3PM

"The assignment for today is to compose a rap about love. You guys will work in pairs and compose a rap within 2 hours, and perform it in front of everyone. And when I say everyone, it includes those in the vocal and dance classes. They will be performing as well. And....this assignment is graded!" Jay annouced, while swaying side to side to the tune of the music that was playing.

"Love....?" I thought. "Pairs....?"

PIYOPIYO!

I turned to my side, wanting to ask Jihoon to pair up with me, but to my disappointment, he was already discussing the assignment with Kyung.

Jihoon, where are you when I needed you the most.........

"I guess......we'll be partners then." I turned to find a bored-looking Zico, with his hands in his pockets.

"Yeah...." I shrugged, and walked to the corner of the room and Zico followed.

"What's your perspective about love?" I asked, as I grabbed a few pens and papers off the table and sat down with my legs crossed.

"It's ." He looked away.

"I know right. Let's get started then!" I agreed, and got to work.

4PM

"What.....this sounds more like hate for the entire world! And so much cuss words!" I shrieked, studying the lyrics that Zico wrote.

"You asked me to pen down my feelings, and that's what I did." Zico defended himself, glaring at me.

Agh. Meanie.

"I was wrong!" I took a pen and strike the irrelevant points and profanities from the lyrics.

I held up the paper and smiled.

60% done.

Journal Entry 20

Thursday, 9 February 2012

4:15PM

Zico's actually a really good composer..........minus the cuss words.

He's actually not bad a person, i think? Just that he acts like a jerk in one moment, and the other, he's a nice guy.

I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE.

OM NOM NOM. I miss you Jihoon.

5PM

"Time's up! Stop writing!" Jay walked into the room.

"This isn't the exams!" We groaned, earning a threat from Jay.

"You guys complain again and I'll fail all of you!"

-Hall-

5:15PM

Kyaaaaaaaaa I'm so nervous!!!!

What if I screw up?! Zico will kill me. And I will kill myself.

I will die two times in a row. I die, then I die again.

I groaned and grabbed my hair, muttering gibberish and cussing at times.

"Yah, calm it. Just rap like you'd usually do and you'll be fine." Zico said, looking straight ahead without even turning to look at me.

LIKE THAT WOULD HELP.

5:40PM

5 performances so far. So far so good. Nothing bad happened. Gah.

"And now we have group 6 from the vocal class. Tiffany and Jaehyo!" Jay's voice boomed through the speakers. (He was the MC.....hm?)

"WOOO! GO TIFFANY! GO JAEHYO!" I cheered, and Zico hissed. "Don't embarress us!"

Sometimes I want to hit that ice prince so bad.

Before I could retaliate, the song started playing and I calmed down almost immediately. Tiffany and Jaehyo were covering Nagging by Seulong and IU! The vocal class were made to cover songs, not compose them, like we did. Lucky people.

[Tiffany] neutge daniji jom ma
sureun meolli jom haebwa
yeol saljjari aecheoreom mareul an deutni
[Jaehyo] jeongmal useumman nawa
nuga nugul bogo aira haneunji
jeongmal useumman nawa

[Tiffany] sirheun yaegi hage doeneun nae mameul molla
[Jaehyo] joheun yaegiman nanugo sipeun nae mameul molla
[Tiffany] geumanhalkka? [Jaehyo] geumanhaja

[Tiffany] hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
[Jaehyo] geu manhaja geuman haja
saranghagiman haedo shigan eomneunde

[Tiffany] meori anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi
niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi
[Both] geumanhaja geumanhaja
neoui jansoriman deullyeo

[Tiffany] babeun je ttae meongneunji
yeojan meolli haneunji
on jongireul ne yeope itgo sipeunde
[Jaehyo] naega geu mamingeoya
jumeoni soge neol neoko danimyeon
jeongmal haengbokhal tende

[Tiffany] duri animyeon andoeneun uri iyagi
[Jaehyo] nuga deutneundamyeon nollyeodaego useul iyagi
[Tiffany] geumanhalkka? [Jaehyo] geumanhaja

[Tiffany] hanabuteo yeolkkaji da neol wihan sori
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
[Jaehyo] geumanhaja geumanhaja
saranghagiman haedo shigan eomneunde

[Tiffany] meo ri anin gaseumeuro haneun iyagi
niga sirta haedo an hal suga eomneun iyagi
[Both] geumanhaja geumanhaja
[Tiffany] naui jansoriga deullyeo?

[Tiffany] nun e himeul jugo geobeul jwobwado
[Jaehyo] naegen geujeo gwiyeoun eolgul
[Tiffany] ireollae jakku(jakku neo) deoneun mot chamgo(chamgo na)
[Both] jeongmal hwanaelji molla

[Tiffany] saranghada malgeoramyeon an hal iyagi
nuguboda neoreul saenggakhaneun maeumui sori
[Jaehyo] hwaga nado sori chyeodo
neoui jansorimajeo nan dalkomhande

[Tiffany] saranghaeya hal su inneun geureon iyagi
nae mal deutji annneun neoegeneun ppeonhan jansori
[Both] geumanhaja geumanhaja
ireon nae mameul mideojwo

I swear those two were looking at each other with SO MUCH LOVE, LIKE A MARRIED COUPLE.

Applause thundered through the hall as soon as the song ended, and both of them bowed.

Ok.....I had no idea that Tiffany and Jaehyo can sing THIS WELL.

I'm feeling more pressurized now!!!! Damn it!

5:55PM

Taeil just finised his performance with a cute, random girl. Aw both of them look so good together......

"And now.......Group 8, consisting of Jaehwa and Zico of the rap class would take the stage!" Jay's annoying voice echoed through the hall.

AIPEURIEKHWIUGREUYGWUIEHWRDHEIYFGHEI&YHW(E

KILL ME NOW.

5:56PM

Zico walked up on stage with me trudging along behind him. Tiffany hurried along, as she was helping us to sing in some of the parts in our performance.

"Yah, just......be cool, be natural! Stop trudging around and slouching! It's an eyesore!" He hissed, as he passed me the microphone.

"I'll try....." I sighed, as I looked at the many rows filled with students, looking at me intently.

Dear Laughing God, if you lead me through this performance smoothly, I will make a shrine for you in Doojoon's room. Jebal.

The background music started playing and I shut my eyes, getting myself to flow with the beat.

[Jaehwa] A Bitter Day
[Tiffany] da ireohke jiwo ga getji, eonjenga neun ijhyeo ji getji
na geujeseo ya, utget jiman, jigeumeun nado eojjeolsu ga eobt ne

[Jaehwa] nalsshi ga joha do, gibuneun jeonhyeo joh ji anha
nal nolli neun geot gata, gwaenhi mak hwaga na
gyeon digi himdeun sanghwang e bbajyeoseo heu jeok dae
neun nawan jeongbanda e, sesangeun amureohji do anhge
jal dora ga janha neo tto han jal saraga deo rago
It’s not fair, igeon bul gong pyeonghae
jina ga neun, saramdeul shiseon jocha naege, dong jeongeul hae

dweneun iri hana eobseo, oneul achimen
naeryeo ya hal goseul nohchyeosseo mundeuk ni saenggake
dwi neut ge naerin injeok deumun jeong geo jangi
oneul ttara sseulsseul hae boyeoseo geunyang nunmuri nasseo
geureohke hanchameul georeosseo
mib giman haetdeon niga saesam seuri geuriwo seo
neol but jabeul himdo eobshi yakhae bbajyeosseot deon
jinan nare naega, neomu hanshimhae seo

[Jaehwa] A Bitter Day
[Tiffany] da ireohke jiwo ga getji, eonjenga neun ijhyeo ji getji
na geujeseo ya, utget jiman, jigeumeun nado eojjeolsu ga eobt ne
amugeotdo halsu ga eobseo, jigeum tto ni saenggake naseo
cham seulpeu jiman, jeongmal himi deulget jiman, gyesok jiwo bolge

[Zico] Yeah, byeonmyeong cheoreom deulli getji museun mareul haedo
i modeun geda neol wihan geora mareul haedo
neon, naege neomu na do gwabun haeseo
eoulliji anhneun oseul geolchin deut neul bulpyeon haesseo
areum dab giman hadeon niga, nae yeopeseo shideureo ga
neunde geugeol jikyeo boneun nae gibuneun eotteoh gesseo, uh
aye shijakeul haji malgeol cheoeum geuttae, ni nuneul boji malgeol

[Zico] neol noha jugo namyeon, heul ga bunhae jil geora
saenggak haet neunde geuge anideo rago
ibyeoreul, meori neun aneunde, mami injeongeul mot hadeo rago
maeil neol geurigo, jiu gireul banbokhae
apeun geon naega da halge neo geujeo haengbok haesseum joh gesseo
jigeum nae seontaeki heot dweji anhgil, huhwe haji anhgil
neol wihae hangsang gido halge

[Jaehwa] A Bitter Day
[Tiffany] da ireohke jiwo ga getji, eonjenga neun ijhyeo ji getji
na geujeseo ya, utget jiman, jigeumeun nado eojjeolsu ga eobt ne
amugeotdo halsu ga eobseo, jigeum tto ni saenggake naseo
cham seulpeu jiman, jeongmal himi deulget jiman, gyesok jiwo bolge

[Zico] jigeumsshik ijhyeo jil geoya shigani jina gamyeon, useumyeo chueok halsu it getji
[Jaehwa] shigani yak iraneun heunhan mal malgo deo hwakshil han bangbeobeul naege mareul haejwo
[Zico] naege badeon geot boda deo keun sarang badeul su isseo, neon yeojeonhi areum da wo
[Jaehwa] yeongwon hal geora haet janha, gyeolguk urido, namdeul gwa kkok gata

[Jaehwa] A Bitter Day
[Tiffany] da ireohke jiwo ga getji, eonjenga neun ijhyeo ji getji
geunari ogetji

I continued to sway from side to side to the beat, and slowly opened my eyes.

MY EARS ARE GOING TO EXPLODE BECAUSE OF THE APPLAUSE.

PLEASE. STOP.

Well.....it was good. Fine, it was awesome!

Laughing God, you will now have a shrine in our dorm.

7PM

"See you guys later!" I waved to Block B and Tiffany, who were heading the other way.

I plugged my earphones in as I walked up the street towards Beast's dorm.

-At Beast's Dorm-

"HELLO EVERYBODY!" I slammed the door open, expecting to see Doojoon is his apron-dress or something, but instead, luggages were scattered across the floor and clothes were thrown all over the place.

"Yah, why's there so many luggages?" I asked, as a frantic Doojoon rushed down from the stairs.

"It's an emergency! We have to go to Paris now and fill in for FT Island because they couldn't make it for the performance!" Doojoon shrieked as he threw his sets of underwear carelessly into his luggage.

"Really? Ok, hehehehehe. I can go pack too, right?" I asked, excited at the thought of going to Paris. It's my dream travel destination!

"You're not going, Jaehwa." Doojoon replied, while stuffing his toy bear into the already about to burst luggage.

My smile immediately turned into a frown. "What.....?"

"You're not going. We're sending you to live with MBLAQ for about......4 days or so?" He looked up at me while sitting on the luggage that was about to blow up and explode and kill us all any minute.

"4 DAYS?!" I shrieked. "MBLAQ?! YOU MEAN THE GROUP WITH THE FREAK IN IT?!"

"Yes....and Mir.....he's a weird, bubbly one, but the rest are fine!"

Doojoon, that statement did not help with anything so it'll be better if you could shut your mouth and let me die here.

"For your information.......I hate you." I groaned, and stormed into my room, slamming the door shut.

"Pack enough clothes and toiletries for 4 days ok? We're sending you to their dorm before we head to the airport! AND REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR UNDERWEAR!" Doojoon shouted from downstairs.

Doojoon, you're officially the cause of why my life is screwed up.

8:45PM

"I hate you Doojoon! I hate you Doojoon!" I repeatedly screamed as the car drove into the parking lot in front of MBLAQ's dorm.

"I love you too, Jaehwa, now get off, we're gonna be late for our flight!" Doojoon pecked my head and I groaned, opening the door of the car and hopping off, along with my belongings.

"See you in 4 days time!" Beast singsonged, as Doojoon slammed the door shut in my face.

As the car drove off, I could clearly see Doojoon doing a heart shaped sign with his arms. I returned it with a middle finger.

He's pouting.

That's what you get when you piss your lil' sis off, Doojoon.

-MBLAQ's Dorm-

MBLAQ's POV

"Omo omo omo! She'll be here any minute! Is everything ready? Is there underwear anywhere? Is there smelly clothes? Joon, make sure your room is clean or I'd kill you, because Doojoon hyung will look for me." Seungho thundered, as the rest of MBLAQ were trying their best to clean up their messy dorm.

"I've always told you guys to keep the dorm clean in case of emergencies! What now? Jaehwa is coming and the dorm's still so messy!"

"Hyung isn't even doing anything and he's bossing us around......." Lee Joon whispered to Thunder, who nodded his head in agreement while the both of them washed the mountain of dishes that was piled up in the sink.

"What did you say, Jooooooooooon?" Seungho smirked, walking into the kitchen, towards a pale Lee Joon.

"Nothing, hyung!"

-end of POV-

ASDFGHJKL.

One more reason to add into my list of "Why I Hate My Brother".

Actually MBLAQ's fine.......apart from the freak. I'm just really bummed that I'M NOT ABLE TO GO TO PARIS.

FUGGGGGGGGG THIS .

I rang the doorbell and tapped my foot impatiently, as I waited for (preferably, Seungho) to open the door.

The door opened, and there stood the stupidest creature in the entire universe.

Bang. Chul. Yeong.

So this is how I'm going to start my 4 days here, huh?

I glared at the freak, and shoved him out of my way as I walked into the dorm nonchalently.

"Oh Jaehwa, you're here!" G.O dashed out of his room, in a green apron.

Why does every male idol I know wear frilly aprons? I must take a picture of this one day and sell it to the media.

I'd be rich.

"Yes, G.O, I am here." I sighed.

"Why so glum?" Thunder asked, in english.

"Because the freak's here." I groaned, and Thunder understood me perfectly, and he smiled.

"YAH YAH YAH! ENGLISH AGAIN?!" Lee Joon was holding onto a chopper, waving it up and down.

"YAH DON'T WAVE THE CHOPPER LIKE THAT!" I screeched, and Lee Joon immediately placed the chopper on the counter.

"Everybody, sit." I signalled for the boys to sit at the dining table.

"Ok, I'll only be here for 4 days, but I have my rules. Please abide to them or I'll either, one, do something to you or your possessions, two, run away and you guys will be responsible, or three, kill you." I smiled.

Gawd what a bipolar person I am.

"One. Do NOT, EVER, EVER, NEVER EVER EVER, touch my stuff without permission. No ransacking of my bag for snacks, because there aren't any. Two. Do NOT, mess around with me. Because I'd most likely kill you accidentally. Do not prank me or whatever because I hate it. Three. Do not call me a mad woman because I am not. *looks at the freak* Yup, and if you guys abide to these, our relationship and my stay will be a pleasant one. Now, where's my room?"

"Uh........" The boys fidgeted, and the freak stood up, smirked at me, and walked off to his room.

"Where is it." I narrowed my eyes, voice gradually getting lower.

"There." Lee Joon shut his eyes tightly, pointing at the couch.

WHAT. THE. FLIPPING. HELL.