Journal Entry Day 8

Tuesday, 31 January 2012.

6:50AM

Going to hell now. Bye.

6:52AM

Doojoon offered me a ride there since I'm running late. I won't have to squeeze in the bus with all the weird ahjusshis! Yesssssss!

-At Seoul Arts High-

7:03AM

I'M LATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GATES PLEASE DON'T CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*BANG!*

I hate life.

Forever.

Stupid gates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .

The pillar!!!! I'll climb over it like a ninja, hehe.

I swiftly threw my backpack to the other side of the pillar, climbed up, and jumped down at the other side, landing perfectly on the grass.

OH YEAH! I pumped my fist. 10 points out of 10 points! (A/N: 2PM! HEHEHE) *dances victory dance*

Oh yeah~ oh yeah~ oh yeah yeah yeah~ (A/N: MBLAQ!)

Uh huh! Uh huh! Who's the boss now, gates?! WHO'S DA BOSS?! I pumped my chest in front of the non-living thing, the gates.

I AM DA-

"Missy, what do you think you're doing? Jumping off the pillar trying to escape from being booked as late? DETENTION AFTER SCHOOL! AND A REFLECTION ESSAY!"

CRAP. I whipped my head around and......................

There stood Mr Pyo Jihoon, laughing his little puny off.

him, he's going to die.

7:05AM

"Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, OW!!!!" Jihoon yelped as I dragged him along the hallways, pulling his ear (which was red now).

"I'M SORRY!!!!  PLEASE DON'T KILL ME, I HAVE MANY UNFUFILLED DREAMS, I HAVEN'T GOT A GIRLFRIEND YET, I HAVEN'T DONE IT YET AND I DON'T WANT TO DIE YOUNG! " He pleaded, and knelt on the floor, rubbing his palms together.

"Sorry who?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Sorry Jaehwa!" He looked at me with big, pleading eyes and pouting.

Sorry Piyopiyo (my new pet name nickname for him), aegyos do not affect me.

"WRONG! HA!" I shouted and kicked him at where the sun shines oh-so-brightly.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH MY JUNIOR!!!!!!!!" He rolled to the side, clutching on to his precious junior.

"That's noona for you!" I smirked, and walked away. Jaehyo gave me a knuckle punch then slung his arm over my neck, and we walked off to class together.

"P.O junior......are you still.....alive?" Jihoon touched his stinging junior. "Appa caused this.....sorry junior."

8:15AM

Science now. Piyopiyo is not talking to me. I think he's still angry with me for kicking his junior. I feel guilty................................................

Not. If he called me noona this wouldn't have happened to his junior. Serves him right.

8:30AM

DAMMIT HE'S SO ANNOYING -_- HE WOULDN'T EVEN SHARE THE TOOLS NEEDED FOR THE EXPERIMENT WITH ME AND SITS LIKE, 2 METRES AWAY FROM ME.

WHAT AM I, A BACTERIA?!

9AM

Piyopiyo can't stop smiling now. Why?

I freaking apologised to him.

I, Yoon Jaehwa, has never apologised to anyone else other then my brother.

*flashback*

"Piyopiyo!" I called out.

Jihoon turned away, and shifted further away from me.

"Piyopiyo!" I shifted closer to him.

He shifted away from me again.

"DAMMIT, I'M SORRY FOR KICKING PIYO JUNIOR! OK?!?! NOW CALL ME NOONA BEFORE I CASTRATE YOU!" I yelled, causing the entire class to turn and look at me.

"Mian." Embarressed, I brushed off the imaginary dust off my shoulders and weakly smiled.

"You apologised to meeeee!" As if bipolar, Jihoon returned to his usual cheery self.

"No I didn't." I scooted away from him.

"Yes you did." He inched closer.

"No."

"Yes."

"NO!"

"YES!"

"NOOOOOOO! NOW CALL ME NOONA OR SAY BYE BYE TO PIYO JUNIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I hissed.

"Help me name my junior and I'll call you noona." He winked.

"What?! What the hell?!" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Name it and you earn the honour of me calling you noona."

"Fine!!!!! I name it................Jiyojiyo. NOW CALL ME NOONA." I glared at him.

"Thanks noona!" He smiled, and returned back to the experiment.

I couldn't help but smile when he called me noona.

*flashback end*

At least I gained something out of my apology right?!

12PM

It's time for lunch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My favourite period of the day, hu hu hu :') There's ramyeon, jajangmyeon and chicken soup today........*grumbles*

JAJANGMYEON IT SHALL BE!

12:02PM

I waited patiently, tapping my fingers to the beat of I Am The Best on my wallet. I was next to buy my food when a blonde head zoomed in front of me and placed his order instead.

BLOODY SON OF A !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Yah! Go away! You cut my queue!" I shrieked.

The blonde head turned and stared at me. Zico?!

"What is this, elementary school?" He flatly answered and turned his back at me again.

BASTARD.

"Even elementary school kids know what is manners and how to get your food in school, by QUEUING." I snapped.

"What'd you say?" He instantly turned back around, and narrowed his eyes at me, giving me a cold icy glare.

"I said, EVEN. ELEMENTARY. SCHOOL. KIDS. KNOW. WHAT. IS. MANNERS. AND. HOW. TO. GET. YOUR. FOOD. IN. SCHOOL, BY. QUEUING." I spoke slowly, emphasizing every word.

", you're lucky I don't hit girls." He threatened.

"What is this, threatening? Why talk when you don't even dare do it?" I simply stated, playing with my fingers then looking up and smirking at him.

"You'd regret this." He clenched his fist.

"I won't regret something you didn't even have the guts to do." I stared into his eyes.

He then grabbed my wrist, and dragged me out of the cafeteria.

"Yah! Let me go, you jerk!" I tried prying his fingers off but he remained silent and his grip on my wrist tightened.

He then brought me up to the rooftop and slammed the door.

-At the rooftop-

12:20PM

He turned around, still gripping on to my wrist tightly and violently pushed me against the rough, brick wall.

The rough wall caused the back of my blouse to tear.

Damn I should've worn the blazer.

He stared coldly into my eyes. "What makes you think I wouldn't dare break one of my own principles for a like you?"

ME? ? WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO HIM?!

"Yah, you have no right to call me a because I have never done any to you. You deserve to be called a bastard by me because you apparently, had no manners!" I snapped.

"If you hadn't done any , then I wouldn't have called you a , ." He snapped back.

" YOU. GET A LIFE, OK?! GET OUT OF YOUR IMMATURITY. I, YOON JAEHWA, IS NOT EQUIVALENT TO YOUR EX-GIRLFRIEND. JUST CAUSE I'M A RAPPER AND ULZZANG LIKE HER, DOESN'T MEAN I GET TO DESERVE ALL THESE BULL FROM YOU. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO COME TO SCHOOL HAPPILY, THEN GET UPSET BECAUSE OF THE LOOKS YOU GIVE ME ALL THE TIME. YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE I KILLED YOUR KIN. I DON'T DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS. I JUST WANT TO LIVE A NORMAL LIFE WITHOUT ANY ING BULLS FROM YOU AND SCHOOL. HAHA, I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO BE IN THIS SCHOOL IN THE FIRST PLACE. IF I WERE TO LEAVE, YOUR LIFE WOULD PROBABLY BE BETTER RIGHT?! OH, MAYBE NOT BECAUSE YOU'RE STILL STUCK IN YOUR OWN LITTLE NARROW-MINDED BRAIN!" I screamed at his face, trying to push him away with my free hand.

"What did you say?" He stared at me.

"I don't want to ing repeat myself all the time. I'm sick and tired of trying to act like I'm unaffected by your actions. Dammit, I'm tired of this already. Just....let me go and I'll just leave and let you feel a little bit happier." I avoided his stare, letting my free hand fall to the side.

However, his grip on my wrist tightened.

"Just let me g-" Before I could continue, he crashed his lips onto mine.

WHY THE HELL IS HE KISSING ME?!

My eyes closed slowly, as I began to kiss him back. The kiss wasn't full of love, but full of apology and regret.

His lips tasted like dark chocolate. Does he have like, chocolate lipsmackers?

He then moved back, and stared at me again.

"What?" I asked, irritated by his constant staring.

"I don't hate you, Jaehwa." He answered softly, removing his grip away from my wrist.

"Really?" I asked, massaging my sore hand.

"Yup, really." He looked down on the ground. I couldn't help but smile a little.

"Do you use chocolate lipsmackers or something?" I asked jokingly.

"No, I had chocolates in class." The corner of his lips curved up a little.

"Oh. I had chocolate chip cookies." I replied, smiling a little.

We both then broke into chuckles.

-At the canteen-

12:50PM

Zico and I walked back to the cafeteria, side by side, earning stares from other students.

"YAH WHERE'D YOU GUYS GO?! WE WERE WAITING!!!! WE ATE CAUSE WE WERE TOO HUNGRY WAITING FOR YOU GUYS."

"Mian." I lowered my head and drew circles on the ground with my shoe.

"Never mind, let's go to the table!" He cheerfully pulled us to the table and sat us down.

I chatted with the other boys, and then Jihoon suddenly brought up a topic that I never wish to hear again.

"Hey, let me introduce to you guys.......Jiyojiyo!" He abruptly stood up, and pointed at his junior.

"WHAT THE HECK JIHOON, YOU NAMED YOUR JUNIOR?! YOU'RE NUTS!" Yookwon exclaimed.

"Nope! I wasn't the one who named it!" He cheerfully replied.

.

"Who did, then? I'll kill the person who taught our maknae to be so dirty." questioned Minhyuk.

Double . Please shut up, Piyopiyo, please, I beg you, I'd do anything for you!!!!!

"Jaehwa noona did!" He pointed at me, still smiling.

Fall into the Bermuda Triangle and never come back out, Piyopiyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"WHAT?!" shouts from Minhyuk, Taeil, Jaehyo, Yookwon and Kyung echoed the entire cafeteria.

I'll kill you and Jiyojiyo, Piyopiyo.

~

-At Beast's Dorm-

3PM

Back at home! Trust me, you wouldn't want to know what happened after Piyopiyo decided to be a complete and spill the beans about his Jiyojiyo.

I had A LOT of explaining to do.

3:30PM

Just took a bathe. Hoorah for strawberry shampoo and vanilla bodywash!

3:34PM

I was just about to lie on my bed when the door opened, and Doojoon's head was popping out from the side of the door.

"YOU'RE COMING TO INKIGAYO WITH US!!!!" He screamed into my face. "GET DRESSED, PALI!" He left the room.

"NO!!!!!!!" I replied, covering my head with the pillow.

"IT'S THIS OR TUITION FOR YOUR FAILING SUBJECTS!" He shouted back.

"I'M COMING!!" I quickly shot up of bed, and grabbed some clothes from my closet and went to change.

-Backstage of Inkigayo, Beast's Waiting Room-

(What Jaehwa's wearing.)

5PM

Alalaalala.

Alalalalalla.

Bored to death. Beast are currently getting their makeup done now.

Shall update my twitter then!

@jaehwa0510: No selca today! Got a backstage pass from someone, so i'm now backstage at Inkigayo! Everyone excited for their idols to go onstage? ^^

*notification* *notification* *notification* *notification*

@ha_ra: Omg! Lucky you~ I wanna go there too ㅠ3ㅠ

@leeyehjji: Omo! Is Super Junior there? Help me get a autograph from Siwon please, jebal~

@MBLEASTforever: You're backstage at Inkigayo, unnie?! You're so lucky! I'm dying to go there but its hard to get backstage passes T^T

@parktaejun: Is Lee Hyori there?! O3O

HAHAHAHHAA PARK TAEJUN! LEE HYORI IS ABROAD! HOW CAN SHE BE HERE?!

@jaehwa0510: @ha_ra I'll bring you along next time, ok? Kekekeekee today was pretty sudden so I couldn't call anyone T^T

@jaehwa0510: @leeyehjji: Super Junior is here! I'll go get autographs from all of them for you now~

@jaehwa0510: @MBLEASTforever: Yes I am ^^ If possible, I'll try to get you a backstage pass!

@jaehwa0510: @parktaejun Pabo yah! Lee Hyori is abroad, how can she be here?

Aigoo.

5:35PM

It's so boring here!!!! I'll go walk around for a bit. Hehe and maybe bump into Super Junior and i'll be able to get autographs for Yehjji!

Oh yeah.

I stood up, and walked towards the door.

"Yah Jaehwa ah, where are you going? We still have to introduce you to our friends!" Doojoon hissed, while he was sitting in front of the mirror like a statue, and a makeup noona was artistically making his face 100 times better with makeup.

"I'm going to walk around for a bit, it's so boring here!" I hissed back, opening the door.

"Yah Jaehw-" *SLAM!* Closed the door in time before he starts nagging! *dances around in my mind*

Hmmm.....off to find Super Junior!

5:45PM

Why are there so many waiting rooms?! Where the hell is Super Junior's?!

Why do the doors all look the same?!

Why are the names of the groups printed in such small fonts and pasted on the doors?!

"Teen Top.....T-ara.......2NE1......Secret.........B1A4....." I subconsciously muttered to myself as I walked passed many many grey doors.

Suddenly, I bumped into someone.

"Mianhe!!!! Jinjja mianhe!" I bowed.

"Why can't you look where you're going?! And why are you here?! You're not an idol right?! You're a FAN?! YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE! SECURITY!" An annoying voice yelled out.

That voice sounds familliar............

I looked up.

And I got the biggest shock in my life.

"YAH, YOU!"