September 2008

  It's been a year and one month since snsd debuted and in that time I've only seen my angel once and that was when she was with Sehun and Sulli. I now realize that Taeyeon is to busy to even visit anymore because lately snsd have been doing well. I'm still a saranghae fan, I guess my love for the group has grown much more through the past months. My eagerness to do well on my debut has been increased more, I had a theory that the more I practice the better I do. This led me to practice day and night.    Not much has happened in 10 months but Sehun has been depressed lately because Sulli is about to debut knowing that Sulli will just slipped out of his life like Taeyeon did in mine. I still consider Sehun lucky, because next year he'll be attending high school with her as they both got accepted into a art school.    I'm happy Sulli is debuting, for the last few months I've been looking after her like Taeyeon and Tiffany did. Sulli would always cry about missing Taeyeon and Tiffany but now she's debuting they'll be able to see each other.    A few months ago I actually got into the set list for a group which is now called Shinee. Sadly I didn't get in, which destroyed me. I thought should I stay under sm? Should I move to another company? But then I refused, my plan is to work hard and try my best to debut to see my angel again.    "Hey sehun and luhan can I talk to you for a brief second?" Our dance teacher asked us one time after dance class.  Sehun and I just nodded as we pulled ourselves to the side with our teacher waiting for everyone to leave. We were nervous that it was something serious as our teacher approached us with a serious face. "Sir is there a problem?" Sehun finally spoke up as the last person left the room.    "Yes I was wondering if you guys a free tonight?" The dance teacher asked giving us a creepy smile. I was confused, why is he asking about our plan for tonight. "Nothing" Sehun answered.
"Probably live streaming the dream concert on my laptop" I said honestly, as my main purpose of watching this years dream concert is Taeyeon's performance.    "Didn't you get tickets? You always get tickets!" My dance teacher said in disbelief. It's true, I do get tickets to anything girls generation is performing to. I would even tag sulli and sehun with me and make them sleep over night in a tent just to get tickets. So pretty much where ever snsd was performing I was pretty much there.    There has been times where I couldn't attended a performance because of college and class, but I still try and be present for every performance. But I havnt been to a fan meeting yet, only because every time they are on I have school.    "Well since you work hard Today and any other day i can give you tickets for the dream" the dance teacher smiled handing us three tickets. Sehun and I automatically started jumping up and down. "Have a great night boys, you guys deserve the hard work, just continue with it and in a matter of time you'll do we'll" the teacher smiled at us and then left the room.    As soon as our dance teacher left, sehun and I started to jump up and down like petty girls. "Wait who's the 3rd person are we going to bring, they gave us 3 tickets" I said showing sehun.
"Sulli!" Sehun snapped.  "We can't bring sulli, she's busy preparing for her debut, we need someone else" I explained to sehun snapping my fingers trying to figure out who to bring.    "But hyun please, she's debuting in  a few months time, ill probably have time to be with her" sehun begged some more but this time he was on his knees. "Fine will ask but I doubt she'll say yes" I assured sehun so we won't get his hopes up.    Sehun and I went upstairs where sulli was training with her new group which is called f(x). It was now 2pm 2 hours before the concert starts we needed to find a third person to accompany us. Sehun and I knock on the door as it was obvious that they were practicing with the loud music that could be heard from the outside and the continuous counting of steps could be heard.    "Can I help?" A girls head poked out a few seconds after sehun and I knocked. It was Krystal, she's a fellow trainee that is now debuting with sulli in f(x) she's also Jessica Jung younger sister, who is Taeyeons group member. Krystal is the person where I get some news of Taeyeon as Krystal can get connections from her sister. "Can we please talk to sulli?" I asked. Krystal gave a smile and opened the door fully, "come in" she smiled as we followed her in the practice room.    We enter the 5 members of f(x) were exaughsted laying on the ground. Once being fellow trainees we knew them and they knew us very well. "Luhan, sehun why are you doing here?" Victoria noonaasked.  "Can we borrow sulli for a second" I asked.  "Arghhhh why oppa?" Sulli frustratedly says, she was obviously tired by the rehearsal for her debut. "Can you just tell me here" sulli begged as she latex flat on the ground not making any movement.   I walked towards sulli and faced her by looking down at her. "Sehun and I just got a hold of dream concert tickets and we were wondering if you want to come?" I explained to sulli.  "Isn't it tonight