Short Chapter written by ukissXbelieve and kharielle33 edited by ukissXbelieve

Your POV

Eh? Why am I kissing him...? Do I really miss him that much? Has it really been that long since my heart spoke for itself?

....Sungjong!

I pulled my body away from him, and ran to Sungjong's side."Oppa," I cried to him. "Oppa, please wake up..."

I shook his body gently. "Yah, Oppa..."

Okay, this was not normal, so I decided to take him to the hospital...

"I'll take him." Myungsoo said. "You just go home."

"Yah--"

"You're going to need a lot of rest for tomorrow." Myungsoo interrupted.

I sighed, then just left. I really hope that Sungjong Oppa will be okay...

I felt tears forming in my eyes. Oppa is hurt, and I won't be there for him...

I walked back upstairs, and Sungjong was now on Myungsoo's back.

"Yah, I'm coming with you. I don't care if I get tired or not. I'm just there for Sungjong, arasseo?" I said clearly.

ZMyungsoo shrugged his shoulders, and kept walking.

Myungsoo went into his car, and put Sungjong at the back with me.

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It was such an awkward drive...no one said anything to each other. Aish, I wish we could at least just be friends...

Aigoo! I should help Myungsoo! Look at the state he is in!

Without a word, I started to clean his face which was full of blood.

"...Gomawo." he said afterwards.

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Right now, Myungsoo and I are waiting for Sungjong to be checked or treated. Hm, I don't know...

ah! Right now, Myungsoo is walking towards me with coffee in one hand and orange juice in the other.

"You like juice, right?" he asks.

"Nae." I said.

he passes me the juice in my hand, and I stand up.

"Kamsamnida~" and bow.

"ukissXbelieveyou, do you want to go on a walk?"

"Yes!" I say happily.

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I really enjoy walking in this kind of place! There are so many Autumn/Fall features!! The trees also look amazing with many leaves falling from it! Kyaaaa~ I'm just so happy right now! ...but,, I'm walking with Kim Myungsoo... I shouldn't show him that I love him, it's..going to seem so awkward!!

"ukissXbelieveyou, mianhae for acting in that way before. I was just really angry. But, also. Um, Thankyou for helping me."

I smiled. "It's okay, Myungsoo Shii."

"Why don't you call me oppa anymore? Other than the time we were dating and fighting." he asked.

I really don't know. "Well... I didn't think we were close enough for that." what a stupid reply

"Call me oppa again. I love the way you say it." he says.

"Arasseo, Oppa." I said cheerfully.

He smiles, then takes my hand. "ukissXbelieveyou, I need a new picture of you." he says and takes out his phone.

"Oppa, you too~" I said, and then also take out my phone.

"Aish! I wasn't looking!" he complained.

"Yah, oppa. You still look amazing!" I replied.

"You're still so beautiful," he says smiling.

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As we continue walking, people start to recognize us.

"Ah, Kim Myungsoo and Lee ukissXbelieveyou!" the lady calls out.

soon, reporters come, and you both run for your lives.

"I can't be seen with you! Mianhaeyo! Let's spread out. You go left, I go right!" Myungsoo says.

"Nae!" I reply, and follow what he said.

Aigoo, I'm lucky that I'm a good athlete... Seriously, I would've been dead by now. I continue running, but it comes to an end. No, a dead end. The reporters found me. Eotokke?!

"Lee ukissXbelieveyou! Are you dating Kim Myungsoo?!" a reporter asks.

"Aniyo!" I answer. "Please let me go..."

Reporters continued taking pictures, and I was getting frustrated. I bent down,still on my feet, and hid my face. I felt like crying.. I don't know what to do anymore...

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By 5pm, I managed to get rid if all those reporters. Thank god. I see Myungsoo. Haha, he's still smiling.

"ukissXbelieveyou, I'd like you to meet someone!" he calls out. I get closer to see who I'll meet.

"Here's my girlfriend, Hwang Jae Ri."

A sweet looking girl comes out from behind him. "Oh, so this is Oppa's friend!!"

I don't know what to do... Umma, Appa... Eotokke?! This is the man who took care of me when you disappeared... I don't thinkI'll survive knowing that I can't be with him. This is so hurtful...

"Ah, how cute~ Oppa is lucky to have such a cute girl friend! I-I'm going now... Um, see you later." I walk off, back into the hospital. I wonder if Sungjong oppa is gone.

now, I see him! I suddenly run, and hug him tightly.

"Oppa... Saranghae..." I whisper.

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Diary Entry by ukissXbelieveyou

today, I realized who I really love - Kim Myungsoo. It really hurts to see him with another girl... AIGOO what am I saying?! He has a girlfriend! I also realized that...the worst way to miss someone is when you're sitting right beside them, knowing that you can't have them..."

- ukissXbelieveyou