s alright. I don’t want to hurt another girl anyway,” Luhan whispered to himself, careful enough the only person to hear him was Milan. “I know how you feel. Well, I don’t want to be hurt too in the end. That always happens and I’m sick of it,” Milan said. “Anyways, do you mind if I sleep while we haven’t arrived in the dorm?” Luhan nodded slightly as Milan rested herself on his chest. “Thanks, oppa,” she whispered before closing her eyes.

Chanyeol bit his lower lip as he watched what was happening. “Hey, Chanyeol, are you jealous?” Baekhyun asked as he smirked. “No, I’m not. Why should I?” Chanyeol snapped. “Yeah, sure, you’re not,” Baekhyun said in a sarcastic way. “Thanks for making her open up to us. She’s speaking the same language and hopefully, she’ll be able to speak of the truth behind her identity,” Baekhyun said as he smiled a bit.

“But, Chanyeol, are you interested in her?” Baekhyun looked at him. “I’ve always known who Ringo was. I studied English while listening to her covers of our songs. But I never imagined meeting her and spending time with her and being even shipped with her,” Chanyeol said as he smiled painfully. “I dated once but I don’t want to go through it again. I’d rather be alone than get hurt,” he added. Baekhyun was really dealing with difficult people.

The main heroine was Milan. She was afraid to love again though Baekhyun is sure she’ll fall for someone. He’s just not sure with whom. The first leading man is Luhan. He doesn’t want to hurt somebody again like he did years ago. His innocent façade was nothing compared to what he’s been through. And this guy beside him, Chanyeol, was afraid to fall in love and get hurt too. But he might fall for Milan. He wasn’t sure what will he do. He was unsure of what to do because he doesn’t understand how relationships work.

“Hey, Milan, wanna go out to get some bubble tea with hyung and I?” Sehun said as they went out of the van. “Umm… ahh…” Milan blinked a few times. “Oh no, my make-up is messed up,” Milan widened her eyes. “And wait, I have to change my clothes! Can’t get caught in these clothes with you two,” she rushed into the dorm and kept trying to find male clothes.

Sehun sighed as he put his hands in his pockets. “I was hoping to have her stay in those clothes,” he said. “Oh, do you think she’s pretty? I thought you like girls with whiter skin,” Luhan said as he raised one of his eyebrows. “I don’t know. Sometimes, it’s good to see something unique. Though she’s darker than us, it fits her. She has that what they call a Filipina’s charm,” Sehun said as he smirked. “But do you think I’ll steal your girl, hyung?” “What?” Luhan almost laughed. “My girl? Remember, I want a quiet girl. Mil’s more of a loud mouth,” Luhan added.

“Loud mouth huh,” she suddenly appeared behind them. She was wearing a black coat over dark blue jeans and a white shirt. She looks like she was wearing a binder to hide her chest. She was wearing a pair of violet rubber shoes and had worn the same wig she was wearing yesterday. “That’s offensive for a lady like me,” Milan said as she went ahead of them. 

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AwezomeOne
It was fun and all but yeah Milan didnt end up with anyone ㅋㅋㅋ

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lilnugget #1
Chapter 1: I like the character a lot. she breaks from the cookie cuter form most people have for their ocs. I'm excited
ThatGiirlSteph #2
Chapter 21: Omg you added nana (wife of zhang jie) in the story (well sorta) !!!!
mizukki #3
Chapter 68: Oh my gosh. The story is really awesome although chanyeol is like suffering so much
But. Its a really good piece of work!
marsyaadriana
#4
Chapter 67: SEASON 2 pleaseeee I'll love you foreverr
avisdawn #5
Chapter 67: Make a season 2 if you have time and already motivated okay? :))
Angelz0715 #6
Chapter 67: What...I need season 2!!!!>< plz
silverlady
#7
Chapter 67: ANDWAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE author-nim I am in love with this story!!!!!!!!!! please make a season two soon!! looking forward to your other works and thank you!
shiryokeii #8
Chapter 67: oh god please make a second season
SHINee456 #9
Haha first time reading a d my friend think this is good!!!
redpanda123 #10
Hope it is good!!!