The sun has gone down and the moon already showed up but Jaejin’s party is still on. jaejin got everyone’s attention when he tapped the microphone that was placed at the center of their house. A stage was set up on the center. Instruments were also there.

“Good evening everyone! Are you having fun? Because if not, you better get out of my house.” Jaejin laughed as well as the other people listening to him.

“Okay. I know that everyone’s been on the mood of partying and everyone’s lively and all, but I just want to be a joy killer for tonight and you can't do anything about it because it's my birthday! Just for a few minutes listen to this song that me and the guys were going to play. I’m not going to sing tonight even if it’s my birthday but this song is for a girl that’s here tonight.” ~~~ was curious. Who’s the girl he was talking to? Her eyes bulged out when she saw jaejin looking at her and winked. She pointed to herself and jaejin just smiled.

“I hope that this precious couple will be able to make up. Hongki hyung~ I’m sorry that I already said this since this was supposed to be a surprise but it’s my birthday.” Jaejin laughed and bowed. He went to his bass guitar followed by the other FT Island members going to their instruments they were going to play except Hongki. He stood in the middle and held the microphone tightly in his hands. His eyes were wandering, searching for her and once he caught her eyes, he placed his lips on the microphone and uttered a very sincere “This is for you.” and that was the time that Jonghun started playing the piano followed by the playing of the other instruments.

I really tried going a day without you but
The unbearable pain holds me in
I have to try loving without you there but
I don’t have a small enough amount of space

I shout out to you, but it’ll go unheard
Even so, today, I again, only shout your name

You’re the only one I Madly miss, You’re the only one I miss to death
I try forcing you out but you’re there’s only you
You’re the only one I Madly miss, You’re the only one I miss to death
I tell myself that I’m over you but it’s only you
I keep missing you
You’re the only one I miss

I try making myself feel better, telling myself to just quit it
But I can’t get you out of my head
Because my heart still yearns for you
I go wild but I keep thinking of you

You’re the only one I Madly miss, You’re the only one I miss to death
I try forcing you out but you’re there’s only you
You’re the only one I Madly miss, You’re the only one I miss to death
I tell myself that I’m over you but it’s only you
I keep missing you

The words of yearning that reach my throat are,
“Oh I love you”

You’re the only one I Madly love, You’re the only one I love to death
Though I say foul words, or get mad, but it’s only you
You’re the only one I love, the only one I miss to death
Because it’s a foolish love, it’s only you
Because you’re the only one I love
Because You’re the only one I love

Although closing his eyes for a moment, once he opened it, he still looks at her. His gaze never le