Soomi POV:

I started walking to Sandeul oppa’s house. It wasn’t that far. It was about a 5 minute walk? It was up the road. *I wonder what will oppa say. Am I a play girl? Do I toy with boys? I’m I a bad person?* I thought. I didn’t notice that I just arrived at Sandeul’s house.

“Mimi!” I heard. I looked up and saw Sandeul oppa smiling.

“Hey princess.” He said. I smiled. “Come on.” He grabbed my hand and lend me into his house. I’ve never been to his house alone before. I usually go with Jinyoung oppa. But there’s a first for everything.

We walked up to his room. He sat in a chair and I sat on the bed.

“So~ What’s up?” He asked.

“O-Oppa… A-Am I a playgirl?” His expression turned serious.

“What?”

“Am I a play girl?”

“What? No. Why?”

“I feel like I’m playing two boys.”

“L and Jaehyo? You just noticed?”

“What? I-I I was talking about L and L.Joe.”

“Oh. Nevermind. How?”

“Today, L.Joe told me he loved me.”

“But your L’s girlfriend right?” I nodded.

“Well… Do you like both?”

I shrugged. “In your opinion what’s there difference? How do they make you feel?”

“I feel like I could trust L more than L.Joe. Except with relationship things like this. L.Joe I feel like if I tell anything he’ll support me. This is like dream high. Hyemi & Samdong is like me and L. Jinguk and Suzy Hyejin are me & L.Joe. In the end she chooses Sam Dong. Should I do the same?”

Sandeul shook his head. “You are different from Hyemi. You’re the opposite of her, personality wise. Every person is different. You shouldn’t always follow others. You have to be your own.” He said.

I nodded. “But don’t choose L.Joe just to be different. This is something you need to think about.”

“I understand. But… How will I know which one is the one?”

“The answer will come to you. You just have to be patient.” I nodded.

“Oh! I heard your birthday is next week!?” He said.

I nodded. “I don’t want anything for my birthday. I have everything I could ever ask. Great friends, my family is reunited…” *Mommy..* I thought and started tearing.

“Awh.. You poor thing.” Sandeul walked up to me and hugged me.

“I’m okay oppa.” I said half tearing, half smiling.

He kissed me on the forehead and hugged me tighter. “I know you. You could cry it out. You shouldn’t have held it in.” He said. With that I bursted out crying into his shirt.

After crying I fell asleep in Sandeul’s arms.

Sandeul POV:

*You’ve always been my princess. My baby girl. My cutie pie. I wish you could see how I feel. It’s okay, I’ll always be there to protect you and help in whatever way I can. I love you princess.* I saw her sleeping face and smiled. I lifted her chin and planted a soft kiss on her lips. Then I carried her onto my bed and laid her on the bed.

“Sweet Dreams, Princess.” I said. And kissed her nose.

Author’s Note:

Oooohh~ Sandeul’s in love with Soomi! Nobody knows though. He’s always watched over you carefully. Ever since he met you. His eyes never left you for another girl. He wouldn’t get in the way of L.Joe or L though. He wants you to be happy. Because that’s his happiness. Sorry if it's been short chapters lately! I haven't been able to update as much. I'll try to update once every 2 or 3 days. If I'm not busy I'll update more than once a day! Kamsamida!(;

Soomi’s Message:

Annyeong readers~~! It’s Soomi here! Do you guys think I’m a playgirl? I don’t like being a bad girl. I just can’t really decide who my heart wants yet. You understand right? Please comment on who you think I should be with!(; Oh! And can you help my creator/mommy decide on who her next fanfic should be about? I told her to choose her bias but she loves all of B.A.P. ;__; My mommy can be a pabo, but I love her. I know she’s watching over me. Please help my mommy!!(;