Chanyeol was still at the same spot, holding the book in his big hands. His eyes not leaving the door that stood wide open.

There was so many questions wanting to be answered, the room, the book, baekhyun. He didn’t know how to react or to even talk to Baekhyun anymore.

As for the boy who got caught for loving his idol, he was actually in the bathroom near his room. Baekhyun had kept on splashing ice cold water on his face to get rid of that crimson color on his cheeks. Even though he had stayed there for like 10 minutes his heart had yet not calmed down.

He wanted to go back but he was scared. He know Chanyeol doesn’t love him and must be by now feeling very uncomfortable. He’s sure that the taller is already packing his things to get away from Baekhyun as fast as possible.

It’s not fun anymore knowing the man of your dreams has seen the desperate in you. Having his room screaming Chanyeol in every single way. It’s embarrassing. Baekhyun can’t face him. He can’t…

Chanyeol flipped through the pages but found nothing except for what he had read. The thing is, he doesn’t love Baekhyun nor does he like him in a romantic way. That’s not something he could feel in just a few times of meeting up. But he won’t lie that he does see Baekhyun kind and loyal. Like why else would he be here in the first place at a fan’s place? That’s why he trust Baekhyun and doesn’t want to treat him as a fan but as a normal person.

Baekhyun exhaled from the nth time, he had told himself that he should go out and face Chanyeol ( unless he hasn’t left ) but it was hard to open that goddamn door.

”Stop being a little baby you idiot, go out.” He cursed to himself and opened the door. The thumping of his heart was making him insane, he wanted to rip it off throw it onto the ground and stomp on it.

The door to his bedroom was still the way it was and Baekhyun wondered if Chanyeol did leave. As he poked his head a bit he saw the taller just standing there, his brows furrowed as if he was thinking of something.

It was thanks to his peripheral vision that he saw Baekhyun standing there, so without waisting a second he locked his eyes with him. The book long forgotten as he had placed it on a desk.

”Baekhyun?” He voiced out.

When the smaller didn’t respond but just looked at him back he felt a bit worried. Is this a ghost? Is he going to die because he read someone else’s diary or whatever it was? ”Hey, talk to me.”

Unfortunately the other was still quiet and his face was blank.

That was until his face turned redder and redder and Chanyeol noticed that something was off. ”Are you seriously okay?”

Seeing the smaller not moving an inch of his body, how it looked tense, he immediately ran towards him.

”What are you doing? Why are you holding your breath?” Chanyeol asked in desperate. He sighed in relief when Baekhyun had exhaled loudly and long.

”Don’t you know that you can die from doing that?” The question was ignored for Baekhyun was seriously blushing having him so close.

If only he was confidence enough he could have just moved his face a bit closer and baam! A kiss would be shared.

Chanyeol stared into Baekhyun’s eyes that was in daze.

”Wait, don’t tell me you are dead.”

Baekhyun shook his head when he heard Chanyeol’s voice again.

”Don’t touch me or else my heart will explode.”

Chanyeol arched a brow but obeyed the other. He backed away, leaving space to both of them.

It was so uncomfortable right now that the taller wanted to just have the ground swallow him. Baekhyun on the other hand didn’t know what to say, he wanted to talk to Chanyeol, wanted to see if they really was okay.

To his luck, Chanyeol talked first.

”You don’t need to be embarrassed about loving me.”

Baekhyun gazed up at him for a long time.

”You just wait! You might not love me now but I will do my best so that one beautiful day you will love me back and we will both get married and have kids! Sleep here!” Was the last thing Baekhyun said or rather shouted before slamming the door shut.

He ran down to the coach jumped on it and screamed into a pillow.

”Why did I say that?” He whined as he kicked another pillow away. ”I’m so dumb, now he will definitely—” He widen his eyes. A smile creeping on his face as he started to feel giddy inside. ”What I said was actually pretty good. Now he knows I will fight for us.” Baekhyun gasped and start squealing against a pillow again. Damn, you’re so good Baekhyun.

ㆍㅅㆍ

Baekhyun groaned loudly as he stretched his tense body. He could feel his limbs softening. In the meantime doing that he realized that he had a blanket over him, he do remember that he slept in nothing but a pillow underneath his head.

His eyes widen and he couldn’t help but smile.

Chanyeol had probably felt concerned about him.

That’s so romantic!

He kicked the blanket causing it to fall down but he didn’t care for he had to see if the giant was awake, because it was time for Baekhyun’s special breakfast treat!

Baekhyun opened the door to his room and almost melted at the sight.

Aren’t I lucky to be in love with him? He smiled so fondly that he didn’t notice a pair of two eyes looking at him.

”Um, morning.”

The deep voice scared the crap out of him as he came back to reality. ”Good morning! You look wonderful this morning! What do you want for breakfast? Wait, shhh, don’t say anything. It’s a surprise for you.” Where in the world did that confidence come from?

Chanyeol only stared at him with half opened eyes, still feeling sleepy. His hair was in a messy state, his face was a bit swollen but Baekhyun is being honest that this guy in front of him is looking damn hot.

It was then he realized that Chanyeol was lying on his bed, that after Chanyeol leaves..he can..you know..do something, or maybe lie there and take that scent in..yeah.

Before it would get way too awkward between them again Baekhyun smiled and ran out from his room to prepare breakfast. He doesn’t know Chanyeol’s schedule but he hope that he has time to eat something or is satisfied with what he gets.

Being alone in the now familiar room Chanyeol began stretching his arms and looked around his surrounding.

Now that he thinks of it, it is kind of weird to sleep in another fan—stranger’s house. But is Baekhyun really a stranger?

He shrugged it off since he didn’t want it to be a burden once he’s in the meeting today. He put a pair of shorts over his boxers and walked out ( obviously wearing a t-shirt ).

The first thing Chanyeol saw when he reached the kitchen was Baekhyun standing there, tip-toeing to grab something from the shelf. Chanyeol pressed his lips hard to muffle his laugh. The sight was actually very cute if he may say so.

So without Baekhyun noticing, the taller walked behind and reach the thing with no struggle. That move made Baekhyun almost scream.

”T-Thanks.” He blushed.

Chanyeol wondered where the confident went.

”Smells wonderful.”

Baekhyun smiled to himself, feeling proud that his breakfast was at least smelling good.

When everything was done they both walked to the table to sit down and eat.

Chanyeol was amazed at how delicious it looked.

Pancakes with syrup on top, strawberries, blueberries and other good stuff.

Baekhyun watch every move Chanyeol did and as soon as the fork was in front of his mouth Baekhyun widen his eyes. ”Is it good?”

Chanyeol looked up feeling the urge to laugh. He didn’t have the time to taste the pancakes before Baekhyun asked. So he didn’t answer and shoved the fork in his mouth, he could feel the eyes on him watching how he chewed and as soon as he swallowed the first bite he looked back at the boy with anticipated eyes.

”So?” Baekhyun fiddled with his fingers.

Chanyeol’s smile was so wide that his dimple showed causing Baekhyun to almost faint from the sight.

”That was delicious.”

Baekhyun did a high-five to himself under the table, he could finally enjoy his breakfast with worry that Chanyeol think it was disgusting.

ㆍㅅㆍ

After eating everything up Chanyeol walked upstairs to where he slept and Baekhyun followed him like a puppy.

Chanyeol had to hurry himself to his meeting for that was the main reason why he came to Korea. But when he opened the door he stopped making Baekhyun bump into his back.

”Why did you stop?”

Chanyeol turned around and looked down at the now blushing boy.

Stop staring at me!!!!

”When I come back, will you show me a tour in your room?”

What the .

Baekhyun only stared at Chanyeol, wanting to punch him on the face for looking so hot. ”Maybe.” He casually said looking away.

Chanyeol hummed and walked inside the room. ”I’m going to change now.”

Baekhyun nodded still standing at the same spot.

”So..yeah..are you going to watch me?”

”Of course. I have to get used to it.” What’s wrong with me?! Baekhyun was surprised how straightforward he could be in front of Chanyeol! Maybe it’s because he was never been with him for so long.

”Uhh, okay, sure.” Chanyeol crossed his arms and lifted his white t-shirt up.

Baekhyun’s eyes widen at the sight. It was his first time seeing his dream man without a shirt on and holy is that abs?! 

”Damn you got guns.” Baekhyun quickly wiped the saliva that somehow had escaped from his mouth.

Chanyeol chuckled but threw his shirt away and instead of putting another shirt on he walked towards Baekhyun.

”Stop! Before you do something, let me take a picture.” Baekhyun grabbed his phone from his backpocket and positioned in front of him. ”Make a pose. I want you to like show your biceps.”

Chanyeol nodded and flexed his arms causing some veins to show up. At that moment Baekhyun took several shots.

Coming to realisation of what just happened Baekhyun’s face turned red in a second. ”Um, are you okay?” Chanyeol asked as he watch the other tense.

”Get out.”

”What?”

”I said get out from my room now!” Baekhyun exclaimed.

Chanyeol nodded and packed all of his things, he quickly walked pass Baekhyun but the other began pushing him out. Chanyeol wanted to at least say goodbye before leaving but as soon as he opened his mouth Baekhyun had slammed the door right infront of his face.

”Calm down.” Baekhyun told himself as he slid down on the ground. He can’t believe what just happened. The fact that he actually said all of those things to the guy he loves, that’s going way over the line.

”Baekhyun?” He heard from the other side.

”Go away!”

”I just wanted to say goodbye before—”

”Shut up Chanyeol! I said go away!” Can’t you understand that you are making my heart almost explode? Baekhyun exhaled loudly, his heart was thumping so hard that it scared him.

ㆍㅅㆍ

It had passed 2 hours since he has been lying on his bed while singing to Chanyeol’s latest singles. He assumed that Chanyeol had already left for a meeting or whatever it was, which was good since he needed to understand what was really going on.

First of all, it’s an idol coming to your house, he knows your gay. Secondly, he knows you are crazy in love with him, like just look inside his room and you will see how freaking desperate Baekhyun is. Everything is happening so fast that Baekhyun doesn’t know how to react, he’s so nervous that he keeps on talking without thinking. That was the reason why he began scream at his poor future husband.

Now that he has been thinking of everything he have said to Chanyeol ever since he came was not really good. Saying that he will do his best to make Chanyeol fall in love with him sounds weird. It’s like forcing him to love him back which is not the way Baekhyun wants it. Therefore he have decided to not change himself for another person or try hard to make Chanyeol like him in a romantic way. Baekhyun will be Baekhyun and nothing else.

ㆍㅅㆍ

It has already darkened outside and Baekhyun was glaring at the front door. For how long is Chanyeol going to stay out? Don’t tell him he is seeing someone else because then Baekhyun will cry and his world will crash.

8 hours has passed and during those hours Baekhyun has been looking through Chanyeol’s photo’s and listened to the group’s albums. He even had to eat dinner all alone because the giant didn’t come.

”Should I call him?” Baekhyun looked hesitate at his phone. He took the courage and called him right away.

Surprisingly it didn’t long enough for Chanyeol to answer.

”Hey, are you okay now?”

”Yeah..sorry about that. I don’t even know what happened.”

”It’s okay. I’m on my way now, sorry for not calling you.”

”Don’t worry it’s okay.” Baekhyun laughed at how similar they talked.

Somehow Chanyeol smiled at the sound of his laugh. Even though it was loud, it still sounded so cute and adorable.

”See you soon then.”

”Sure, bye.”

ㆍㅅㆍ

Where in the hell is Chanyeol?! Baekhyun exclaimed in his thoughts. It had passed 1 freaking hour.

”See you soon in my . That ing..ugh!” He ran his hands down his face. He kind of felt like a wife waiting for his husband being late from his work. That thought did actually put a smile on his face.

As soon as the three knocks was left on the door Baekhyun’s ears twitched at the sounds. ”He’s here.” He whispered and nearly fell as he ran to the front door.

”Welcome ba—” His eyes almost popping out.

Chanyeol smirked. ”Do you like it?” He ran his fingers through his new hair color that was now red.

”It looks g-good on you.” Baekhyun quickly averted his eyes somewhere else then his eyes.

”Do I look that handsome that you can’t even have a eye-contact?”

Baekhyun clenched his hands from feeling embarrassed. ”Just get inside.” He mumbled.

ㆍㅅㆍ

It was 3 in the morning and somehow both Chanyeol and Baekhyun couldn’t sleep. The only lights in the living room was candles. They were sitting on the big coach beside each other as close as possible.

”I have to leave today.” Chanyeol announced. ”My schedule got changed.”

Baekhyun pressed his lips together. He understood the life of an idol but he couldn’t help but let his heart cry from having Chanyeol leaving his side.

”I understand.” He said in the end. The tone he used was not unnoticed by the other. He sounded rather down.

”But we can still see each other.”

Baekhyun finally looked into his eyes and smiled. ”I’m already looking forward to it.”

It's been 11 days or something since my last update..the days have gone by so fast ;;A;;

Anyway, just wanted to clarify about "Rated M" there will be and those stuff in the future *wink* You probably already knew >u< Huehue

Thanks for your lovely comments!!  >//3//<  See you soon~~( hopefully ;S )

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