I ran to my room and shut the door close. I wanted to scream but the event is still going on.

Like my old self, all I could do was cry. I lost Donghae....and now Im losing to the same person. What have I done for me to suffer this much?

Thoughts of hope were running through my mind. Is it just to still hope? The pain I felt before slowly came back to me.

Knowing how Krystal took Donghae away, she'll do the same. She'll do the same thing again and I won't be able to do anything because I'm just the sister.

I knelt for quite some time before I heard someone banging my door.

"______-ah, open this!"

I cried even harder at the sound of his voice. Why does he care? I have no right to interfere with his business anyway.

"______-ah, open this or I'm destroying this stupid door!" He shouted from outside.

He did exactly as he said. He broke the doorknob and entered my room.

"_______, jebal."

"Henry..."

I cried in his arms. I couldn't look him in the eye and I also did something wrong in my part.

Maybe I have to get away from him for a while and clear my mind. If he does this every time, then I might get hurt every time too.

I pulled away and pushed him out of my room. I started packing my bags and I booked a plane ticket online. A week should be good enough

[2 days later]

"________....I'm so stressed about your brother! Since 2 days ago, he's been acting rudely and comes home very late! Aish..."

"Omma, please don't tell oppa."

"Is there something wrong?"

"Omma, I have to clear my mind for a while. This whole thing is making me insane."

"I understand."

"Thanks omma."

"How long are you going to be away?"

"I don't know. Until this whole thing sinks in to me?"

"Arrasso. Go, Henry is still sleeping."

"Komawo, omma."

I kissed omma goodbye and the chauffeur drove me to the airport. Right now, I know the exact person who can understand me and loves me unconditionally, and she's in America.

"Henry! How long are you planning to be like this?!

"Until ________ talks to me!"

"Well, about that..."

"Omma?" I raised my brows. "Is there something I should know?"

"_________ left this morning."

"What?! Why didn't you tell me?"

"She asked me not to do so."

"Where is she?!"

"Henry, calm down!" Appa shoved my collar.

"Henry, she needs some time alone. She wants to clear her mind so give her some space, okay?"

I ran to my room. Does she want to get away from me that bad? I think I know the right person who can help me.

henrylau89: Hyung, are you busy?

gaemgyu: Is this about a girl?

henrylau89: It's my stepsister, pabo.

gaemgyu: And perhaps you like her?

henrylau89: Even if I did, would it matter?

gaemgyu: So you do like her....

henrylau89: I don't know. Just help me already!

gaemgyu: Okay, okay. What do you want?

henrylau89: I don't care how you'll do it. I want to know where _______ is.

gaemgyu: I have work too, you know. It might take some time.

henrylau89: I'll buy you that limited edition Starcraft Board Game, okay? Just get to it immediately.

gaemgyu: Now that's more like it.

I get insane every time she's not around but this time it's different. I'm the one who send her away so I'm the one who should get her away.

Or worse, Krystal and Donghae finds her before I do.

~End of chapter~