Since I am on my hiatus days, I've been thinking a lot about this fanfic. At first, I have already decided to delete the whole thing, but I can't. This is my first ever fanfic in my life, how could I do that ?

NO ! NO ! NO !

I will not delete this fanfic just because of my studies. Yes, sure it is. On 27/9/13, I cried a lot at the classroom during break. HAHA :D What a childish person I am ? The main reason that I didn't want to continue this fanfic is because of, on that bad day, after the trial for my big national exam, SPM, my English exam result were soooooo BADDDDD !

My English teacher didn't put any marks at all on my Paper 1, Section B : Writing a composition. I was so depressed and I couldn't take my own stupid fault and suddenly I think about my probs at home, my fanfics, my results, my future....

And everybody surrounding me was calculating their marks, asking their friend, " Yah ! What are your marks ? ". And I felt like I'm a lonely person ever and I told my besties that sat in front of me, " Can all of you stop talking about English ? "

THAT'S WHY I CRY !!!

But I tried so hard, telling myself, " Don't give up now. You need to be strong and stop crying ! "

From 2012 up til now 2013, sometimes I thought, " Should I continue this journey ? or Should I just give up on doing this fanfic and continue with the others ? "
But when I saw my subscribers and all of the commentors, I feel that I am a bad person in this world if I delete it. So, please continue to read and wait for this fanfic... it's sure end on this year... I'm sorry because I have to share my diary to you all *_*

Q : What's the main reason for you to conitnue writing it ?
A : My amazing, adorable subs and readers.