Dear Diary,

It's been a long time since my last update.

How do you do?

Me? My life had been a roller-coaster journey. 

Day after Day,

I knelt in front of the cross,

praying my heart out,

that the person I loved,

will remembered me one day.

But things didn't go the way I expected.

Day after Day,

my heart cried out to him,

wishing that he could remember me,

even with just one event that had happened to us,

but it was just no use.

He couldn't remember at all.

I'm fine with it as I had my hope up.

Do you know what happened next, Dear Diary?

Something unexpected came into my life.

Something I couldn't imagine it.

Hoya,

the bestest of friend,

confessed that he loved me.

Dear Diary,

I felt restless.

My heart beated anxiously.

My heart hurted.

It felt like a million knives sliced my heart bit by bits.

I thought there might be a way for me to repay him,

but I couldn't find any.

Maybe,

I should try to accept his love?

I just wanted to repay him.

To try and accept him.

Maybe,

that way,

he would find his happiness.

he would not be hurted,

Maybe....

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