Eunji's POV

 

"Wake up you stupid pig!" my step sister, Eunjong screamed. What did I get to recieve this life?  My mother remarried to my stepfather. He was treating me well until my mother passed away and they started treating me like dirt.

 

"You useless freak, stop staring into space!  Come here and make breakfast now!" I felt a stinging pain on my right cheek and this time it was my stepfather. 

 

After my mother passed away.I was treated like a maid in the house. I had no one that  care for me until SHINee  appeared .

 

In school:

"Hey Eunji!" SHINee greeted. This is the best thing in my life, being greeted by 5 shinining smiles every morning. They are my only friends and they have always be here for me.

 

"Hey! Let's go to class!" I replied. Taemin slung his arm around  my shoulder and said " Let's go then buddy! See you guys later hyungs!" I lowered my head and tried to hide my burning face. Since a few month back when I saw Taemin dance. I started to have this slight affection for him however my feelings got deeper and I was started falling deeper and deeper in love with him.

 

No one knows my feelings for Taemin apart from Key. He was just to good in reading people's expressions. He has been urging me to confess. However, I was afraid our friendship will be destroyed due to this confession.

 

"Hey! Eunji what happen to your face?!" Taemin asked with a concern look on his face. Before I could answer...

 

" It's your stepdad again isn't it? He is such a jerk!! Buddy, just wait here I'll get some ice to stop it from swelling." he answered with a smile. 

And there it goes a again, I can feel my heart pounding against my chest. 

 

"Hey ! So what if you are a tomboy. I bet you just pretend to be a tomboy to get close to SHINee!" 

 

Sigh...

 

Girls in my school hate me cause i am friends with SHINee, the most popular guys in school.

 

I felt erasers being thrown toward my head. I felt tears being built up in my eyes.

 

Come on Eunji be strong...  Don't cry here....

 

Why does everyone hate me? Is it wrong to have friends? 

 

"Hey! What are you guys doing!? Stop harassing Eunji!" Taemin shouted.

 

" Aniyo oppa, we are just trying to save you from this ." the girls said with agyeo .

 

Taemin scoffed and ignored them."Eunji ah. Here's your ice. Hey, are you crying? Boys are not suppose to cry!" Taemin smiled. I forced a smile back and went to my seat.

 

Boys are not suppose to cry....

Taemin still sees me as a guy. He will never love me back. He only see me as a friend....

 

What am I suppose to do?

 

It hurts...

 

 

 

 

 

 

First chapt done! Pls comment and tell me how is my first story! Thanks:)