*Gikwang's POV*

       Seohyun caressed my face. More in a seductive way. I push her hand away lightly, "Stop it". "Wae oh oppa? I thought you liked me?" She began to get closer to me. She whispers in my ear, "You know __________ would do you no good". All the images of __________  being so intimate with Woohyun and Myungsoo came across my mind. I shooked my head. "Whatever, get down", I said coldly. "Mw-mwo, get down? now? here? You kidding me right?" She smirked. "Anhi, get down, NOW", I rolled my eyes and unlock the doors. She hissed and slammed the door. 

      I drove my way to the famous nightclub downtown. Some of the girls came to me, trying to seduce me to dance. Oh God, I feel like renting this whole nightclub to myself. These girls are so annoying. I sipped some cold beer I ordered from the bartender. I muttered slowly, "Tsk you're really pathetic, Gikwang-ah". I could feel tears rolling down my cheek. __________-ah, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you again. I'm sorry.. Suddenly, I felt like someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around to see Junhyung with his smirking face. "Yah neo michyeosseo? Drinking all alone.. you know you're not a good drinker. Come on, let's go home" He grabbed my hand, dragging me out of the nightclub. My head was spinning and I felt like I could passed out anytime soon. Junhyung push me lightly in my car and sat on the driver seat. "Aishh there must be something wrong with you. tsk tsk" He sighed as he start off the engine. 

     It was a silent moment for 5 minutes till he began to break the silence. "uh..neo.. what exactly happened?". I grinned and clenched my fist. "I'm an idiot, hyung. I really am. I'm an , a jerk, a for doing that to her" I couldn't help but to cry. "Yah yah, mareba! what the hell are you talking about?" He asked panickedly. but I kept quiet till we reach my house. 

     I still can't erase you, I keep thinking about you, I really miss you and I can't sleep at all tonight..

*Your POV*

       I slammed the door and threw my bag on the bed. Who the does she think she is? And what the was she doing with... him? AGH I HATE EVERYONE RIGHT NOW. I cussed under my breath as I walk downstairs to grab a tin of Coke. Not realising someone was watching my movements, I simply sat on the floor. I used to do this back when I was in America whenever I'm mad and I'm all alone in the kitchen. Even my parents think its weird. I know... I'm weird.

    I lie my head on my knee while facing to the left, watching the raindrops falls to the window. All of a sudden, I heard footsteps entering the kitchen. It was Woohyun, pfft. He ruffled his hair, with his sleepy face. "Yah, what are you doing here alone? People might think you're up to no good" He smirked and sat next to me. "Get lost" I muttered as I got up to throw away the Coke. "Yaaaaah stop drinking Coke will you?! Gosh, Junhyung influenced you too much!" He said, most probably annoyed with me. lol not that I care. "Well Coke is daebak. You need to stop being so lame" I winked and walk upstairs to my bedroom, leaving him alone in the kitchen.

    As I lie on my bed, I plugged in my earphones to my ears and switch on my iPod. Unexpectedly, U-Kiss' 0330 song came up. The lyrics...

   The sound of raindrops hitting on the window of my heart - Oh, its raining. make sense.

   The place that you left, I really miss you and I can't sleep at all tonight - Good gracious. Seriously iPod, stop playing such corny songs. Unknowingly tears started to flow down my cheeks. and THIS is what I meant by I dislike corny songs. I pulled up the covers to my body and stared at the window. Well, atleast this would be a nice lullaby for tonight. Slowly, I began to fall asleep..

    Day by day, whenever Gikwang sees me, he'd be looking away or stare blankly at me. Somehow, I do feel guilty for shoving my middle finger into his face but its his bloody fault anyway. As for Myungsoo, he's getting along very well with me. So does Woohyun. Although the two still argue with each other. They'd only be nice to each other infront of me. Boys..

   "Okay class, that's all for today's class. You may----- *Ring*" the school bell cuts off Mrs. Choi as she was about to dismissed us from her class. Most of us don't bother to wait for her to get out of the class. Yes, that's how rude my classmates are (-___-;).  I was happily walking with Woohyun and Myungsoo next to me when all of a sudden a hand blocked my view. I almost fell down but thank God Woohyun held me by the waist. I was about to yelled at that person but I lost my words when I see Gikwang standing infront of me with his head down. "Neo... what do you want?" I crossed my arms over my chest. He grabbed me by the waist and another hand holding my hand. "YAH YAH WAE OH?!?!" but he still wouldn't let me go. Dragging me to an empty classroom, he let go of me. He lift his head up and look at me intensely in the eyes. "You....-----"

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heyyeom! I'm really sorry for the lack of updates but as I mentioned before, my parents won't let me use the laptop so its really hard for me to update this story :/ 

but I'm gonna stay up tonight (I hope) to ATLEAST add more chapters. 

what's up with Gikwang eh? heeheehee wait for it ;)