"Yoboseyo?"

 

"Krystal! Where did all the files go?"

 

"What?! But I thought you found them already! You even called me!"

 

"Bwoh? I didn't call you!"

 

"So you're saying that it just magically disappeared?"

 

"Ne."

 

"Wait, I'll check my bag for the copy I have."

 

 

I hung up and quickly rummaged the things inside my bag. Hmm...I put this on the table when I ordered. Could it be?

 

 

I knew it! Kyu oppa would have never noticed me! This is all your doing, _______! This is all your fault! 

 

 

I shouted like it was the end of the world. When she came, I lost everything. I became the nuisance. I cried silently in my empty dorm. Even my revenge was sabotaged. Is this the perfect time to give up?

 

 

---

 

 

 

"Kids, I have good news for you."

 

"Jinja?"

 

"Mmm. There will only be 3 more months before our wedding day and I want all of us to be able to unwind and relax as a family before we begin making the preparations."

 

 

I almost choked. Oppa quickly gave me a glass of water and appa sighed. So it's really final then? 3 more months...

 

 

We finished eating dinner and I was about to climb up the stairs when a hand caught my wrist.

 

 

"Are you okay?"

 

"I...I don't know."

 

"What's going on?" Oppa made me face him.

 

"I feel....uh." I shrugged. "I told you I don't know."

 

 

I pushed him away and ran up to my room. What am I doing? Why am I hesitating?

 

 

There's only 3 more months before appa and omma's marriage. I guess I still have little hope that it will get cancelled. Cancelled for a chance that I could get my own dream wedding.

 

 

______-ah, it's never gonna happen. After falling for your stepbrother, do you think it'll still happen?

 

-

 

 

[The next day]

 

 

"Omma, where are we going?"

 

"It'll just be a short trip to (*insert favorite getaway place here*)"

 

"But I thought you've already been there, omma."

 

"Aish Henry, just stop complaining okay?"

 

 

I wonder what's wrong...not with omma but with _________. She's been acting all sober since yesterday. I thought she would be happy.

 

 

We all left the villa and drove to our destination. Everyone had their bags with them and I sat beside _______ inside the car. I rested her head on my shoulder and watched her sleep peacefully. _______-ah, I don't understand what you're thinking about sometimes. Be strong for me, please. For us.

 

 

-

 

 

"We're here!"

 

"Huh? What?" I rubbed my eyes and stood there half asleep.

 

"We're finally here!" Omma screamed.

 

 

What?! Who told omma we are going to (ur fave place) and forgot about telling me? Or maybe I was too bothered by my thoughts and didn't get enough sleep last night.

 

 

I still don't get it. All we've been through together, everything we did together, why am I thinking this now? Am I giving up?

 

 

"C'mon kids. Hurry up because it's already 6PM and your mom wants to be the first of many to see the full moon today."

 

 

-

 

 

"________, have you finished unpacking?"

 

"Ne!"

 

"Come and join us for dinner!"

 

"I'll be fine, omma."

 

"You'll be free to do anything you want after this, I promise. Come outside, the moon is very beautiful!"

 

"Arrasso! I'll be there in a sec!"

 

 

I might as well let the cold breeze and shining light of the moon embrace me in my sadness.