Hey guys i got bad news :'/ i had a really sweet chapter ready for you guys but sadly, my computer suddently stopped responding and closed all of my things -.- i was so mad and sad. T. T stupid glen! *punches computer screen* ill try my hardest to remember everything i had written. *sigh* enjoy~

Taeyeon's pov~

I awoke to find a beautiful tiffany sleeping soundlessly next to me. She had her head on my chest and her arms wrapped securely around my waist.  I reach my free hand to check the time and as usual, I had awoken 10 minutes earlier than my alarm clock. I lay there and began to her hair with my fingers. I would be lying if I said I wasn’t enjoying this. These sweet moments.  I lean my head down to examine her sleeping face and as expected her eyes were puffy from the crying she did last night. I recall the moments from yesterday in my mind. ‘Disgusting bastard tried to touch me. Fight with Tiffany. Tiffany leaves with bastard. I follow them. Bastard tries to force himself on her. I beat the light out of him. I bring tiffany home. She cries her eyes out and asks me to sleep with her for comfort. And here I am. Lying in bed with this angel.’ I sigh to myself as I continued to her hair as she sleeps. “Why must we suffer so much?” I said to myself almost as a whisper. Tiffany was always crying her eyes out over idiotic breakups with useless pretty faced guys. Me, I was always crying my heart over her when she was out on dates with those same guys.  But somehow, it’s worth it. Call me crazy but I’m something happy with it. Why? Because every time she breaks up with those idiotic guys she always comes running into my arms. It never fails to happen. And it brings me joy. Even if she just uses me for comfort, I’m happy. I at least get something out of it.

I’d also be lying if I said I didn’t want it to advance. Truthfully, I do. But I doubt that will ever happen. She’s straight. Right? I mean, she dates nothing but guys. So she must be straight. Plus, I’m nothing but a sister to her. She’s repeated it enough times to kill my hopes with her. But no matter how many times she kills my hopes, I can’t seem to give up on her.  She is my first love after all. And many people do say ‘you never really forget your first love’. Or first anything really. Just like first impressions, they matter. And I’m not saying I’m gay. Maybe I’m just gay for her. But truthfully, I haven’t been in enough relationships to know my own uality.  Heck, I haven’t even been in one relationship.

The sound of my alarm clock is what brings me back to reality, away from my thoughts. As I move to turn it off I could hear a light grumble escape Tiffany’s lips. “Morning mushroom.” I whisper to her as I remove my hand from her hair. “Tae, I’m still sleepy~” She says as she nuzzles her nose on my stomach making me laugh since it tickles. “You have school, princess~” I say in a teasing manner. She raises her head and pouts at me. Her eyes where still half closed making me laugh. “I don’t want to go~ I’m sleepy~” she says using her aegyo.  I order her to go take a bath but she challenges me to take her down.  We end up on the bed with me tickling her and her letting out husky laughs. ‘yes, this is pure bliss.’

At school~

The morning went by fast as it was now lunch time. Tiffany and I were heading towards the rooftop to where our friends were. Well, more like my two friends. I really didn’t talk to many people. As we were heading there tiffany who was holding onto my arm suddenly came to a halt. “what’s wrong?” I ask her curiously. She beams me an eye smile before biting her bottom lip. I find myself staring at her lips instead but suddenly look up when she speaks. I’m such a byun. “Tae Tae, I just remembered that I promised some friends I would eat lunch with them.” I looked at her with an eye brow raised then remembered the girls from softball. “Oh.” She smiles again that eye smile I so love. “want to come with me?” I hesitate for a second and look towards the stairs to the roof. Usually, I wouldn’t hesitate in following her everywhere. But now I have other friends and I don’t have the heart to ditch them. “Sorry mushroom. Yul and Amber are waiting up there. I don’t want to just leave them.” I smile to her. She pouts her lips but understands. “Alright, I’ll see you later then Tae.” And with that she runs off towards her new friends. “That girl, seriously.” I said chuckling to myself as I made my way towards the roof. But little did I know I was being observed.

At the roof~

“Yah, where have you been Taeng? Your late you know!” Yul calls out to me as I make my way towards my two friends. “That’s none of your business, Yul.” I say sticking my tongue out earning a glare from her. “Where’s Tiffany?” Amber asks me.  I shrug my shoulders a bit. “She said she was going to meet up some friends for lunch.” Just then Yul slaps my shoulder playfully. “Oh, you answer her question but not mine?” I chuckle and ignore her beginning to eat my lunch. “Don’t you dare ignore me Taeng!” Yul yells earning laughs from both Amber and me.

Lunch was going smoothly until Amber spoke making me jump a little at her question. “Hey did you hear about Jay Park the senior?” she asks both of us with glistering eyes. When it comes to gossip Amber is always interested. “No, what happened?” Yul asks, suddenly feeling interested. “Well I heard he got expelled from school for attempting to a girl! And school barely started!” She said in the most shocking voice she could use. “Where did you hear this?” Yul asked curious. “Well I heard it from some of the senior guys he use to talk to.” “You talk to the senior guys Amber? Hmmm, I didn’t know this side of you~” Yuri said teasingly. “Don’t tease me Yul! And yeah, I’m pretty cool with some of them since we’re on the same track team.” “Hey! I’m your Unnie Show respect yah fool!” Yuri was now pulling on Amber’s cheeks. “Owe! Let go you buffoon! You may be older by like hell I’ll ever call you Unnie! Taeyeon can only be called Unnie!” “And why is it that only Taeyeon can be called Unnie and not me? Hmmm?” I began to get irritated at the sight and yelled. “BOTH OF YOU STOP THIS INSTANT!” Right when I said that Amber sat still but Yuri didn’t. “Haha I love how obedient you are Amber when it comes to Taeyeon~” “shut up!” Amber growled with a slight blush.  And with that our lunch ended.

After school~

After dance practice ending smoothly with a slight smirk from me because a certain dancer was gone, hehe I made my way towards my locker to grab my guitar. Today was the first day of my fine arts club and as leader I had to welcome the new students that were interested in music with a warm welcome. Like every other year, I did it by playing a song on my guitar. This caused the crowd to increase. I was now making my way to the roof top where I wanted to play my guitar one last time in some peace and quiet. I was making my way to the roof when suddenly my phone rang.

Tae: yaboseyo?

Tiff: hey Tae where are you?

Tae: I’m heading to the roof right now.

Tiff: Why the roof?

Tae: I wanted to play my guitar in peace one last time before I pick you up from the softball field.

Tiff: hold up, Kay?

On hold.

Tiff: Tae you *pant* still *pant* there?

Tae: Yeah. Why are you panting?
Tiff: I was running.
Tae: Why?

Suddenly the roof door opened wide to reveal a beautiful angel glistering in the sunset. My heart beat paced faster as I saw it was none other than Tiffany Hwang. I lowered my phone from my ear and so did she as she made her way towards me. “I was running towards you, Tae.” She said flashing me one of her eye smiles making me melt. “you didn’t have to run you know.” I said as I now began to wipe the perspiration off her forehead with my handkerchief. “I wanted to hear you play tae.” My heart made a summersault when she said that. “Really? What about Softball practice?” I asked making her chuckle. “it was already nearing its end. That’s why I called you. Coach said I could go.” I couldn’t help but smile at her dorkilly. “what do you want me to play?” I asked her as I played simple chords. “she leaned on the wall next to me and smiled. “Play what your feeling right now, Tae.” My eyes widened at first but I couldn’t help but let a smile creep onto my lips. I began to play my guitar then I sang. I didn’t care if that moment I expressed all my emotions. I felt as if a heavy burden has been lifted off my heart as I played those two songs. (she plays star star star and tears by snsd)

1, 2, 3  again 1, 2, 3

Stars, I'm going crazy

No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby

Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you

My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby

I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again

What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do

This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this

All because of you, really because of you

I can't do anything, I

Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars

I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star

Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say

I really can't express myself

I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby

Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again

I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby

I want you back, I want to go back to your side

I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you

To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky

Cheer me up, cheer me up

Please, where are you now

Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me

Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh

Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you

Just for once, my love

Let me fly to your side

Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars

I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star

Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say

I really can't express myself

I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

I took a deep breath not bothering to look at her as I played my next song.

The white starlight, the black darkness
is pushing me away from far
When i look at you with my smile
I always become farther apart

*When i call you, when i look for you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

The blue sky has dyed you.
Before you find out about my love
Don't feel bad for me, if you understand my tears
you will be able to laugh too

* When i call you, when i find you
Come to me as the wind
Hug me in secret
So i can feel you
You are always next to me

Love~ Like my song is my wind forever
Do you hear it too?
You leave so many memories
I only think about you

When i call you, when i find you
Come back to me as the rain
Whisper to me under the umbrella.
I loved you more
so i am hurting more

LaLaLa

How can I convey it to you
My heart that really loved you
How is my love

over there, like that
That love I will now...I love you

After I finished, I bit my lower lip trying to suppress the tears that dared to escape. A lone tear managed to escape from my left. “Tae.” She managed to say wiping the tear away surprising me. We stood there staring at each other for a moment. But then she spoke. “Tae, are you… In love?”

Ahh longer chapter! hehe hope you guys liked it (: though my other one was a bit better. *cries* its all good. I remembered most of it. Comment and suscribe guys~

peace!