Infinite tried their best to get your attention, but obviously, you just ignored them.

Further down the track, you started getting more depressed over the loss of your beloveds but whenever you tried to imagine their faces, it would always be white or blank.

You wouldn't talk to them, you would just wonder around the house, drowning yourself in your own tears and sadness.

That was how you started off in Paradise...

*****

You woke up, startled at the sudden ring of an alarm. *What was that dream?* you furrowed your eyebrows. (A/N: the present now. You think that all the things that happened in Paradise was a dream but obviously it was just flashbacks.)

"~~~~~!! Time to get up and go to college!" your mother was calling you from downstairs. "Breakfast is ready in about 10 minutes! Get in the shower now!"

You grunted and got out of bed, "I'm showering now mum! Thanks for yelling at me first thing in the morning!" You sighed then let out a giggle.

"Love you too sweetie!" you could heard your mother's tinkling laughter from downstairs.

You took the outfit you were going to wear today and went into your private bathroom to freshen up.

After finishing your daily morning routine, you ate your breakfast with your mum, like usual. Your dad always left early in the morning for work.

"Mum?" you poked your half eaten blueberry pancake.

"Yes sweetie?" your mum was always careful