EPILOGUE
MEET YOU AGAIN
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Dear, Kim Ahyoung
I've written over and over, not sure what to tell you. I write again like this, writing what was on the paper I rolled up earlier. I want to rewrite again but I realize this is my last paper, so I'll just start it like this. So, how are you? How was New York? Better than here? Seoul hasn't changed much in two years. But, it changed a lot for me because you weren't here.
I still have your voicemail. I wish I could pick up your phone sooner, then run to meet you. I wish that then I choose to meet you every time you asked to, we will fight and make up and then there was no me, who lost you.
I didn't understand myself until you left, it made me think and feel a lot of things. I don't dream much while sleeping but I dream of you a lot, isn't weird right? Even when I close my eyes, I see your face. And, I didn't realize that I was like an empty shell without you.
I didn't have the courage to write you a letter before. I thought that everything would be fine, I thought time would make me forget you and move on. I try to make peace with myself, make peace with my regrets. It makes me more relieved, but at the bottom of my heart, I know that no matter how far I go, I'll turn to see you again, see us.
I'll go to the ramen shop, order your favorite menu even if it's spicy. Fyi, I'm getting used to spicy, though not as much as you. I watched all the DVD movies you gave me, and I would go to the cinema, thinking if you wa
I've written over and over, not sure what to tell you. I write again like this, writing what was on the paper I rolled up earlier. I want to rewrite again but I realize this is my last paper, so I'll just start it like this. So, how are you? How was New York? Better than here? Seoul hasn't changed much in two years. But, it changed a lot for me because you weren't here.
I still have your voicemail. I wish I could pick up your phone sooner, then run to meet you. I wish that then I choose to meet you every time you asked to, we will fight and make up and then there was no me, who lost you.
I didn't understand myself until you left, it made me think and feel a lot of things. I don't dream much while sleeping but I dream of you a lot, isn't weird right? Even when I close my eyes, I see your face. And, I didn't realize that I was like an empty shell without you.
I didn't have the courage to write you a letter before. I thought that everything would be fine, I thought time would make me forget you and move on. I try to make peace with myself, make peace with my regrets. It makes me more relieved, but at the bottom of my heart, I know that no matter how far I go, I'll turn to see you again, see us.
I'll go to the ramen shop, order your favorite menu even if it's spicy. Fyi, I'm getting used to spicy, though not as much as you. I watched all the DVD movies you gave me, and I would go to the cinema, thinking if you wa
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