Lu Han - MY PETER PAN/DEAR DIARY

A collection of my old stuff

Dear diary :

Today the apartment next door has been filled, there were about twelve people who moved in, they are so attractive and they seem like really nice boys, one of them specifically caught my attention he made my heart flutter with his blinding smile that puts the city lights in shame … cheesy ?! .. I know but he has such a beautiful smile. I will call him peter pan because he looks much younger than he is, he also acts much younger than his age, I find that charming, and … i don't know his name

You walked out of your door leaving for your job as usual, but today was not usual there was a bunch of furniture in the hall blocking your way, you lived in a really cozy small apartment complex that was just four stories high and you lived on the third one, each story has two apartments and the one next door has been empty for almost a month but apparently that was going to change today, you were slightly annoyed because your shift starts in 10 minutes and you were stuck in front of your door, you crossed your arms over your chest waiting for someone to show up, after a few minutes three guys (a tall one with big eyes and a pretty smile and black hair, the other with a beautiful smile and brown-ish hair and beautiful honest eyes, and the third was shorter with owl-like eyes and plump lips) showed up “ah we are very sorry about this mess, we didn't think it would take this long for us to take the stuff inside” the tall one bowed and apologized the moment he caught sight of you “it’s okay, but do you think you can make a way for me to pass I’m kind of late for something” you said with a polite smile, one of them immediately jumped over some furniture like a five year old “hyung, you’re 24 not 4, act like it” the taller one whined but the other two just chuckled, they moved around some furniture enough to late you pass, you bowed and thanked them,  the 24 year old one with the beautiful smile and brown-ish hair smiled at you and waved and you almost tripped because of his dazzling smile, you met nine other people carrying things up the stairs as you were leaving you assumed they were also moving in. You spent the day at work daydreaming about his smile and his stunning eyes. When you got back that night the furniture was gone they must have moved it inside, you wrote in your diary like usual and went to bed.

Dear diary :

Peter pan showed up at my door today with the same two boys I saw yesterday, they brought cookies [^_^] they are really nice, it was really embarrassing though T.T I had just woken up and we both know that’s not my best condition…. But they were nice enough not to run away , oh and I learned their names to be chanyeol, kyungsoo, and luhan even his name is beautiful … my peter pan hehehe

You had just woken up and brushed your teeth and washed your face, your hair was a very messy bun and you were wearing  your black mickey mouse pajama pants and a matching tank top, you heard someone knocking on your door, you opened the door only to be met with the dazzling smile of peter pan as you called him, you shut the door immediately and your eyes were as big as saucers “oh my god” you whispered and put your hand on your chest then you realized how rude what you just did was, you opened the door praying he was still there and surely he was with the two other boys “uh.. sorry about that I was just…a little surprised, hello” you greeted kind of awkward “hello, we just wanted to say hello officially, here I baked some cookies they’re edible I promise” the shorter boy joked as he handed you a plate of cookies you giggled a bit and accepted it “I’m kyungsoo by the way” he introduced himself “this chanyeol”  chanyeol grinned and waved at you, “and this is luhan” he introduced a dazed luhan who snapped out of his daydream at the mention of his name and gave you a little wave “I’m ___, nice to meet you and welcome to the neighborhood, if you ever need anything just knock” you smiled at them, and luhan could have sworn the entire building could hear his heart beating like a drum, they said goodbye and went back to their apartment as you did. You closed the door and put your hand over your heart it was beating like crazy, you smiled so widely at the picture of his smile that was imprinted in your brain by now.

Meanwhile at the boys apartment:

“you are a wimp”  kyungsoo said pointing at luhan

“hey, I’m your hyung you can’t say that” luhan warned “plus I got nervous” he pouted

“geez, what’s the worst that can happen, you’re such a coward” minseok shipped in

“not you too minseokie~ I thought you would be on my side” luhan looked at the older male like a kicked puppy

“talk to her she’s not going to bite you” minseok stated flatly

“ not now at least” chanyeol joked, wiggling his brows

“hey” the older two warned as they slapped the back of his neck at the inappropriate joke

“sorry couldn’t resist” he apologized pouting

“she works at the coffee shop around the corner what better excuse to talk to her” kyungsoo told him

“how do you know that?” luhan asked confused

“I know everything” the younger replied with a creepy smile

“creepy” luhan said earning a chuckle from the younger.

Dear diary:

Today I saw him again my peter pan, although I have not seen him for the past week which made me kind of sad I missed his beautiful smile, but today he showed up at the shop and I got to hear his voice finally I like his voice.

You were behind the counter getting an order ready, you heard the bell chime and looked up and saw him your heart skipped a few beats and you felt your stomach twist and flip, he walked to the counter and stood there waiting, you were working alone today because your co-worker had an errand to run, you finished the drink in hand and handed it to the customer waiting and he gave you the money and a tip and left, leaving you and luhan alone in the shop, you were nervous to say the least “hello, sorry about the wait, what would you like to order?” you said with a small smile “hi ___, uh… ye.. I would like to order three Frappuccino and two green tea lattes …uh…five vanilla latte… uh.. two caffé latte… I think that’s it” he said with the smile of an angel, you wrote everything down in your notepad and started making the orders, your hearts fluttered at the way he said your name, “must be a handful living with eleven other people” you started a conversation thanks to a surge of unexpected courage “you have no idea, but they’re good kids they've been taking care of me since I came to Korea” he gently smiled. “where are you from?”you asked

“china” he simply said

“really?” you asked not exactly sure why

“why ? I don’t look Chinese?” he asked playfully

“i-i-it’s not that” you stuttered thinking he felt offended

“it’s okay I am joking” he laughed and it was the most beautiful of sounds, you also laughed, you continued talking about random trivial things until you were finally done with the orders you put the cups in two paper cup holders each with six cups, he paid for the drinks “thank you, see you around ___”  he winked at you smiling. You just waved in a daze.

Dear diary:

Today I saw luhan on the stairs as I was going to work and he was coming back from his morning run, he noticed my new short hair and he said he liked it … I am so happy he is so sweet

You made your way downstairs leaving for work when you pumped into someone who was coming up, “are you okay?” he asked “yeah, sorry I wasn't paying attention”  you said as you looked up and met a familiar face “it’s okay I wasn't watching where I was going” he gently smiled, “I like your new hair, it looks good on you” he complimented  after a few minutes of silence and you blushed “thank you” you thanked him shyly, then said a quick shy goodbye descending  down the stairs, your heart was about to explode, did he just notice your new haircut you were in a daze for the rest of the day thinking about his compliment.

Dear diary:

It finally happened after a month of coming to the shop almost every day he had finally asked me on a date I feel like I’m flying we went to the COEX aquarium it was so much fun we talked a lot and laughed a lot he is really kind and funny and sweet I can’t wait to see him again ^^

As your shift was ending you took off your apron and made your way outside only to find luhan standing outside waiting for you, you saw him almost every day this month he always came to order sometimes with his friends , other times he showed up alone, you got to know about each other  little by little, today though he had a rose in his hand “would you care to go on a date with me my fair lady?” he asked as he offered you the pretty white rose, your heart skipped was he really asking you on a date, you can tell he was nervous “I would love to” you replied taking the rose and smelling its fragrance and he smiled relieved, you went to COEX aquarium, it was so beautiful and so fun, you learned a lot about luhan on this date, you learned that he loved rubix cubes and he loved soccer, you learned that he is afraid of heights, you also learned that he loved to sing. It was a nice date after it was over he took you home and you both stood outside your apartment “thank you for today I had a lot of fun” you sincerely said “me too, I had a great time today, we should definitely do this again” he grinned, then he leaned closer and pecked your lips quickly blushing a bit, “see you around”  he said and went inside their apartment, you touched your lips and smiled, today was the best day and you couldn’t wait to see him again on another date.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ several years later ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

“ lǎo pó~~ look what I found”  luhan sang through the house

“what?” you asked curiously as you made your way towards the living room where he was, dodging the boxes on your way, you and luhan were unpacking and tidying up your new house, the moment your eyes fell on the purple book with a heart-shaped lock on it your eyes widened it has been a while since you wrote in it, luhan had a mischievous smile on his face as he showed you the key in his other hand, he opened the book and you didn’t really mind he flipped a few pages cooing here and there ,you had it since you were a child, he suddenly grinned as he reached a certain page and you didn’t need to look to know it was the first time you met him, he read through it his grin only growing wider “peter pan, huh?” he asked as you made your way sitting next to him, you smiled at the mention of the old nickname, “I didn't know you liked me this much  lǎo pó” he teased and you blushed, he chuckled and put the diary down and brought you closer into his embrace as he lied down on the couch bringing you down with him “I think we should take a break for a little nap”  you just hummed in response snuggling into his chest “I love you lǎo pó” he said quietly “I love you too lǎo gong” you murmured sleepily as you let the sound of his heartbeat lull you to sleep. The wind blew through the open window flipping the diary pages to the last one, the entry read:

Dear diary:

Luhan and I are getting married soon and we are planning to start a family, but we are taking things one step at a time, we are doing great wish us luck and happiness. My peter pan has taken me with him to Neverland where we will be happy forever… cheesy?! I know but love makes us do stupid things I suppose ^^

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adelliaar #1
Chapter 1: is this amber×boy or what? ._.