Yoonmi’s POV

I waited for Sehun for almost five hours now. Where could he been? I silently curse under my breath as I peeked outside. Still no sign of him. I glumly sat down on the couch with my hands crossed in my chest. I know it’s slightly my fault but hey, I just told things about what he does frankly. I never stated opinions, it’s a fact. For me, it’s a good idea so that he can be a good teenager after he reflects on what I said. It’s not my fault that I’m an active feminist. Or maybe did my words just went too far for him to endure? I scratched my head, frustratedly and let out a big sigh. A few minutes later my phone rang. I immediately got off my feet and went to get my phone above the fridge. I’m expecting Sehun’s call and explanation.

“Seh-!” I was cutted by Suho’s voice. My hopes were drained out by that.

“Yoonmi-ah! Is Sehun in there?” Judging by the way he asked, he’s concerned with their maknae.

“N-No. I thought he was with you. I-”

“So you’re alone in your house?” Suho asked.

“Yeah. Obviously, Sehun’s not in-” he cutted me again.

“Can I come over? It’s not really a great idea that girls like you alone in a house, especially when there are bad guys out there.” I was shocked. Thin king that he’s concerned with Sehun turns out he’s concerned with me. I know Suho does have feelings for me but I can’t tolerate that. My obvious answer would be no.

“It’s not really necessary, Suho-ssi. I’m going to bed now anyway.” I tried to sound very sleepy and fake a loud yawn.

“Oh okay. Good night then. Take care.” He said with a disappointed sound.

“Good night, Suho-ssi” And I hang up.

After that unexpected phone call from Suho, I let myself dive in the couch. Glancing at the clock, it was now 10:30 PM. My eyes got so heavy. They were telling me to sleep but I can’t. I must wait for Sehun. After all I need to say sorry for what I have said. I sat down straightly so that I won’t be tempted to lie in the couch. But the couch is very persistent in pulling my body towards it. My body was a traitor and now I found myself closing my eyes lying comfortably in the couch.

Sehun’s POV

I spend my whole day in my past girlfriend, Yunhee’s graveyard. It’s her death anniversary today.I founbd myself crying while holding and hugging her picture. It’s too painful for me on what Yunhee had experienced. I still blame myself for what had happened. If I’m not stupid back then, maybe I can still be with Yunhee. Maybe I can still kiss her, hug her, make her smile and comfort her. Maybe Yoonmi was right. I’m a player. A great jerk, idiot, moron, stupid, dummy living in this world. I’m a monster.

I cried all over again as I had a self-reflection, unleashing all the pain in my heart. After I got tired of crying, I close my eyes to have a rest. I woke up feeling cold and my body was shivering. I fished out my phone from my pocket to see what time is it. 11:00 PM it says. A normal person would freak out if he found himself in the middle of the cemetery, alone and late at night. But not me. I just bravely stand up from my place, took a long walk in the dark road and gurried home.

As I arrived at Yoonmi’s house, I was taken aback when I saw the lights are still on. Without making any noise, I open the door using the spare key Mrs. Park gave to me. I entered the house and was surprised to see a figure lying in  the couch. I scoffed. What does she think she’s doing?

Yoonmi was sleeping peacefully, snoring softly like a child. I just stared at er with crooked eyebrows. I know she has a point and stated some facts this morning but still it’s not right to judge people if you really don’t know  how heavy the burden they were lifting. Maybe Yoonmi wants to see my cold personality? Oh well, I can do that perfectly. After all she only sees me as a cold hearted player who doesn’t know how to treat and love girls. I mentally rolled my eyes and went directly to my room leaving sleeping Yoonmi in the couch. I don’t really care if she’s going to shiver because of the cold weather. 

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it's been a long time.