10:30 pm .that’s what the clock read, luhan sat there on the couch staring at the clock on the wall above the TV, it was an hour past the time your work ended, he heard some rumors in the past few days he didn’t want to believe them but he was getting suspicious, since he was away all the time and he was busy so you couldn’t really spend much time together surely you would get lonely maybe .. just maybe the rumors were true, he has heard from a ‘friend’ of yours that there is a new guy at your work who has his eyes on you and that you were quite friendly with him, he was afraid that you would leave him for this new guy, he was jealous that this new guy can spend more time with you than he can, so today he came home early to see you but you were still not home, his mind was jumping to all kinds of conclusions whether they made sense or not. He was snapped out of his thoughts at the sound of your keys unlocking the door.

You unlocked the door and took off your shoes, you made your way inside not expecting anyone home, then you saw him sitting on the couch, you couldn’t help the big smile that made its way across your lips, as you made your way towards him, you kissed his cheek “you’re home, how come you didn’t call? When did you get here?” you asked as you took off your coat and settled next to him, sitting sideways so you were facing him “where were you ?” he asked quietly, his face was unreadable “I was at work, where else would I be?”

“you’re an hour late, what happened?” he asked with a poker face

“I stopped by the mall to get something”

“what ?”

“seriously lu what’s with the interrogation?” he scoffed and ran his fingers through his hair

“lu what’s going on?” you asked concern obvious in your voice

“why?”  asked he

“why what?”

“why did you do it?”

“lu what are you talking about ?” you asked confused

“why would you do this to me?” he asked, hurt clear in his eyes

“I have no idea what you’re talking about, lu han you’re making me worry”

“don’t play dumb with me I know you are cheating on me __-ah”

You laughed “oh my god you’re serious”  was he really accusing you of cheating

“I just want to know why, is it because I’m away all the time? Is it because he’s a better lover than I am? Have I not loved you enough?” he raised his voice and you felt a pang of pain in your chest , you never liked people yelling , you swallowed a lump in your throat

“lu han … how could you?”  you asked, voice shaky

“how could I ? me ? I try my best to make time to spend together despite being busy and working my off and you go around and play me like an idiot” he yelled

“lu han .. I  have been nothing but faithful, how could you even think for a second that I would do something like that ?”  you said, tears threatening to fall and voice quivering

“and I’m supposed to believe you ?” he asked bitterly

“yes you are, I’m your girlfriend you should trust me”

“how am I supposed to trust you when you are lying to me?”

“what?”

“where were you? Why were you late?” he asked again

“I told you I was at the mall”

“why?”

“to get something, geez lu han were you even listening?”

“oh yeah what?? You didn’t bring anything with you” he stated, and you felt your heart tighten and the tears that were threatening to fall fell, was he really doubting you, where did you go wrong in this relationship, you didn’t like arguing and yelling so you just sighed

“you know what?! I can’t do this, lu han I love you and I have never even thought of cheating on you but you’re not trusting, and without trust I guess we have noting” you said quietly and he watched you with sad eyes , he was in a daze trying to comprehend what you said

“for your information the thing I was getting was a present for your father and I mailed to him that’s why I didn’t bring home anything, it’s his birthday tomorrow and I figured you were busy, you should call him” you said through your tears and grabbed your purse and headed to the door, seeing your retreating figure snapped him from his daze and he darted towards you, before you even made it out of the living room he hugged you from behind, both your hands were on your side as he wrapped his arms tightly around you just under your chest, he buried his face in the crook of your neck and you felt a wet substance on your skin, was he crying

“baobei please don’t leave me, I am so so sorry I’m just really afraid you’ll realize how bad of a  boyfriend I am and that you deserve so much better.. I am afraid you’ll find someone better and leave me baby I can’t be without you, if you leave me I’ll die, I love you more than anything else in the world, and I am so sorry for doubting you” he said with a quiet voice letting you know about his insecurity and you appreciated his vulnerable honesty  he was resting his chin on your shoulder still hugging you tightly, with some difficulty you turned around in his embrace, his hands wrapped around your waist

“lu I love you okay? I would never find someone better because you are the only one for me” you cupped his face in your hands as you spoke

“I am sorry” he apologized again and you can see sincerity in his eyes, he hugged you tightly again and you rested your head on his chest, after a few minutes you pulled away just enough so you could look at his face “I am really sorry” he apologized once more

“you can make it up to me” you smiled at him

“how?? Anything for my baobei”

“well you can start by ordering pizza because I’m hungry, then we could watch a movie of my choice and cuddle” you grinned

“that’s it??” he was surprised that’s all you wanted

“oh and you can dance for me” you said smiling mischievously

“what kind of a dance” he asked wearily, you grinned at him knowingly and he knew exactly what kind of dance you meant

“ohoho baobei ~~~” he whined , and you pouted and gave him your best puppy-eyes

“okay anything to make you happy” he gave in and smiled at you and gave you a peck on the lips, before he went off to order pizza and you went to find a movie, but first you went to get your laptop to get the girl group songs you want him to dance to, you had always wanted him to dance girl group dances for you but he always refused because he is ‘manly’ and this was a perfect opportunity to get him to do it.